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this is another episode ufo garage i'm

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ben and i'm joe and this is where we

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talk about ufos

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aliens and

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all things little things weird all

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things weird dude hell yeah what's up

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everybody how are you on this wonderful

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thursday wonderful wonderful thirsty ass

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thursday dude josh casey i totally agree

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with that andrew w.k well i don't know

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if he needs to start paying us but he

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should definitely come hang out so we

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can party hard together

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yes party hard has been a staple of this

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podcast for quite some time

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but it is from that song i mean that's

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where the original joke came from dude

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that's the song dude yeah

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when it's time to party

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hard party dude [\h__\h]

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hell yeah while we're just drinking

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oh man

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all right we'll see in a little bit

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anthony he's got to go walk the dog man

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oh great timing

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does that mean that you're doing yo-yo

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tricks right now or like you have a

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literal dog that you gotta go walk both

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did us two have thanksgiving together

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nah dude no we should have though we

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should have that's maybe next year dude

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i did get to see ben in person the other

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day and it was it was pretty cool

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yeah i i remember how awkward i was when

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i went to

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you went in for the high five i went in

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for the fist bump

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or something it was something like that

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well i tried to unzip your pants and you

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were like freaking out you were like

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that's weird dude and i was like come on

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you were like no

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well you didn't tell me i was supposed

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to wear that shirt with the zippers

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where my nipples are the tiny it's like

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but it's just like a small it's a very

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small zipper

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because i have small i have small

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tiny zippers

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they're very tiny you need like tweezers

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they're it's a it's an italian shirt

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it's uh also made by dan uh dan flash

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dan flashes

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a very intricate pattern

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so that's 500 a pop dude

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yeah i know i know anthony i i saw the

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dog i saw the dog

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i was always just making a joke

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you have a cute you have a cute dog dude

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we should we should all meet up one day

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and have doggy play dates oh snap can i

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bring hot dogs yeah dude we'll just do

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it one sunday we'll all fly to like a

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central park in the united states in the

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with a little barbecue pit so we get a

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hot dogs that's right dude or frozen

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that's when you take a banana peel you

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the peel and then you fill it with hot

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chili and then you sew it back up

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and then you uh and you sell it that uh

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that's right

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well damn dude

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oh tonight's gonna be a fun night right

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it is gonna be a fun night dude we got

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an awesome guest before we introduce our

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guest i kind of wanna uh announcement

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for this weekend we have a live podcast

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like in person

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in taylor texas if you're if you're in

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austin georgetown area san antonio it

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depends on how much you want to drive

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uh we're doing a live show like in

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at the black sparrow in taylor texas

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dude we have terry lovelace coming to

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hang out with us tell his stories and

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we're going to show

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photos video you might see some cool

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stuff that people haven't seen before i

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don't know you just have to come i don't

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know

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but if you can't make it you can also

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just watch it live we're also streaming

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i know i know that you guys usually hop

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on and you catch a big willy on

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saturdays but during this time frame

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uh we're do we're doing a show so yeah

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well i invited william

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uh back a couple months ago and he was

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like yeah totally and he's got like

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three kids like i didn't expect him to

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be able to do it but yeah it was like

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hey so i got this person coming up on

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the fourth

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and i'm like uh oh uh we're uh

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we're gonna be doing that thing

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we've been working on for a while dude

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so i think he's gonna move his guest

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earlier in the day or maybe to another

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week so that'll be cool make sure y'all

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catch that because that would be a cool

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one big wheelies got the guests dude

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nicole sackage he's really good at

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i don't know his secret i don't know it

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email dude i would i would guess email

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yeah but i'm pretty good at email

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or messenger

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it's like the chilies of the internet

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like that's where business happens man

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travis have we had this conversation

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before i feel like maybe we have where

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where do you live dude

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i feel like travis we've had this yeah

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in the chat i feel like we've had this

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conversation before

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travis green also sounds like somebody

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i'd know man you sound like you're from

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taylor man you might be from taylor

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yeah but you might not be from taylor

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but you might not be i don't know when

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was the last time it rained in your town

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but you might be but you might

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wes yeah big willy does use that sexy

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all right i'll run it again and back in

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the blue van

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that was pretty good yeah dude

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i got wet the humidity in the air like

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rose no congratulations no one can sound

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as sexy as big willy nobody nobody

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nobody if you try it's just

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it's like it's it always reminds me of

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this old commercial this old radio

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commercial that used to come on um and

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he would always be like

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welcome back to 105.7 smooth jazz it's

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all like cool and [\h__\h] and then barry

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white would come on he was like oh yeah

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he's [\h__\h] smooth

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talking sick about sex now hey yeah that

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guy was like this is smooth jazz and he

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was right this is so smooth right now

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that was a perfect impression dude yeah

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i know i know

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well hell yeah dude well hey let's uh

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let's introduce our guest uh

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joe malloy guys if you haven't heard of

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joe malloy he's kind of a big deal uh i

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list started listening to him on ponca

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vibed with what he was saying man he's

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got a lot of really awesome ideas he

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reads books so he knows a lot of cool

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um and yeah he's just all around cool

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guys so i'm stoked to have him on

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everybody uh say what's up to joe malloy

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dude what's up dude hey

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how you guys doing

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pretty good man pretty good first of all

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i want to point out my awesome patterned

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all right my very expensive awesome

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patterned shirt from dan flashes dude

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flashes maybe allegedly i can't say for

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sure was it was 150 out the door i'm not

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going to say whether what rack and dan

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flashes they wear i mean i can't put

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you don't want people to know your

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finances dude right right you know you

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know they're not they're okay we'll say

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i'm alive i'm in an expensive city how

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are you guys thanks for having me here

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and thanks that was very nice i

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appreciate you saying that yeah yeah man

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yeah dude i'm so stoked that you you got

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back to me man yeah yeah yeah me too i'm

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glad you guys reached out like yeah like

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it's just been such a weird uh fun

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outlet for me where it's just like i

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started it out with basically like i'm

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and i don't really care because i don't

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know anybody on here i don't know

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anything on here i just was and yeah

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people seem to really resonate with some

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of it so yeah so

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how was that journey do like you

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obviously started this thing to talk

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about stuff that you've been wanting to

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talk about i mean me and joe can relate

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in that way that's why we started this

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podcast dude right we just we just it

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was just me and joe talking about this

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stuff so so getting that outlet out

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there how did what was what were like a

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couple of first topics because i know

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you i mean obviously your name was alien

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yeah and i appreciate your guys like

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little like intro into the show it's

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like you started this it's like i'm and

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wanted to explore them and talk about

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i've never believed that we're alone

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the first like big

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sort of and and this like went on for

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years you're talking like when i was a

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kid like young young kid

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the first time i saw the alien intro or

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the alien workshop skateboard logo right

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i was probably like second grade right

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you guys remember that

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big gray head and i saw that and i was

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just like that's real

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okay we're moving on we're just like

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that was it yeah it was like okay since

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looking at that it's like all right so

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odds are i was abducted as a kid well

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we'll come back to that another time

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because that's there's just like a

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history there's a bunch of researchers

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i'm sure you guys are familiar with some

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of them but there's just this thread of

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if you're drawn to this kind of stuff

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and your first reaction when seeing this

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was like oh of course then you were like

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probably a good candidate to go get some

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regressive you know memory loss therapy

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or whatever and like put together i've

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never done that because

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not about people hold on you know

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yeah yeah i was like

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well open that box

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eventually maybe

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yeah yeah yeah like when i'm when we're

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like 50 right like we gotta wait yeah

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like when i have the money to deal with

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the therapy afterwards right in that box

280
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okay dude yeah i i got i get the

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spiritual side of it the psychological

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side of it still is like a little

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whatever so

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i was but i was always interested in

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aliens as a kid

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and then that went through like college

287
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and i got really into some really weird

288
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stuff there weren't outlets like you

289
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know tick tock or there weren't people

290
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like doing podcasts about aliens on

291
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youtube at the time there were like a

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handful of people you know

293
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circa 2010 on youtube talking about this

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kind of stuff and some

295
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real weird info

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and so like i kind of dabbled in half

297
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did it and you know i practiced reiki in

298
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there and did some other research and

299
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then i started doing uh stand-up comedy

300
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because i resented the entire rest of

301
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the world uh so comedy uh and then it

302
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sort of like took a turn

303
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you know the nature of this whole thing

304
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that we're kind of still inside and

305
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experiencing is that

306
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everybody faced that big mirror and it

307
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it like took a turn for me

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um

309
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that like this whole

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alien and ascension and spirituality

311
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stuff is like

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so much about

313
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practical physical

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grounded things

315
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we're stuck in cycles because we

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you know killed a culture

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and then tried to supplant a culture on

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top of it without ever acknowledging it

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and it's like the same it's the same

320
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thing we're going through on the micro

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scale or like that's the macro scale of

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us realizing like we we're gonna hit

323
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bumps in our adult development if we

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have trauma from childhood

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we're gonna bumps in our cultural

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development if we have

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a genocide that we created in the past

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that we're not properly acknowledging

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so the micro and macro of this all is

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happening and individuals are realizing

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the need to go back and do the shadow

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work and process this childhood trauma

333
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and we're realizing collectively like

334
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holy [\h__\h] we buried children in unmarked

335
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graves by the thousands

336
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what did what did we and that's like a

337
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tip of the iceberg of like what we did

338
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to a culture that was

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maybe pretty enlightened

340
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when you know

341
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a thousand years ago well before western

342
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culture ever landed here

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so

344
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that's how my tick tock started is i got

345
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this whole realization of like oh [\h__\h]

346
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it's not about aliens at all it's about

347
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it's about indigenous people it's like

348
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that's this is the connection to

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progressing forward that we're missing

350
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as a whole culture it's not about

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forward it's about backwards it's a

352
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paradox right as the nature of the

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residue if we want to move forward we

354
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got to go back and really acknowledge

355
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what was happening in the past

356
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so

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after you know this was six months into

358
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quarantine i had just gone through a

359
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breakup of like a polyamorous

360
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relationship with like these two

361
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of my like two favorite people at the

362
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time you know this like wonderful little

363
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disastrous thing that was all this weird

364
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unpacking of all of our own individual

365
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traumas

366
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yes this

367
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weird

368
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contact experience that i had in college

369
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that like

370
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played out in my own physical reality so

371
00:14:26,389 --> 00:14:24,240
six months into processing all this i

372
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have this realization of like oh [\h__\h]

373
00:14:30,629 --> 00:14:28,000
yeah it's got nothing to do with aliens

374
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i'm trying to make contact again doing

375
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the same thing i did 10 years ago in

376
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college right before i had like a manic

377
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episode of like which is basically you

378
00:14:41,430 --> 00:14:39,279
know i was going through a spiritual

379
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awakening and had no guidance

380
00:14:45,750 --> 00:14:43,760
right so yeah i'm doing the same thing

381
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now trying to reach up to the stars and

382
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then i'm just like oh it's not about

383
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that at all

384
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so i left my apartment in madison

385
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wisconsin on 11 11 2020

386
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and drove to all of the sacred sites

387
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it's like sacred indigenous sites i

388
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could

389
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like across the sort of like top of the

390
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country

391
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to the pacific northwest and then down

392
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the west coast and to arizona

393
00:15:17,269 --> 00:15:14,720
and then had this crazy experience and

394
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i'm still dealing with like

395
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i basically accidentally went on a

396
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vision quest

397
00:15:26,470 --> 00:15:23,920
and successfully had a vision

398
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and now have been like

399
00:15:31,030 --> 00:15:29,600
again unguided because i'm an idiot to a

400
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certain degree

401
00:15:36,389 --> 00:15:33,519
like trying to make sense of all of this

402
00:15:38,870 --> 00:15:36,399
and then basically doing it like

403
00:15:40,389 --> 00:15:38,880
one step where it's like i'm like

404
00:15:42,949 --> 00:15:40,399
talking to people about this and they're

405
00:15:45,350 --> 00:15:42,959
like yeah this is i'm an expert at that

406
00:15:47,990 --> 00:15:45,360
this is what you did and you did it like

407
00:15:50,629 --> 00:15:48,000
really kind of irrational it's like cool

408
00:15:53,670 --> 00:15:50,639
great but at least i know right yeah

409
00:15:55,829 --> 00:15:53,680
yeah yeah so so yeah so

410
00:15:58,150 --> 00:15:55,839
after this vision i've been like making

411
00:15:59,509 --> 00:15:58,160
this comic book and trying to like

412
00:16:02,069 --> 00:15:59,519
unpack

413
00:16:04,710 --> 00:16:02,079
what i made like what i saw

414
00:16:05,670 --> 00:16:04,720
saw essentially yeah

415
00:16:07,189 --> 00:16:05,680
i mean

416
00:16:10,949 --> 00:16:07,199
dude that is like

417
00:16:13,030 --> 00:16:10,959
that's a that's an epic man that is uh

418
00:16:14,389 --> 00:16:13,040
there's there's so much to unpack there

419
00:16:16,389 --> 00:16:14,399
but uh

420
00:16:19,110 --> 00:16:16,399
i i feel like the most important part is

421
00:16:21,030 --> 00:16:19,120
that you you feel and you take notice of

422
00:16:22,790 --> 00:16:21,040
that and you acted upon it like not a

423
00:16:25,269 --> 00:16:22,800
lot of people just say you know [\h__\h] it

424
00:16:27,030 --> 00:16:25,279
i'm gonna go drive to

425
00:16:28,790 --> 00:16:27,040
this feeling that uh because it wasn't

426
00:16:30,389 --> 00:16:28,800
those sites that you're you're you're

427
00:16:32,870 --> 00:16:30,399
looking after you were looking

428
00:16:35,189 --> 00:16:32,880
for answers it wasn't the

429
00:16:37,990 --> 00:16:35,199
the region it wasn't the architecture it

430
00:16:39,910 --> 00:16:38,000
was like no dude i need i need answers

431
00:16:40,629 --> 00:16:39,920
for for me and we went out and did that

432
00:16:42,870 --> 00:16:40,639
so

433
00:16:44,949 --> 00:16:42,880
not a lot of people can do that you know

434
00:16:47,110 --> 00:16:44,959
well it's pretty awesome i appreciate

435
00:16:49,509 --> 00:16:47,120
that um

436
00:16:52,069 --> 00:16:49,519
a lot of that is just

437
00:16:54,870 --> 00:16:52,079
a and like i want to encourage people to

438
00:16:56,550 --> 00:16:54,880
do that because i really see you know

439
00:16:58,629 --> 00:16:56,560
we could be a couple of guys in a in a

440
00:17:00,870 --> 00:16:58,639
podcast whatever like there's a problem

441
00:17:03,110 --> 00:17:00,880
with like young like men and i like hate

442
00:17:05,590 --> 00:17:03,120
to sound like this old like begrudging

443
00:17:06,789 --> 00:17:05,600
you know conservative white white i'm

444
00:17:09,029 --> 00:17:06,799
not like

445
00:17:11,510 --> 00:17:09,039
any of those things but like you said

446
00:17:13,429 --> 00:17:11,520
polyamorous and indigenous people i

447
00:17:14,710 --> 00:17:13,439
don't think you're that

448
00:17:17,750 --> 00:17:14,720
right

449
00:17:20,069 --> 00:17:17,760
okay yes yes yes fair point but there is

450
00:17:22,870 --> 00:17:20,079
this part where it's like we're just

451
00:17:25,270 --> 00:17:22,880
kind of like not raising young men

452
00:17:28,069 --> 00:17:25,280
well to a certain degree where it's like

453
00:17:31,270 --> 00:17:28,079
we have to do things to

454
00:17:32,870 --> 00:17:31,280
realize how scary and dangerous the

455
00:17:35,750 --> 00:17:32,880
world is

456
00:17:36,870 --> 00:17:35,760
and then like really integrate that and

457
00:17:40,070 --> 00:17:36,880
go like

458
00:17:41,830 --> 00:17:40,080
holy [\h__\h] i i like need to have things

459
00:17:45,029 --> 00:17:41,840
to believe in and

460
00:17:48,390 --> 00:17:45,039
causes to uphold and like reasons to

461
00:17:51,110 --> 00:17:48,400
like die for because like the place is

462
00:17:53,750 --> 00:17:51,120
it's weird out there it's very and it's

463
00:17:54,789 --> 00:17:53,760
just getting stranger right now

464
00:17:56,710 --> 00:17:54,799
so

465
00:17:59,190 --> 00:17:56,720
i i think there's a little bit of that

466
00:18:02,310 --> 00:17:59,200
you know collectively we used to do this

467
00:18:05,669 --> 00:18:02,320
vision quest stuff young men especially

468
00:18:08,150 --> 00:18:05,679
used to go on these like hey you might

469
00:18:10,549 --> 00:18:08,160
die and if you don't die

470
00:18:12,150 --> 00:18:10,559
you're gonna prove to and this is like

471
00:18:14,789 --> 00:18:12,160
part of the point it was like

472
00:18:16,230 --> 00:18:14,799
i feel like i was looking for answers

473
00:18:18,630 --> 00:18:16,240
especially like you know post this

474
00:18:20,870 --> 00:18:18,640
breakup and then like on my micro scale

475
00:18:22,630 --> 00:18:20,880
and then on the macro scale was like

476
00:18:25,750 --> 00:18:22,640
what the [\h__\h] is the going on in the

477
00:18:28,789 --> 00:18:25,760
world why did i kind of always feel like

478
00:18:31,990 --> 00:18:28,799
this was coming and i told friends in

479
00:18:33,990 --> 00:18:32,000
november of 2019 that like hey something

480
00:18:35,909 --> 00:18:34,000
like 911 is gonna happen at the end of

481
00:18:39,669 --> 00:18:35,919
february i told like two dozen people

482
00:18:42,310 --> 00:18:39,679
this so like people felt it coming right

483
00:18:43,990 --> 00:18:42,320
so why did we feel it coming why did we

484
00:18:44,870 --> 00:18:44,000
these were the these questions that i

485
00:18:45,669 --> 00:18:44,880
had

486
00:18:48,310 --> 00:18:45,679
so

487
00:18:50,549 --> 00:18:48,320
the the thing that i got back was

488
00:18:51,750 --> 00:18:50,559
how willing are you to find out the

489
00:18:53,430 --> 00:18:51,760
answers

490
00:18:55,190 --> 00:18:53,440
and i went well

491
00:18:58,150 --> 00:18:55,200
well i think i'll do anything at this

492
00:19:01,750 --> 00:18:58,160
point and that it would okay

493
00:19:04,070 --> 00:19:01,760
drive to this place and i went oh okay

494
00:19:07,430 --> 00:19:04,080
and and it's like it's just this level

495
00:19:09,430 --> 00:19:07,440
of we all have these like voices we have

496
00:19:10,870 --> 00:19:09,440
to learn how to discern what's the voice

497
00:19:14,150 --> 00:19:10,880
of like our

498
00:19:16,950 --> 00:19:14,160
ego and what's the voice of our you know

499
00:19:19,590 --> 00:19:16,960
genitals and what's the voice of our

500
00:19:22,070 --> 00:19:19,600
like you know heart and you know huh

501
00:19:23,669 --> 00:19:22,080
charming little thing but it's like

502
00:19:25,190 --> 00:19:23,679
it's i always have to listen to the

503
00:19:27,110 --> 00:19:25,200
voice of my wife

504
00:19:29,110 --> 00:19:27,120
yeah well you know

505
00:19:32,310 --> 00:19:29,120
a good woman will be very connected to

506
00:19:34,230 --> 00:19:32,320
the voice of your own heart though

507
00:19:36,390 --> 00:19:34,240
i agree doing things right that's a good

508
00:19:38,150 --> 00:19:36,400
that's a good voice to listen to

509
00:19:40,230 --> 00:19:38,160
she makes a she makes a damn good

510
00:19:41,830 --> 00:19:40,240
chicken fried steak

511
00:19:43,510 --> 00:19:41,840
there isn't a way to heart than through

512
00:19:44,710 --> 00:19:43,520
a gut yeah

513
00:19:46,950 --> 00:19:44,720
yes

514
00:19:49,669 --> 00:19:46,960
yeah so uh

515
00:19:55,029 --> 00:19:49,679
so yeah i just pursued this to try to

516
00:19:58,230 --> 00:19:55,039
get this like these answers and in

517
00:19:59,110 --> 00:19:58,240
in like instead i guess in addition to

518
00:20:00,710 --> 00:19:59,120
maybe

519
00:20:03,750 --> 00:20:00,720
was like

520
00:20:06,710 --> 00:20:03,760
all of the notions that i had about what

521
00:20:09,270 --> 00:20:06,720
reality was and even as like what i

522
00:20:12,549 --> 00:20:09,280
thought i was like a practiced spiritual

523
00:20:16,149 --> 00:20:12,559
person all of it just like broke

524
00:20:18,470 --> 00:20:16,159
and it's been the last year like of like

525
00:20:20,070 --> 00:20:18,480
watching it all crumble around and then

526
00:20:21,510 --> 00:20:20,080
like seeing people on tick-tock things

527
00:20:22,950 --> 00:20:21,520
like this and being like oh yeah i

528
00:20:24,549 --> 00:20:22,960
believed that three years ago that

529
00:20:25,990 --> 00:20:24,559
person's gonna realize this then that

530
00:20:27,990 --> 00:20:26,000
this is gonna happen then this is gonna

531
00:20:30,870 --> 00:20:28,000
happen oh wow this is this is like a

532
00:20:33,110 --> 00:20:30,880
whole circle we're all alone

533
00:20:34,870 --> 00:20:33,120
like this it's a great thing to realize

534
00:20:37,590 --> 00:20:34,880
but it's like does it feel like

535
00:20:40,950 --> 00:20:37,600
sometimes that we're all in line for the

536
00:20:42,789 --> 00:20:40,960
same ride at the carnival 100 we're just

537
00:20:44,230 --> 00:20:42,799
in different spots on the line and then

538
00:20:46,070 --> 00:20:44,240
some of us have been to the carnival

539
00:20:48,789 --> 00:20:46,080
multiple times and then some of us have

540
00:20:51,590 --> 00:20:48,799
been to other carnivals in other areas

541
00:20:54,070 --> 00:20:51,600
and have seen rides like this and we

542
00:20:56,710 --> 00:20:54,080
just get that we're all at a carnival

543
00:20:59,430 --> 00:20:56,720
and then literally on this planet

544
00:21:01,830 --> 00:20:59,440
there's like half from what i understand

545
00:21:03,990 --> 00:21:01,840
with my own limited perspective whatever

546
00:21:04,870 --> 00:21:04,000
that's the only time i'll use that okay

547
00:21:06,630 --> 00:21:04,880
all right

548
00:21:08,870 --> 00:21:06,640
fr in everything else i'll just say

549
00:21:10,789 --> 00:21:08,880
really brashly and bluntly

550
00:21:13,909 --> 00:21:10,799
about half the population this is their

551
00:21:18,310 --> 00:21:13,919
first [\h__\h] time at the carnival

552
00:21:21,750 --> 00:21:18,320
and then the rest of the population

553
00:21:24,070 --> 00:21:21,760
varying degrees of some of us like

554
00:21:25,990 --> 00:21:24,080
helped construct the concepts of

555
00:21:29,270 --> 00:21:26,000
carnivals

556
00:21:31,350 --> 00:21:29,280
and then we're at one here on earth and

557
00:21:33,830 --> 00:21:31,360
then some of us are still just like

558
00:21:35,750 --> 00:21:33,840
fresh brand new learning of like wait a

559
00:21:37,990 --> 00:21:35,760
minute i can learn how to play this this

560
00:21:39,909 --> 00:21:38,000
is all a game i can actually pick my own

561
00:21:40,710 --> 00:21:39,919
experience and they're mind blown by

562
00:21:43,270 --> 00:21:40,720
that

563
00:21:45,590 --> 00:21:43,280
others are like struggling to this is a

564
00:21:47,510 --> 00:21:45,600
big level of like what autism in this

565
00:21:49,430 --> 00:21:47,520
whole like neurodivergent spectrum is

566
00:21:51,270 --> 00:21:49,440
it's like a lot of this is just like

567
00:21:53,350 --> 00:21:51,280
these are beings with a consciousness

568
00:21:56,470 --> 00:21:53,360
that's so vast and intricate and

569
00:21:58,630 --> 00:21:56,480
particular and already realized and

570
00:22:01,909 --> 00:21:58,640
you're putting them into this

571
00:22:03,350 --> 00:22:01,919
very limited confined matrix machine and

572
00:22:05,590 --> 00:22:03,360
they're going

573
00:22:07,830 --> 00:22:05,600
everything bothers me here i still want

574
00:22:10,149 --> 00:22:07,840
to be here but everything here bothers

575
00:22:13,270 --> 00:22:10,159
me it is is i i'd like to make an

576
00:22:14,630 --> 00:22:13,280
analogy to put to put neural diversion

577
00:22:16,870 --> 00:22:14,640
because i feel like i'm a little

578
00:22:19,190 --> 00:22:16,880
something i don't know what but i think

579
00:22:21,430 --> 00:22:19,200
we all are at some some varying degree

580
00:22:23,590 --> 00:22:21,440
but it's like putting a carnival in a

581
00:22:26,390 --> 00:22:23,600
parking lot right it can be beautiful

582
00:22:28,230 --> 00:22:26,400
and it can transform a very limited

583
00:22:29,750 --> 00:22:28,240
amount of space into a whole different

584
00:22:31,110 --> 00:22:29,760
universe like when i was a kid when me

585
00:22:32,310 --> 00:22:31,120
and joe were a kid i mean we grew up in

586
00:22:34,390 --> 00:22:32,320
the same town

587
00:22:35,750 --> 00:22:34,400
oddly enough there's more to that story

588
00:22:37,270 --> 00:22:35,760
it was like the first time we saw an

589
00:22:39,909 --> 00:22:37,280
alien kind of

590
00:22:42,070 --> 00:22:39,919
but but i mean so

591
00:22:43,510 --> 00:22:42,080
so to somebody that that we can't really

592
00:22:46,390 --> 00:22:43,520
put our finger on you know this

593
00:22:48,950 --> 00:22:46,400
neurodivergent it's like yeah we don't

594
00:22:50,870 --> 00:22:48,960
see the parking lot maybe the carnival

595
00:22:51,909 --> 00:22:50,880
can be

596
00:22:54,549 --> 00:22:51,919
anywhere

597
00:22:56,470 --> 00:22:54,559
and we can choose to have our own

598
00:22:58,630 --> 00:22:56,480
carnival here and there in any time of

599
00:23:00,870 --> 00:22:58,640
day and time just it's just not a thing

600
00:23:03,669 --> 00:23:00,880
really sometimes and sure some of the

601
00:23:06,549 --> 00:23:03,679
carnies are meth heads but sure

602
00:23:08,630 --> 00:23:06,559
yeah i wouldn't enjoy the ride you know

603
00:23:10,630 --> 00:23:08,640
my sister got really worried about my

604
00:23:12,710 --> 00:23:10,640
nephew and when he was like running and

605
00:23:14,950 --> 00:23:12,720
she's you know it's just concerns and i

606
00:23:16,310 --> 00:23:14,960
i get it but it was like uh he does this

607
00:23:18,630 --> 00:23:16,320
thing that i learned and then it's

608
00:23:20,149 --> 00:23:18,640
called like stimming and it's basically

609
00:23:21,990 --> 00:23:20,159
it just like plays with his hands and

610
00:23:23,750 --> 00:23:22,000
like does [\h__\h] like blows things up in

611
00:23:25,350 --> 00:23:23,760
his hands and like makes fireworks and

612
00:23:26,870 --> 00:23:25,360
stuff and it's just like that's all he's

613
00:23:28,710 --> 00:23:26,880
doing he's making a little carnival in

614
00:23:30,390 --> 00:23:28,720
his hands and then just having fun

615
00:23:32,549 --> 00:23:30,400
playing and it's just like

616
00:23:34,789 --> 00:23:32,559
it's just to squeeze some juice out of

617
00:23:37,909 --> 00:23:34,799
his brain in that moment it's such a

618
00:23:40,390 --> 00:23:37,919
like it's really just a great practice

619
00:23:43,190 --> 00:23:40,400
that like most of us go through

620
00:23:45,750 --> 00:23:43,200
just bored and he's just like not not

621
00:23:46,789 --> 00:23:45,760
gonna be bored never gonna let myself

622
00:23:48,710 --> 00:23:46,799
oh

623
00:23:51,669 --> 00:23:48,720
not a bad way to go about it

624
00:23:53,350 --> 00:23:51,679
yeah i love that i love that so is that

625
00:23:57,190 --> 00:23:53,360
milk you're drinking

626
00:23:59,029 --> 00:23:57,200
no this is water and magnesium powder it

627
00:24:01,510 --> 00:23:59,039
makes like a lemonade

628
00:24:04,310 --> 00:24:01,520
dude i i totally thought that was milk

629
00:24:06,390 --> 00:24:04,320
and i was oh

630
00:24:08,549 --> 00:24:06,400
i can see it actually yeah

631
00:24:10,070 --> 00:24:08,559
it's it looks way more i swear there's

632
00:24:12,070 --> 00:24:10,080
like a lemon

633
00:24:13,909 --> 00:24:12,080
hint to it

634
00:24:15,269 --> 00:24:13,919
this milk drink this milk drink over

635
00:24:17,269 --> 00:24:15,279
here yeah

636
00:24:19,990 --> 00:24:17,279
just one of my big spiritual

637
00:24:22,070 --> 00:24:20,000
is just unpasteurized cow milk all the

638
00:24:26,470 --> 00:24:22,080
time

639
00:24:29,430 --> 00:24:26,480
people straight from the utter yeah yep

640
00:24:34,549 --> 00:24:31,510
from the cows on a spiritual plane i

641
00:24:37,669 --> 00:24:34,559
learned this from tom green yeah

642
00:24:39,750 --> 00:24:37,679
he's actually one of my yogi's yeah no

643
00:24:41,830 --> 00:24:39,760
i bought it to a two-bedroom apartment

644
00:24:43,190 --> 00:24:41,840
one's for the cow

645
00:24:45,029 --> 00:24:43,200
one's for me

646
00:24:48,710 --> 00:24:45,039
yeah once you get it up the stairs it's

647
00:24:51,590 --> 00:24:50,870
nobody would ever want to help you move

648
00:24:55,830 --> 00:24:51,600
no

649
00:24:57,190 --> 00:24:55,840
oh you just have to leave the cop you

650
00:25:00,390 --> 00:24:57,200
have to change your name and move from

651
00:25:03,220 --> 00:25:00,400
state to state your entire life

652
00:25:04,310 --> 00:25:03,230
i'm not opposed to that yeah

653
00:25:06,230 --> 00:25:04,320
[Laughter]

654
00:25:07,750 --> 00:25:06,240
no no no very much opposed to that

655
00:25:09,990 --> 00:25:07,760
actually i'm very much about we have to

656
00:25:12,390 --> 00:25:10,000
inter as as much as it sucks we have to

657
00:25:15,269 --> 00:25:12,400
integrate into the world it's very it

658
00:25:17,190 --> 00:25:15,279
sucks but it's what we have to do

659
00:25:18,549 --> 00:25:17,200
yes so

660
00:25:20,390 --> 00:25:18,559
i don't know

661
00:25:22,070 --> 00:25:20,400
ben do you have a direction for this i i

662
00:25:25,190 --> 00:25:22,080
have a question but i think it's going

663
00:25:26,789 --> 00:25:25,200
to take us down a path so before we i've

664
00:25:28,630 --> 00:25:26,799
asked all the questions you go okay

665
00:25:31,190 --> 00:25:28,640
knock down this path okay you were so

666
00:25:34,070 --> 00:25:31,200
you were you were talking about uh

667
00:25:35,029 --> 00:25:34,080
yeah who would you make for my chargers

668
00:25:37,029 --> 00:25:35,039
what's up

669
00:25:39,110 --> 00:25:37,039
i was i was just saying so you were

670
00:25:40,549 --> 00:25:39,120
talking about earlier now you know the

671
00:25:42,950 --> 00:25:40,559
the more you got into this you were

672
00:25:46,149 --> 00:25:42,960
thinking like aliens and and then you

673
00:25:48,149 --> 00:25:46,159
know you you started uncovering you know

674
00:25:50,710 --> 00:25:48,159
all you know reading all these books and

675
00:25:53,830 --> 00:25:50,720
and discovering about like our past and

676
00:25:54,870 --> 00:25:53,840
like how all this is like linked to our

677
00:25:57,909 --> 00:25:54,880
past

678
00:26:00,149 --> 00:25:57,919
um and stuff like that right um and then

679
00:26:01,110 --> 00:26:00,159
so like what is it that that we're

680
00:26:04,390 --> 00:26:01,120
viewing

681
00:26:06,149 --> 00:26:04,400
um i guess my question would be

682
00:26:10,230 --> 00:26:06,159
we all know that we've got a pretty

683
00:26:12,390 --> 00:26:10,240
rough history um

684
00:26:14,870 --> 00:26:12,400
but do we also believe

685
00:26:19,190 --> 00:26:14,880
that these things have been showing up

686
00:26:21,510 --> 00:26:19,200
way before that happened and and also

687
00:26:24,470 --> 00:26:21,520
it wouldn't be just us

688
00:26:25,830 --> 00:26:24,480
it's all over the world

689
00:26:28,149 --> 00:26:25,840
right right

690
00:26:30,149 --> 00:26:28,159
yeah so it's not i'm looking

691
00:26:31,510 --> 00:26:30,159
yeah so i'm looking for the connection

692
00:26:32,630 --> 00:26:31,520
of like okay

693
00:26:34,549 --> 00:26:32,640
so

694
00:26:37,029 --> 00:26:34,559
obviously we can't just like pinpoint

695
00:26:38,950 --> 00:26:37,039
this one point in history that's pretty

696
00:26:41,669 --> 00:26:38,960
gnarly um

697
00:26:43,190 --> 00:26:41,679
we have to take it all in and i'm sure

698
00:26:44,789 --> 00:26:43,200
you have an explanation for this that's

699
00:26:46,789 --> 00:26:44,799
why i'm asking the question because i

700
00:26:49,909 --> 00:26:46,799
want to know how far back

701
00:26:51,669 --> 00:26:49,919
does this does this go you know

702
00:26:54,070 --> 00:26:51,679
okay so

703
00:26:56,950 --> 00:26:54,080
from what i understand if you really

704
00:27:00,710 --> 00:26:56,960
want to look at like the largest macro

705
00:27:01,510 --> 00:27:00,720
scale of it that directly involves

706
00:27:03,110 --> 00:27:01,520
us

707
00:27:03,990 --> 00:27:03,120
humans right

708
00:27:04,789 --> 00:27:04,000
right

709
00:27:06,950 --> 00:27:04,799
so

710
00:27:09,350 --> 00:27:06,960
because remember all of this is fractals

711
00:27:12,230 --> 00:27:09,360
right we do this as above so below thing

712
00:27:13,669 --> 00:27:12,240
and i'm sure by now either you guys

713
00:27:15,269 --> 00:27:13,679
through the

714
00:27:18,950 --> 00:27:15,279
powers of

715
00:27:20,789 --> 00:27:18,960
experiential you know medicines or own

716
00:27:22,630 --> 00:27:20,799
spiritual practice or whatever have it

717
00:27:24,789 --> 00:27:22,640
some kind of experience of like this

718
00:27:27,430 --> 00:27:24,799
mirror effect where there's like

719
00:27:29,110 --> 00:27:27,440
multiple realities or some deja vu thing

720
00:27:31,350 --> 00:27:29,120
where i can see the future or whatever

721
00:27:33,990 --> 00:27:31,360
there's something weird going on with

722
00:27:37,590 --> 00:27:34,000
this whole thing right tasting colors

723
00:27:40,710 --> 00:27:37,600
right it's fractals right the blue ones

724
00:27:42,310 --> 00:27:40,720
it's all this mathematical fractal and

725
00:27:44,389 --> 00:27:42,320
if as we zoom in it's smaller and

726
00:27:45,909 --> 00:27:44,399
smaller and smaller right and like tesla

727
00:27:48,710 --> 00:27:45,919
wrote about this and all this when we

728
00:27:50,789 --> 00:27:48,720
really understand what's going on with

729
00:27:53,110 --> 00:27:50,799
the micro scale we will look at the

730
00:27:55,750 --> 00:27:53,120
stars and go oh they can help us

731
00:27:57,830 --> 00:27:55,760
understand the world okay gotcha we're

732
00:28:00,070 --> 00:27:57,840
starting to do that there is a pseudo

733
00:28:02,870 --> 00:28:00,080
science that's also injected into that

734
00:28:04,549 --> 00:28:02,880
whatever okay so

735
00:28:07,909 --> 00:28:04,559
from what i understand

736
00:28:09,190 --> 00:28:07,919
this goes back like

737
00:28:10,789 --> 00:28:09,200
and i told you guys before we're doing

738
00:28:13,110 --> 00:28:10,799
it well we'll dive into it as far as

739
00:28:14,950 --> 00:28:13,120
this as you in deep as you want to go

740
00:28:17,029 --> 00:28:14,960
goes back from what i understand about

741
00:28:19,750 --> 00:28:17,039
250 000 years

742
00:28:23,430 --> 00:28:19,760
right and there was essentially

743
00:28:26,310 --> 00:28:23,440
some sort of manipulation to the human

744
00:28:29,750 --> 00:28:26,320
species or what was the human species at

745
00:28:33,830 --> 00:28:29,760
that time and it was either a direct

746
00:28:36,950 --> 00:28:33,840
manipulation or or an or by chance some

747
00:28:39,350 --> 00:28:36,960
sort of organic manipulation right um

748
00:28:42,149 --> 00:28:39,360
terence mckenna talks about us

749
00:28:44,470 --> 00:28:42,159
uh finding psilocybin in mass and

750
00:28:46,549 --> 00:28:44,480
starting to like a whole subspecies of

751
00:28:49,350 --> 00:28:46,559
whatever the homo species was at that

752
00:28:51,830 --> 00:28:49,360
time using ceremonial psilocybin and

753
00:28:54,310 --> 00:28:51,840
growing their brain like three times

754
00:28:56,470 --> 00:28:54,320
over the course of like 20 whatever like

755
00:28:58,870 --> 00:28:56,480
20 000 years or whatever like a very

756
00:29:01,190 --> 00:28:58,880
short amount of time or there's theories

757
00:29:02,830 --> 00:29:01,200
about like it was a literal

758
00:29:05,269 --> 00:29:02,840
genetic

759
00:29:08,149 --> 00:29:05,279
manipulation from

760
00:29:09,269 --> 00:29:08,159
from the gods from aliens and things

761
00:29:10,630 --> 00:29:09,279
like this

762
00:29:14,070 --> 00:29:10,640
there's even a new one that has

763
00:29:15,909 --> 00:29:14,080
something to do with a virus that that

764
00:29:18,950 --> 00:29:15,919
that has something to do

765
00:29:21,190 --> 00:29:18,960
so with that yes sorry right yeah

766
00:29:24,830 --> 00:29:21,200
i to me it's all the same thing

767
00:29:28,549 --> 00:29:24,840
it doesn't matter what it is and

768
00:29:30,630 --> 00:29:28,559
essentially there are

769
00:29:33,029 --> 00:29:30,640
a bunch of different answers for it that

770
00:29:34,389 --> 00:29:33,039
all lead to the same section of the

771
00:29:35,190 --> 00:29:34,399
river

772
00:29:36,389 --> 00:29:35,200
okay

773
00:29:38,789 --> 00:29:36,399
yeah so

774
00:29:41,269 --> 00:29:38,799
all of these different timelines of

775
00:29:43,110 --> 00:29:41,279
reality these life tracks of reality

776
00:29:45,110 --> 00:29:43,120
right

777
00:29:47,350 --> 00:29:45,120
uh

778
00:29:49,510 --> 00:29:47,360
flow from these different origin points

779
00:29:51,590 --> 00:29:49,520
of like how did it start it was genetic

780
00:29:53,510 --> 00:29:51,600
manipulation how did it start it was

781
00:29:55,990 --> 00:29:53,520
psilocybin how did it start it was this

782
00:29:57,990 --> 00:29:56,000
it was this it was this and it all flows

783
00:30:00,070 --> 00:29:58,000
down the mountains and then it gathers

784
00:30:02,070 --> 00:30:00,080
at certain places right and then those

785
00:30:03,990 --> 00:30:02,080
certain places gather at certain places

786
00:30:06,230 --> 00:30:04,000
and then they split again and then they

787
00:30:08,070 --> 00:30:06,240
all fold in and then this whole thing is

788
00:30:09,590 --> 00:30:08,080
happening on this higher dimensional

789
00:30:12,310 --> 00:30:09,600
level when i say this whole thing i mean

790
00:30:15,350 --> 00:30:12,320
it's like the the folding or the flowing

791
00:30:16,389 --> 00:30:15,360
and unfolding of timelines life tracks

792
00:30:18,470 --> 00:30:16,399
we can

793
00:30:21,029 --> 00:30:18,480
pin whatever about that you know for

794
00:30:23,590 --> 00:30:21,039
later too um

795
00:30:26,789 --> 00:30:23,600
but they flow in and out and weave in

796
00:30:30,470 --> 00:30:26,799
and out of each other so we happen to be

797
00:30:33,110 --> 00:30:30,480
at this huge cross section of it where

798
00:30:35,110 --> 00:30:33,120
you could look at it essentially like

799
00:30:37,909 --> 00:30:35,120
grand central station

800
00:30:40,389 --> 00:30:37,919
right where over the last few years

801
00:30:42,389 --> 00:30:40,399
roughly whatever 2012

802
00:30:44,789 --> 00:30:42,399
to now there's different sort of ranges

803
00:30:47,110 --> 00:30:44,799
from it you could argue back as far as

804
00:30:49,110 --> 00:30:47,120
like the 60s and the 70s we could see it

805
00:30:51,430 --> 00:30:49,120
approaching on the horizon and people

806
00:30:54,230 --> 00:30:51,440
were already doing things about it

807
00:30:56,789 --> 00:30:54,240
we're in the station people have already

808
00:30:58,710 --> 00:30:56,799
launched from the station whatever so

809
00:31:01,590 --> 00:30:58,720
we're in this whole thing where a bunch

810
00:31:02,389 --> 00:31:01,600
of timelines have collected

811
00:31:05,029 --> 00:31:02,399
right

812
00:31:06,789 --> 00:31:05,039
but the nature of the timeline is and

813
00:31:08,789 --> 00:31:06,799
this is again

814
00:31:09,669 --> 00:31:08,799
from my own discernment what i look at

815
00:31:11,430 --> 00:31:09,679
is

816
00:31:14,710 --> 00:31:11,440
that

817
00:31:17,750 --> 00:31:14,720
something manipulated the human species

818
00:31:20,870 --> 00:31:17,760
and the human population on this planet

819
00:31:22,630 --> 00:31:20,880
in a way where they kind of felt

820
00:31:24,789 --> 00:31:22,640
superior

821
00:31:26,950 --> 00:31:24,799
right and kind of didn't give a [\h__\h]

822
00:31:31,110 --> 00:31:26,960
about the met consequences to that

823
00:31:33,110 --> 00:31:31,120
species very much like how west or like

824
00:31:35,430 --> 00:31:33,120
western culture colonials

825
00:31:37,110 --> 00:31:35,440
right colonial culture came over didn't

826
00:31:39,590 --> 00:31:37,120
give a [\h__\h] about the culture that was

827
00:31:41,269 --> 00:31:39,600
already happening right so these people

828
00:31:43,190 --> 00:31:41,279
they didn't give a [\h__\h] about the planet

829
00:31:45,750 --> 00:31:43,200
that was already going on or how

830
00:31:47,750 --> 00:31:45,760
humans were organically

831
00:31:48,789 --> 00:31:47,760
evolving whether or not we were using

832
00:31:51,590 --> 00:31:48,799
psilocybin

833
00:31:55,029 --> 00:31:51,600
or whatever they just saw an opportunity

834
00:31:56,389 --> 00:31:55,039
genetically manipulated for some purpose

835
00:31:59,190 --> 00:31:56,399
whatever

836
00:32:00,870 --> 00:31:59,200
because then conspiracy theories

837
00:32:03,190 --> 00:32:00,880
travel out from there for different

838
00:32:05,269 --> 00:32:03,200
degrees because this is a story that's

839
00:32:06,870 --> 00:32:05,279
been used for thousands of years to

840
00:32:08,070 --> 00:32:06,880
manipulate people

841
00:32:08,870 --> 00:32:08,080
right

842
00:32:10,950 --> 00:32:08,880
so

843
00:32:14,710 --> 00:32:10,960
this manipulation

844
00:32:17,750 --> 00:32:14,720
250 000 years ago had a consequence

845
00:32:22,149 --> 00:32:17,760
that millions of years from now will

846
00:32:25,669 --> 00:32:22,159
stop this particular species evolution

847
00:32:28,789 --> 00:32:25,679
very similarly to how we in the western

848
00:32:30,389 --> 00:32:28,799
world are now experiencing climate

849
00:32:32,789 --> 00:32:30,399
change and these kinds of things and

850
00:32:35,750 --> 00:32:32,799
we're going what is the real cause of

851
00:32:38,149 --> 00:32:35,760
this we disconnected from nature how did

852
00:32:40,230 --> 00:32:38,159
we disconnect from nature we tried to

853
00:32:44,149 --> 00:32:40,240
build a culture on top of

854
00:32:46,630 --> 00:32:44,159
of a land after we killed a an

855
00:32:50,470 --> 00:32:46,640
indigenous species or like an indigenous

856
00:32:53,350 --> 00:32:50,480
population that already had connection

857
00:32:55,350 --> 00:32:53,360
to the earth and was probably

858
00:32:57,190 --> 00:32:55,360
literally working with

859
00:32:59,750 --> 00:32:57,200
spirits from other dimensions other

860
00:33:02,870 --> 00:32:59,760
planets spirits from the the planet from

861
00:33:04,389 --> 00:33:02,880
the land itself had a whole mythos had a

862
00:33:08,230 --> 00:33:04,399
whole

863
00:33:10,549 --> 00:33:08,240
know ways to

864
00:33:11,430 --> 00:33:10,559
communicate and trade with the far east

865
00:33:14,389 --> 00:33:11,440
like

866
00:33:17,590 --> 00:33:14,399
a whole intelligent species was maybe in

867
00:33:20,389 --> 00:33:17,600
contact spiritually with uh buddhist

868
00:33:21,830 --> 00:33:20,399
monks in tibet there's writings about

869
00:33:24,470 --> 00:33:21,840
the the

870
00:33:26,310 --> 00:33:24,480
the mass of like buffalo that they see

871
00:33:27,669 --> 00:33:26,320
from tibet right there's all sorts of

872
00:33:29,350 --> 00:33:27,679
stuff like this

873
00:33:32,230 --> 00:33:29,360
so

874
00:33:34,470 --> 00:33:32,240
it mirrors that that manipulation that

875
00:33:36,070 --> 00:33:34,480
happened to the species blocked their

876
00:33:38,950 --> 00:33:36,080
evolution

877
00:33:41,590 --> 00:33:38,960
millions of years from now just like

878
00:33:43,669 --> 00:33:41,600
our evolution is blocked

879
00:33:45,669 --> 00:33:43,679
by these things like we can't go on as

880
00:33:47,909 --> 00:33:45,679
this industrial society we know will

881
00:33:50,070 --> 00:33:47,919
destroy ourselves or whatever

882
00:33:52,230 --> 00:33:50,080
right we're seeing the consequences of

883
00:33:53,830 --> 00:33:52,240
it right now with like homelessness and

884
00:33:55,750 --> 00:33:53,840
greed and

885
00:33:58,230 --> 00:33:55,760
wealth the disproportionate wealth and

886
00:34:01,029 --> 00:33:58,240
all this kind of stuff right

887
00:34:03,830 --> 00:34:01,039
so the reason we started getting

888
00:34:07,350 --> 00:34:03,840
years ago as far back as like the 60s

889
00:34:09,750 --> 00:34:07,360
and 70s more direct contact with all of

890
00:34:11,589 --> 00:34:09,760
these ufo species

891
00:34:14,790 --> 00:34:11,599
is because

892
00:34:18,069 --> 00:34:14,800
they realized that flaw

893
00:34:20,470 --> 00:34:18,079
so they started to just like we had some

894
00:34:21,710 --> 00:34:20,480
people genuinely realize

895
00:34:24,950 --> 00:34:21,720
oh [\h__\h]

896
00:34:27,109 --> 00:34:24,960
colonialization [\h__\h] some things and

897
00:34:28,389 --> 00:34:27,119
start writing papers and dissertations

898
00:34:31,190 --> 00:34:28,399
about it you know

899
00:34:34,389 --> 00:34:31,200
a couple centuries ago and then that's

900
00:34:37,990 --> 00:34:34,399
gain steam and now it's like that's the

901
00:34:41,349 --> 00:34:38,000
popular understanding right yeah yeah

902
00:34:42,710 --> 00:34:41,359
that happened on the higher levels too

903
00:34:44,230 --> 00:34:42,720
where they went

904
00:34:46,869 --> 00:34:44,240
hey

905
00:34:49,109 --> 00:34:46,879
we think these humans were actually in

906
00:34:51,669 --> 00:34:49,119
possession of like some really great

907
00:34:53,829 --> 00:34:51,679
qualities and we kind of kind of messed

908
00:34:56,069 --> 00:34:53,839
it up and it turns out

909
00:34:57,270 --> 00:34:56,079
yeah there's a thing about humans that

910
00:34:59,829 --> 00:34:57,280
is like

911
00:35:01,190 --> 00:34:59,839
important and you squashed it and you

912
00:35:02,950 --> 00:35:01,200
need that

913
00:35:05,589 --> 00:35:02,960
to go forward

914
00:35:08,069 --> 00:35:05,599
do you think that we uh

915
00:35:10,950 --> 00:35:08,079
obviously things aren't perfect now

916
00:35:13,109 --> 00:35:10,960
um but when we do look back at history

917
00:35:14,950 --> 00:35:13,119
right

918
00:35:17,750 --> 00:35:14,960
i mean yeah we're talking about we're

919
00:35:19,750 --> 00:35:17,760
talking like colonialism people moving

920
00:35:21,190 --> 00:35:19,760
all around the world yeah everybody's

921
00:35:23,750 --> 00:35:21,200
moving around the world it doesn't

922
00:35:26,550 --> 00:35:23,760
matter if we're talking europeans coming

923
00:35:29,109 --> 00:35:26,560
to america or the mongolians trying to

924
00:35:31,270 --> 00:35:29,119
take over the world or xerxes or whoever

925
00:35:32,950 --> 00:35:31,280
you want to talk about right

926
00:35:34,550 --> 00:35:32,960
you you do see

927
00:35:37,910 --> 00:35:34,560
that even though

928
00:35:40,310 --> 00:35:37,920
world is imperfect and and i'm 100 on

929
00:35:42,710 --> 00:35:40,320
board with that and man we should be

930
00:35:46,230 --> 00:35:42,720
doing so much better for where we are

931
00:35:46,950 --> 00:35:46,240
now right so much better it is it is and

932
00:35:48,710 --> 00:35:46,960
and

933
00:35:50,950 --> 00:35:48,720
you know there's a there's a lot more

934
00:35:54,069 --> 00:35:50,960
like behind the scenes stuff going on

935
00:35:56,390 --> 00:35:54,079
now than there used to be it it does

936
00:35:58,950 --> 00:35:56,400
seem though like

937
00:36:00,950 --> 00:35:58,960
we are kind of learning in a sense right

938
00:36:03,190 --> 00:36:00,960
because instead of taking over entire

939
00:36:05,190 --> 00:36:03,200
continents you know now they're starting

940
00:36:07,829 --> 00:36:05,200
to be you know these wars and stuff are

941
00:36:11,030 --> 00:36:07,839
fought in like states or

942
00:36:13,589 --> 00:36:11,040
or you know cities or you know they're

943
00:36:15,109 --> 00:36:13,599
on a smaller scale um they just have

944
00:36:18,470 --> 00:36:15,119
more of a

945
00:36:20,550 --> 00:36:18,480
uh i guess a a visual or conscious

946
00:36:23,990 --> 00:36:20,560
impact because of the delivery of

947
00:36:27,910 --> 00:36:24,000
information and how easy it is to to

948
00:36:29,990 --> 00:36:27,920
access it um do you see like a little

949
00:36:31,750 --> 00:36:30,000
light at the end of the tunnel that even

950
00:36:34,150 --> 00:36:31,760
though there's still a lot of messed up

951
00:36:36,150 --> 00:36:34,160
stuff going on that it's it's it's

952
00:36:37,589 --> 00:36:36,160
getting smaller and smaller it seems

953
00:36:38,790 --> 00:36:37,599
like

954
00:36:42,550 --> 00:36:38,800
oh yeah

955
00:36:44,630 --> 00:36:42,560
um like we are learning you know

956
00:36:47,510 --> 00:36:44,640
as imperfect as we are we have to give

957
00:36:49,750 --> 00:36:47,520
ourselves credit for trying to do better

958
00:36:52,150 --> 00:36:49,760
in a sense and also learning

959
00:36:54,069 --> 00:36:52,160
so i want to try to wrap like multiple

960
00:36:56,790 --> 00:36:54,079
points of this big concept because you

961
00:36:59,589 --> 00:36:56,800
said great things there uh

962
00:37:01,190 --> 00:36:59,599
there's like a an inherent paradox that

963
00:37:03,750 --> 00:37:01,200
i want to try to get across because like

964
00:37:04,950 --> 00:37:03,760
what you're saying is like

965
00:37:07,349 --> 00:37:04,960
like

966
00:37:09,190 --> 00:37:07,359
the chaos of the world over the last few

967
00:37:11,030 --> 00:37:09,200
years essentially but like if you even

968
00:37:13,270 --> 00:37:11,040
look at like the last hundred years like

969
00:37:16,230 --> 00:37:13,280
we've had two world wars on scales of

970
00:37:18,630 --> 00:37:16,240
like what the [\h__\h] right so like

971
00:37:20,710 --> 00:37:18,640
this has got in like even in the last 20

972
00:37:23,430 --> 00:37:20,720
years we've probably maybe not as much

973
00:37:26,470 --> 00:37:23,440
death but as much like literally there's

974
00:37:29,910 --> 00:37:26,480
like obama uh thousands of times like

975
00:37:32,950 --> 00:37:29,920
yup threw it and it was just like

976
00:37:36,150 --> 00:37:32,960
a thing from eight eighty thousand feet

977
00:37:38,470 --> 00:37:36,160
in the sky dropped a little glimmer of

978
00:37:41,910 --> 00:37:38,480
what is that oh my family's dead like

979
00:37:44,870 --> 00:37:41,920
that crazy generations generations gone

980
00:37:47,750 --> 00:37:44,880
doctors without borders are dead

981
00:37:49,589 --> 00:37:47,760
insane stop happening like that okay so

982
00:37:54,069 --> 00:37:49,599
bad don't true

983
00:37:56,550 --> 00:37:55,190
i just want i just want to point that

984
00:37:59,190 --> 00:37:56,560
out

985
00:38:00,150 --> 00:37:59,200
obscurity you i scream obscurity forever

986
00:38:01,030 --> 00:38:00,160
whatever

987
00:38:04,870 --> 00:38:01,040
okay

988
00:38:08,390 --> 00:38:04,880
whatever this the world is wild so um

989
00:38:10,470 --> 00:38:08,400
it's in a level crazier and more chaotic

990
00:38:13,190 --> 00:38:10,480
than ever right

991
00:38:15,670 --> 00:38:13,200
but then we look at a simple fact like i

992
00:38:18,390 --> 00:38:15,680
got electricity we have the internet we

993
00:38:19,910 --> 00:38:18,400
got audio between us we can share ideas

994
00:38:22,230 --> 00:38:19,920
we are people that

995
00:38:24,150 --> 00:38:22,240
without this technology would probably

996
00:38:26,150 --> 00:38:24,160
never have met unless at some weird

997
00:38:27,990 --> 00:38:26,160
alien convention in santa fe or

998
00:38:28,950 --> 00:38:28,000
something like that right yeah

999
00:38:29,910 --> 00:38:28,960
like

1000
00:38:32,069 --> 00:38:29,920
so

1001
00:38:33,990 --> 00:38:32,079
the level of access and this kind of

1002
00:38:37,109 --> 00:38:34,000
thing

1003
00:38:40,390 --> 00:38:37,119
we we have air conditioners in homes and

1004
00:38:42,710 --> 00:38:40,400
king george like was sweaty most of the

1005
00:38:45,670 --> 00:38:42,720
time but he ruled

1006
00:38:48,550 --> 00:38:45,680
countries right right how to really try

1007
00:38:51,030 --> 00:38:48,560
to wrap our head around all of these

1008
00:38:54,150 --> 00:38:51,040
points and not just focus on like one of

1009
00:38:56,790 --> 00:38:54,160
them right so the whole point being

1010
00:38:59,109 --> 00:38:56,800
wow look at what consciousness

1011
00:39:02,069 --> 00:38:59,119
developing does

1012
00:39:03,589 --> 00:39:02,079
that literally over a few hundred years

1013
00:39:04,390 --> 00:39:03,599
we've made

1014
00:39:07,109 --> 00:39:04,400
the

1015
00:39:10,550 --> 00:39:07,119
what would be living like a king a

1016
00:39:14,069 --> 00:39:10,560
couple hundred years ago look like [\h__\h]

1017
00:39:14,950 --> 00:39:14,079
yep but what living like [\h__\h] looks like

1018
00:39:18,390 --> 00:39:14,960
now

1019
00:39:21,589 --> 00:39:18,400
looks like a level of misery that is

1020
00:39:23,910 --> 00:39:21,599
dante's inferno like of proportion right

1021
00:39:27,510 --> 00:39:23,920
right yeah so

1022
00:39:29,750 --> 00:39:27,520
holy [\h__\h] do we need to be careful

1023
00:39:32,710 --> 00:39:29,760
about our consciousness

1024
00:39:35,270 --> 00:39:32,720
and that's like what i think the huge

1025
00:39:37,109 --> 00:39:35,280
message that we should be taking from

1026
00:39:39,349 --> 00:39:37,119
all of the different opinions the

1027
00:39:42,870 --> 00:39:39,359
different diverge how you can you can

1028
00:39:44,710 --> 00:39:42,880
literally go get proof for your opinion

1029
00:39:47,030 --> 00:39:44,720
especially when we talk about this you

1030
00:39:49,349 --> 00:39:47,040
know what right you can go get proof for

1031
00:39:51,510 --> 00:39:49,359
your opinion whether it's whatever and

1032
00:39:54,829 --> 00:39:51,520
about everything you can go get facts

1033
00:39:58,150 --> 00:39:54,839
for it yeah yeah okay

1034
00:40:01,030 --> 00:39:58,160
okay i'm just gonna whatever i don't

1035
00:40:03,430 --> 00:40:01,040
even want to talk to you like yeah wild

1036
00:40:04,230 --> 00:40:03,440
what we really need to realize out of

1037
00:40:08,950 --> 00:40:04,240
this

1038
00:40:11,910 --> 00:40:08,960
is how great our consciousness really is

1039
00:40:13,910 --> 00:40:11,920
and how it will prove

1040
00:40:17,270 --> 00:40:13,920
whatever

1041
00:40:20,069 --> 00:40:17,280
so be real particular if you're trapped

1042
00:40:21,349 --> 00:40:20,079
in beliefs about the world is chaotic

1043
00:40:23,510 --> 00:40:21,359
there's gonna be

1044
00:40:26,230 --> 00:40:23,520
it's you're gonna put yourself in

1045
00:40:29,510 --> 00:40:26,240
situations that you don't want to be in

1046
00:40:32,230 --> 00:40:29,520
right you're really focused and really

1047
00:40:34,470 --> 00:40:32,240
intentional then you can be a 17 year

1048
00:40:36,829 --> 00:40:34,480
old kid right now upload a few pieces of

1049
00:40:38,950 --> 00:40:36,839
digital art and be a millionaire

1050
00:40:42,390 --> 00:40:38,960
tomorrow and that's yeah

1051
00:40:43,990 --> 00:40:42,400
i've never had that and i'm like as a 32

1052
00:40:46,230 --> 00:40:44,000
year old man i'm going like

1053
00:40:47,910 --> 00:40:46,240
okay i got so much programming to like

1054
00:40:50,150 --> 00:40:47,920
fluff off and like

1055
00:40:52,630 --> 00:40:50,160
but like i know i can do the same thing

1056
00:40:54,550 --> 00:40:52,640
that like my nephew probably will do

1057
00:40:57,589 --> 00:40:54,560
next week and i'll just be like damn

1058
00:41:00,069 --> 00:40:57,599
whatever okay we're like i i i spent uh

1059
00:41:02,309 --> 00:41:00,079
50 50 000 learning how to do this one

1060
00:41:04,230 --> 00:41:02,319
thing and your your cousin's like oh

1061
00:41:06,870 --> 00:41:04,240
yeah no i mean i learned that like last

1062
00:41:11,270 --> 00:41:06,880
week dude i'm good right like i invested

1063
00:41:13,510 --> 00:41:11,280
in some [\h__\h] coin and now i i quadrupled

1064
00:41:15,510 --> 00:41:13,520
money in an hour

1065
00:41:17,349 --> 00:41:15,520
what i hope is that dude that's that's

1066
00:41:19,349 --> 00:41:17,359
uh making billion

1067
00:41:23,030 --> 00:41:19,359
not billions but a lot of money off of

1068
00:41:25,510 --> 00:41:23,040
those pixelated uh gorilla monkey nfts i

1069
00:41:28,069 --> 00:41:25,520
hope that kid was [\h__\h] on by all his

1070
00:41:29,990 --> 00:41:28,079
teachers because that would be like my

1071
00:41:31,910 --> 00:41:30,000
ultimate dream cause my teachers all

1072
00:41:34,630 --> 00:41:31,920
[\h__\h] on me growing up i mean they loved

1073
00:41:36,710 --> 00:41:34,640
me but they also [\h__\h] hated me

1074
00:41:38,550 --> 00:41:36,720
oh yeah and i always wanted to be like

1075
00:41:39,270 --> 00:41:38,560
oh well someday

1076
00:41:40,950 --> 00:41:39,280
yeah

1077
00:41:43,670 --> 00:41:40,960
i'm gonna i'm gonna

1078
00:41:46,230 --> 00:41:43,680
i'm gonna sell all my doodles that i did

1079
00:41:48,150 --> 00:41:46,240
instead of listening my class uh and to

1080
00:41:50,790 --> 00:41:48,160
be like it's gonna pay off i probably

1081
00:41:52,550 --> 00:41:50,800
see your old kid when that happens and

1082
00:41:54,390 --> 00:41:52,560
you're just like and you're like i'm

1083
00:41:57,270 --> 00:41:54,400
just going to get my high school diploma

1084
00:41:59,829 --> 00:41:57,280
because i think it's funny now like yeah

1085
00:42:01,349 --> 00:41:59,839
great experience

1086
00:42:02,069 --> 00:42:01,359
the high school diploma is going to be

1087
00:42:04,309 --> 00:42:02,079
an

1088
00:42:06,230 --> 00:42:04,319
nft one day it's good

1089
00:42:07,349 --> 00:42:06,240
you have to you have to pay extra for it

1090
00:42:09,430 --> 00:42:07,359
because right yeah you're getting your

1091
00:42:12,309 --> 00:42:09,440
own nft diploma

1092
00:42:14,390 --> 00:42:12,319
yeah i'm hoping that some of these like

1093
00:42:16,870 --> 00:42:14,400
especially young kids that are coming

1094
00:42:19,430 --> 00:42:16,880
into like levels of like unheard of

1095
00:42:21,670 --> 00:42:19,440
wealth or finding things through this

1096
00:42:23,589 --> 00:42:21,680
like through crypto or whatever

1097
00:42:25,829 --> 00:42:23,599
this is like you know people were

1098
00:42:27,430 --> 00:42:25,839
waiting a couple especially like last

1099
00:42:28,950 --> 00:42:27,440
summer i heard a lot of people like

1100
00:42:31,430 --> 00:42:28,960
waiting for like when are the

1101
00:42:33,750 --> 00:42:31,440
billionaires gonna like you know have a

1102
00:42:35,829 --> 00:42:33,760
change of heart and it's like oh my god

1103
00:42:39,829 --> 00:42:35,839
they're like they're all old men with

1104
00:42:41,829 --> 00:42:39,839
lead poisoning right like we don't

1105
00:42:44,790 --> 00:42:41,839
we have to we have to remember how much

1106
00:42:46,870 --> 00:42:44,800
lead paint was in the

1107
00:42:48,230 --> 00:42:46,880
in every coffee mug that they drank out

1108
00:42:49,829 --> 00:42:48,240
of yeah

1109
00:42:51,910 --> 00:42:49,839
they all had lead in it they're all

1110
00:42:52,950 --> 00:42:51,920
insane they're not going to change their

1111
00:42:56,829 --> 00:42:52,960
heart

1112
00:42:58,550 --> 00:42:56,839
even all the coffee cans had pain

1113
00:43:01,589 --> 00:42:58,560
everything

1114
00:43:05,030 --> 00:43:01,599
every person over 50 years old has at

1115
00:43:07,430 --> 00:43:05,040
least a minor level of legitimate lead

1116
00:43:09,510 --> 00:43:07,440
poisoning that they're just operating

1117
00:43:11,190 --> 00:43:09,520
with everybody in the chat that's over

1118
00:43:12,550 --> 00:43:11,200
50 is like huh

1119
00:43:14,390 --> 00:43:12,560
right

1120
00:43:16,390 --> 00:43:14,400
go get yourself tested there's like some

1121
00:43:18,550 --> 00:43:16,400
radiation treatments you can get you'll

1122
00:43:20,550 --> 00:43:18,560
see the world completely differently i'd

1123
00:43:23,349 --> 00:43:20,560
like i'd like to counter that if if

1124
00:43:25,829 --> 00:43:23,359
anybody that's our age you know

1125
00:43:28,870 --> 00:43:25,839
earlier you're not expect from it sorry

1126
00:43:31,670 --> 00:43:28,880
so i was stabbed by a pencil by you know

1127
00:43:33,270 --> 00:43:31,680
uh just for fun by accident as a friend

1128
00:43:34,950 --> 00:43:33,280
how many have you guys ever been stabbed

1129
00:43:35,910 --> 00:43:34,960
by a pencil i mean that's for fun by

1130
00:43:38,150 --> 00:43:35,920
accident

1131
00:43:40,390 --> 00:43:38,160
like we were yeah

1132
00:43:43,190 --> 00:43:40,400
i think like

1133
00:43:45,349 --> 00:43:43,200
in like the 70s or the 80s or something

1134
00:43:47,670 --> 00:43:45,359
oh okay all right okay that might be all

1135
00:43:49,990 --> 00:43:47,680
right where we grew up been all of these

1136
00:43:52,870 --> 00:43:50,000
houses were built in

1137
00:43:55,349 --> 00:43:52,880
prime lead uh days so yeah if you're

1138
00:43:57,270 --> 00:43:55,359
ever as a kid i do remember as a kid

1139
00:44:00,470 --> 00:43:57,280
having like moments where i was like why

1140
00:44:02,630 --> 00:44:00,480
was i licking the like the window still

1141
00:44:05,430 --> 00:44:02,640
there that was weird but i did taste

1142
00:44:08,069 --> 00:44:05,440
good i don't know that is delicious yeah

1143
00:44:11,030 --> 00:44:08,079
yeah it's very tasty so but we we we

1144
00:44:13,510 --> 00:44:11,040
don't we shouldn't expect the people who

1145
00:44:15,190 --> 00:44:13,520
are in the established like power and

1146
00:44:17,510 --> 00:44:15,200
regime and money right out to do

1147
00:44:19,829 --> 00:44:17,520
anything but there is like a really

1148
00:44:21,990 --> 00:44:19,839
legitimate like

1149
00:44:23,829 --> 00:44:22,000
i see at least like a really legitimate

1150
00:44:25,510 --> 00:44:23,839
chance for like some of these young kids

1151
00:44:27,990 --> 00:44:25,520
who just fall into like

1152
00:44:30,710 --> 00:44:28,000
[\h__\h] loads of money that and then like

1153
00:44:32,309 --> 00:44:30,720
come together online and like it's 10

1154
00:44:34,870 --> 00:44:32,319
kids who all know

1155
00:44:37,030 --> 00:44:34,880
have a hundred plus million dollars to

1156
00:44:38,710 --> 00:44:37,040
their name and they're all under 25 and

1157
00:44:41,510 --> 00:44:38,720
they just go i don't know you want to

1158
00:44:43,990 --> 00:44:41,520
try to like do some cool things like and

1159
00:44:45,750 --> 00:44:44,000
some problems right and it's like

1160
00:44:47,270 --> 00:44:45,760
and we'll make a youtube channel about

1161
00:44:49,190 --> 00:44:47,280
it and we'll get more money for it and

1162
00:44:52,230 --> 00:44:49,200
it's like it's going to turn into that

1163
00:44:54,390 --> 00:44:52,240
it's like a real especially

1164
00:44:55,589 --> 00:44:54,400
post celebrity i don't know if you guys

1165
00:44:57,670 --> 00:44:55,599
have realized but nobody likes

1166
00:44:59,589 --> 00:44:57,680
celebrities anymore it's a great thing

1167
00:45:01,990 --> 00:44:59,599
it's awesome yeah it's wonderful well

1168
00:45:04,470 --> 00:45:02,000
also except for matthew mcconaughey yeah

1169
00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:04,480
yeah he's kind of all right and keanu

1170
00:45:07,750 --> 00:45:05,760
reeves

1171
00:45:09,990 --> 00:45:07,760
can i can i say something about that

1172
00:45:12,150 --> 00:45:10,000
topic about like this no

1173
00:45:14,790 --> 00:45:12,160
dang it joe

1174
00:45:17,109 --> 00:45:14,800
and brendan fraser

1175
00:45:19,030 --> 00:45:17,119
okay okay we're done what yeah

1176
00:45:21,829 --> 00:45:19,040
your turn you know you're you're putting

1177
00:45:24,630 --> 00:45:21,839
on some gems though yeah

1178
00:45:25,910 --> 00:45:24,640
this unexpected uh turn events where

1179
00:45:27,750 --> 00:45:25,920
like

1180
00:45:29,190 --> 00:45:27,760
uh 10 years ago even

1181
00:45:31,910 --> 00:45:29,200
eight years ago

1182
00:45:33,349 --> 00:45:31,920
people uh that are 10 years younger than

1183
00:45:35,030 --> 00:45:33,359
us are

1184
00:45:37,430 --> 00:45:35,040
making a great living with most

1185
00:45:38,230 --> 00:45:37,440
unexpected uh ways

1186
00:45:38,950 --> 00:45:38,240
like

1187
00:45:44,550 --> 00:45:38,960
it

1188
00:45:47,990 --> 00:45:44,560
the unexpected people

1189
00:45:49,670 --> 00:45:48,000
are going to make the most expected

1190
00:45:50,950 --> 00:45:49,680
changes where everybody's like oh

1191
00:45:52,790 --> 00:45:50,960
someday somebody will make you know

1192
00:45:55,510 --> 00:45:52,800
somebody will take care of that [\h__\h]

1193
00:45:56,790 --> 00:45:55,520
yeah but in the end it's all maybe what

1194
00:45:59,829 --> 00:45:56,800
if it is

1195
00:46:02,550 --> 00:45:59,839
the the people that no one really gave a

1196
00:46:04,870 --> 00:46:02,560
[\h__\h] about like the 10 year old zimbabwe

1197
00:46:07,510 --> 00:46:04,880
kid who like figured out how to do like

1198
00:46:09,990 --> 00:46:07,520
wind power for his entire community yeah

1199
00:46:13,030 --> 00:46:10,000
you know you're like what the hell i was

1200
00:46:14,870 --> 00:46:13,040
like eating boogers when i was 10.

1201
00:46:15,990 --> 00:46:14,880
but then i also didn't grow up in some

1202
00:46:18,470 --> 00:46:16,000
like

1203
00:46:21,589 --> 00:46:18,480
you know you can grow up the problem

1204
00:46:23,430 --> 00:46:21,599
exactly you know i had i had my you know

1205
00:46:25,190 --> 00:46:23,440
we all had our problems but

1206
00:46:26,790 --> 00:46:25,200
you know nothing on that level oh you

1207
00:46:29,270 --> 00:46:26,800
know

1208
00:46:30,390 --> 00:46:29,280
yeah right like facing challenges like

1209
00:46:31,510 --> 00:46:30,400
that every day

1210
00:46:33,510 --> 00:46:31,520
yeah it's

1211
00:46:35,190 --> 00:46:33,520
um

1212
00:46:37,270 --> 00:46:35,200
so oh i forgot where we're going with

1213
00:46:38,550 --> 00:46:37,280
that but it was

1214
00:46:41,349 --> 00:46:38,560
i see

1215
00:46:44,069 --> 00:46:41,359
this like

1216
00:46:46,230 --> 00:46:44,079
aspect of wait wait go back right before

1217
00:46:48,710 --> 00:46:46,240
you said someone would

1218
00:46:50,550 --> 00:46:48,720
i have a so the point i i guess i'm kind

1219
00:46:51,510 --> 00:46:50,560
of leading to is it

1220
00:46:55,430 --> 00:46:51,520
uh

1221
00:46:57,109 --> 00:46:55,440
molloy joanne

1222
00:46:58,630 --> 00:46:57,119
you mentioned earlier that there's

1223
00:47:00,710 --> 00:46:58,640
something to the collective

1224
00:47:02,710 --> 00:47:00,720
consciousness and that's something that

1225
00:47:04,150 --> 00:47:02,720
uh joe and i have been on

1226
00:47:06,870 --> 00:47:04,160
for quite some time maybe like the

1227
00:47:08,710 --> 00:47:06,880
beginning of the summer like we've been

1228
00:47:10,550 --> 00:47:08,720
about a lot of stuff and then now we're

1229
00:47:12,230 --> 00:47:10,560
like kind of focusing on here here and

1230
00:47:13,750 --> 00:47:12,240
there and like take a break this

1231
00:47:15,430 --> 00:47:13,760
collective conscious

1232
00:47:16,950 --> 00:47:15,440
consciousness thing man it's so

1233
00:47:18,710 --> 00:47:16,960
interesting and i'd love to hear your

1234
00:47:20,870 --> 00:47:18,720
opinion and i've got

1235
00:47:23,829 --> 00:47:20,880
i got notes from one of your own videos

1236
00:47:25,829 --> 00:47:23,839
oh sure yeah but uh first want

1237
00:47:27,510 --> 00:47:25,839
to kind of lead into this this subject

1238
00:47:30,630 --> 00:47:27,520
um

1239
00:47:32,870 --> 00:47:30,640
have you heard of the single electron

1240
00:47:36,710 --> 00:47:32,880
reality theory yes

1241
00:47:41,670 --> 00:47:36,720
okay are you familiar with um

1242
00:47:47,670 --> 00:47:44,790
i love that yeah so joe uh help me out

1243
00:47:50,150 --> 00:47:47,680
dude uh it's it's it's oh bashar okay so

1244
00:47:52,790 --> 00:47:50,160
there's this dude he's a channeler right

1245
00:47:55,589 --> 00:47:52,800
so you're familiar with bashar he kind

1246
00:47:57,750 --> 00:47:55,599
of dovetailed with some you guys didn't

1247
00:48:00,069 --> 00:47:57,760
say the same thing it was like i saw

1248
00:48:03,190 --> 00:48:00,079
a video of bashar and then i saw your

1249
00:48:05,270 --> 00:48:03,200
[\h__\h] video yesterday dude and it just

1250
00:48:06,870 --> 00:48:05,280
connected a lot of dots for me and the

1251
00:48:09,190 --> 00:48:06,880
bashar uh

1252
00:48:11,670 --> 00:48:09,200
thought was and it might not have even

1253
00:48:13,750 --> 00:48:11,680
been his thought i'm sure like

1254
00:48:17,750 --> 00:48:13,760
this i'm very

1255
00:48:19,829 --> 00:48:17,760
i feel very connected to bashar as a

1256
00:48:22,950 --> 00:48:19,839
bear i don't know what this means as a

1257
00:48:27,190 --> 00:48:22,960
very very old friend i

1258
00:48:29,190 --> 00:48:27,200
love bashar very good i love i love that

1259
00:48:31,349 --> 00:48:29,200
i i'm still interested we we're trying

1260
00:48:33,510 --> 00:48:31,359
to get him on the show um he said he'll

1261
00:48:36,470 --> 00:48:33,520
hit me back up when he's uh

1262
00:48:39,430 --> 00:48:36,480
you know he's busy yeah

1263
00:48:41,670 --> 00:48:39,440
i i've never talked to him i'm kidding

1264
00:48:43,270 --> 00:48:41,680
oh oh i don't know he he does i've

1265
00:48:45,829 --> 00:48:43,280
gotten a chance to talk to him once i

1266
00:48:48,069 --> 00:48:45,839
was on one of his uh streams one time

1267
00:48:49,670 --> 00:48:48,079
really oh that's that's pretty cool dude

1268
00:48:51,430 --> 00:48:49,680
you'll have i would love to be connected

1269
00:48:53,589 --> 00:48:51,440
with i've sent him a couple emails but

1270
00:48:54,950 --> 00:48:53,599
dude he seems like a cool dude the guy

1271
00:48:57,510 --> 00:48:54,960
who yeah

1272
00:49:00,309 --> 00:48:57,520
but uh the the idea that he he's on

1273
00:49:02,069 --> 00:49:00,319
stage right and he's talking about

1274
00:49:04,069 --> 00:49:02,079
there's there's two lights on either

1275
00:49:06,549 --> 00:49:04,079
side of the stage and he and he he

1276
00:49:08,950 --> 00:49:06,559
blinks one on and the other one is on

1277
00:49:11,750 --> 00:49:08,960
and he says th this theory or this this

1278
00:49:13,510 --> 00:49:11,760
idea of reality is that there is

1279
00:49:16,710 --> 00:49:13,520
everything's one okay

1280
00:49:19,349 --> 00:49:16,720
like there is no two elements here

1281
00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:19,359
and joe uh this goes back to like one of

1282
00:49:25,190 --> 00:49:21,760
our earliest episodes dude

1283
00:49:27,190 --> 00:49:25,200
are we one or are we not all one dude

1284
00:49:29,030 --> 00:49:27,200
and so this thing goes

1285
00:49:31,589 --> 00:49:29,040
he's talking about this this light that

1286
00:49:35,349 --> 00:49:31,599
blinks and then blinks to your

1287
00:49:37,270 --> 00:49:35,359
perception there are there's just one

1288
00:49:39,829 --> 00:49:37,280
because it's blinking and so on and on

1289
00:49:41,910 --> 00:49:39,839
but if they blink fast enough

1290
00:49:43,910 --> 00:49:41,920
they're both on at a certain point so

1291
00:49:46,630 --> 00:49:43,920
now you your perception is that there's

1292
00:49:49,510 --> 00:49:46,640
two blinking lights

1293
00:49:50,950 --> 00:49:49,520
so that's kind of like this dovetailing

1294
00:49:51,910 --> 00:49:50,960
thing where like

1295
00:49:54,790 --> 00:49:51,920
okay

1296
00:49:56,630 --> 00:49:54,800
so it it does have to do with perception

1297
00:49:57,740 --> 00:49:56,640
oh it's

1298
00:49:59,510 --> 00:49:57,750
100

1299
00:50:02,230 --> 00:49:59,520
[Music]

1300
00:50:04,549 --> 00:50:02,240
about perception okay

1301
00:50:07,910 --> 00:50:04,559
this whole thing

1302
00:50:11,430 --> 00:50:07,920
is about perception which is why it's so

1303
00:50:12,950 --> 00:50:11,440
important that we quote be true to

1304
00:50:17,270 --> 00:50:12,960
ourselves

1305
00:50:18,309 --> 00:50:17,280
because our perception is all we really

1306
00:50:22,069 --> 00:50:18,319
have

1307
00:50:24,870 --> 00:50:22,079
that's it we can't really see from

1308
00:50:25,670 --> 00:50:24,880
somebody else's perception what we can

1309
00:50:26,630 --> 00:50:25,680
do

1310
00:50:28,150 --> 00:50:26,640
is

1311
00:50:29,670 --> 00:50:28,160
really

1312
00:50:32,630 --> 00:50:29,680
feel

1313
00:50:35,430 --> 00:50:32,640
what they understand if two people are

1314
00:50:37,829 --> 00:50:35,440
really embodying their whole thing right

1315
00:50:40,390 --> 00:50:37,839
so in this whole idea of it all being

1316
00:50:43,750 --> 00:50:40,400
like one elect like one

1317
00:50:46,309 --> 00:50:43,760
thing right there was at one point we

1318
00:50:48,790 --> 00:50:46,319
have this in our science in our regular

1319
00:50:51,190 --> 00:50:48,800
science this is the big bang

1320
00:50:52,950 --> 00:50:51,200
it was all one thing

1321
00:50:55,510 --> 00:50:52,960
and then it

1322
00:50:56,870 --> 00:50:55,520
banged out right whatever

1323
00:50:57,750 --> 00:50:56,880
but it was

1324
00:50:59,910 --> 00:50:57,760
yeah

1325
00:51:01,829 --> 00:50:59,920
but it really just

1326
00:51:03,270 --> 00:51:01,839
like

1327
00:51:10,549 --> 00:51:03,280
started moving

1328
00:51:12,069 --> 00:51:10,559
if the speed becomes so infinitely fast

1329
00:51:14,069 --> 00:51:12,079
that we can't you know we already know

1330
00:51:17,670 --> 00:51:14,079
that we can only see things at like

1331
00:51:20,870 --> 00:51:17,680
whatever it is 25 frames a second right

1332
00:51:23,349 --> 00:51:20,880
so if you're doing subliminal messaging

1333
00:51:24,950 --> 00:51:23,359
we can't recognize it if it's faster

1334
00:51:26,630 --> 00:51:24,960
than like 30 frames a second or

1335
00:51:28,950 --> 00:51:26,640
something like that but our brain will

1336
00:51:30,390 --> 00:51:28,960
still take in the picture right so we

1337
00:51:32,309 --> 00:51:30,400
know these things

1338
00:51:34,309 --> 00:51:32,319
so

1339
00:51:36,390 --> 00:51:34,319
the same and we can just look at them

1340
00:51:38,309 --> 00:51:36,400
and be like oh this is cool or we can

1341
00:51:40,309 --> 00:51:38,319
like connect the dots on like what all

1342
00:51:42,150 --> 00:51:40,319
these things really mean and that's

1343
00:51:43,670 --> 00:51:42,160
really is just like

1344
00:51:45,990 --> 00:51:43,680
the development of consciousness the

1345
00:51:48,069 --> 00:51:46,000
raising of awareness you

1346
00:51:49,589 --> 00:51:48,079
see these things how they all connect

1347
00:51:52,150 --> 00:51:49,599
together

1348
00:51:53,430 --> 00:51:52,160
so how i like to put it it's like if you

1349
00:51:55,589 --> 00:51:53,440
imagine

1350
00:51:58,309 --> 00:51:55,599
from a point right

1351
00:52:00,470 --> 00:51:58,319
from a point in space-time

1352
00:52:04,630 --> 00:52:00,480
there was an event

1353
00:52:07,670 --> 00:52:04,640
and that event then acted like a prism

1354
00:52:10,390 --> 00:52:07,680
right so then a [\h__\h] a prism shattering

1355
00:52:13,109 --> 00:52:10,400
came out started partying

1356
00:52:15,190 --> 00:52:13,119
right it's that

1357
00:52:17,750 --> 00:52:15,200
it was almost like almost like a crack

1358
00:52:20,470 --> 00:52:17,760
in the space time right and then it

1359
00:52:22,230 --> 00:52:20,480
moves out and then

1360
00:52:23,430 --> 00:52:22,240
inside

1361
00:52:27,670 --> 00:52:23,440
of

1362
00:52:30,710 --> 00:52:27,680
the ex further expanding prism

1363
00:52:32,549 --> 00:52:30,720
make everything like a dot

1364
00:52:34,150 --> 00:52:32,559
right so then it's like you're building

1365
00:52:35,829 --> 00:52:34,160
this prism with a bunch of those like

1366
00:52:37,589 --> 00:52:35,839
you know those little magnetic marbles

1367
00:52:39,990 --> 00:52:37,599
that you can like stack up and make this

1368
00:52:41,589 --> 00:52:40,000
yeah right so it's like it's like that

1369
00:52:45,030 --> 00:52:41,599
so it's like this whole

1370
00:52:48,309 --> 00:52:45,040
gr and it continues to grow and expand

1371
00:52:49,030 --> 00:52:48,319
we are all one of those dots

1372
00:52:52,630 --> 00:52:49,040
right

1373
00:52:56,950 --> 00:52:52,640
and so what we need to do what our

1374
00:53:00,069 --> 00:52:56,960
purpose is is to just realize ourselves

1375
00:53:02,950 --> 00:53:00,079
be that actual version of the dot and

1376
00:53:06,309 --> 00:53:02,960
then we can eventually whether it's at

1377
00:53:10,150 --> 00:53:06,319
death or through some enlightenment

1378
00:53:13,589 --> 00:53:10,160
get back to the top of the prism

1379
00:53:15,670 --> 00:53:13,599
and rejoin the whole part of it

1380
00:53:17,589 --> 00:53:15,680
and i from what i understand like that's

1381
00:53:19,349 --> 00:53:17,599
the whole process of

1382
00:53:20,950 --> 00:53:19,359
like the actual moving into

1383
00:53:23,670 --> 00:53:20,960
enlightenment

1384
00:53:25,990 --> 00:53:23,680
enlightened you're going into the light

1385
00:53:29,270 --> 00:53:26,000
there oh you said top of the pyramid

1386
00:53:33,030 --> 00:53:31,190
all of these symbolism is very important

1387
00:53:35,670 --> 00:53:33,040
because this is what was used this is

1388
00:53:37,349 --> 00:53:35,680
why they used these things the i at the

1389
00:53:40,069 --> 00:53:37,359
top of the pyramid

1390
00:53:42,470 --> 00:53:40,079
was literally from again

1391
00:53:44,630 --> 00:53:42,480
this is from my own [\h__\h]

1392
00:53:46,630 --> 00:53:44,640
understanding which is really it comes

1393
00:53:48,630 --> 00:53:46,640
purely from my experience and then from

1394
00:53:50,790 --> 00:53:48,640
the little bit of track right nobody's

1395
00:53:52,870 --> 00:53:50,800
taught me anything about this i've

1396
00:53:55,190 --> 00:53:52,880
learned from people like bashar and like

1397
00:53:58,470 --> 00:53:55,200
for me right but it's like i've just

1398
00:54:00,870 --> 00:53:58,480
experienced these things so that i at

1399
00:54:03,030 --> 00:54:00,880
the top of the pyramid thing is this

1400
00:54:06,150 --> 00:54:03,040
whole as a symbolism for this whole

1401
00:54:08,069 --> 00:54:06,160
process of truly awakening

1402
00:54:10,309 --> 00:54:08,079
you stare

1403
00:54:12,309 --> 00:54:10,319
in this metaphor of like being one of

1404
00:54:14,309 --> 00:54:12,319
these dots in this whole

1405
00:54:16,870 --> 00:54:14,319
prism pyramid

1406
00:54:19,510 --> 00:54:16,880
you stare at the sun

1407
00:54:20,950 --> 00:54:19,520
the metaphorical stunt you stare back at

1408
00:54:23,670 --> 00:54:20,960
your origin

1409
00:54:26,069 --> 00:54:23,680
your cosmic origin and then you say

1410
00:54:29,910 --> 00:54:26,079
what is it that my

1411
00:54:32,549 --> 00:54:29,920
heart which is really my frequency

1412
00:54:34,549 --> 00:54:32,559
my harmonic frequency that

1413
00:54:36,950 --> 00:54:34,559
plays through my heart

1414
00:54:38,549 --> 00:54:36,960
what is it that it really wants

1415
00:54:40,789 --> 00:54:38,559
and if you

1416
00:54:43,270 --> 00:54:40,799
get the experience of being able to

1417
00:54:44,710 --> 00:54:43,280
stare at the sun staring at the origin

1418
00:54:46,390 --> 00:54:44,720
point of the light

1419
00:54:49,349 --> 00:54:46,400
that's what you see

1420
00:54:51,270 --> 00:54:49,359
that is these vision quests

1421
00:54:54,870 --> 00:54:51,280
that's what this is and that was the

1422
00:54:56,950 --> 00:54:54,880
purpose of having every young man

1423
00:54:59,109 --> 00:54:56,960
do that and sorry to anybody who's like

1424
00:55:01,349 --> 00:54:59,119
i'm stressing young man because like

1425
00:55:03,670 --> 00:55:01,359
that's what it was back in the time it

1426
00:55:05,270 --> 00:55:03,680
was primarily young men that went on

1427
00:55:06,549 --> 00:55:05,280
these vision quests

1428
00:55:09,510 --> 00:55:06,559
young women

1429
00:55:12,390 --> 00:55:09,520
had their own experience which was way

1430
00:55:15,349 --> 00:55:12,400
more natural and it came way more as a

1431
00:55:18,789 --> 00:55:15,359
part of like their own connection to

1432
00:55:20,710 --> 00:55:18,799
their like uh their like first menstrual

1433
00:55:23,030 --> 00:55:20,720
cycle and their first like getting in

1434
00:55:25,750 --> 00:55:23,040
touch with their own like

1435
00:55:30,870 --> 00:55:27,990
hormones and cycles and rhythms like

1436
00:55:33,750 --> 00:55:30,880
where you do the same thing as young men

1437
00:55:35,190 --> 00:55:33,760
but it included this very external

1438
00:55:38,150 --> 00:55:35,200
physical

1439
00:55:40,150 --> 00:55:38,160
be there for the tribe because that's

1440
00:55:42,870 --> 00:55:40,160
what your actual

1441
00:55:46,470 --> 00:55:42,880
cycle is about

1442
00:55:49,270 --> 00:55:46,480
wake up and be the son for the tribe

1443
00:55:51,829 --> 00:55:49,280
while the women be the moon and while

1444
00:55:54,549 --> 00:55:51,839
the other non-gender harder to

1445
00:55:56,150 --> 00:55:54,559
categorize people be the mystics and the

1446
00:55:57,670 --> 00:55:56,160
shamans and the priests and the weirdos

1447
00:55:59,829 --> 00:55:57,680
and the fun people and like they just

1448
00:56:02,470 --> 00:55:59,839
get to do their thing yeah and i mean

1449
00:56:04,069 --> 00:56:02,480
yeah that's all

1450
00:56:08,069 --> 00:56:04,079
mule says his wife has a special

1451
00:56:11,670 --> 00:56:09,510
is this the dude that always talks about

1452
00:56:13,910 --> 00:56:11,680
his ex-wife or oh no he says my current

1453
00:56:15,510 --> 00:56:13,920
wife sorry i'm sorry

1454
00:56:17,109 --> 00:56:15,520
who is it that always like makes a joke

1455
00:56:19,670 --> 00:56:17,119
about their their ex-wife like i think

1456
00:56:21,270 --> 00:56:19,680
it's why why okay i think i'm sorry i'm

1457
00:56:23,510 --> 00:56:21,280
sorry mule i

1458
00:56:25,510 --> 00:56:23,520
i i thought too fast

1459
00:56:27,270 --> 00:56:25,520
uh and then anthony says

1460
00:56:29,829 --> 00:56:27,280
well

1461
00:56:32,150 --> 00:56:29,839
they went to the light in poltergeist

1462
00:56:34,390 --> 00:56:32,160
which was not a good idea all right all

1463
00:56:36,789 --> 00:56:34,400
right that's just some hollywood stuff

1464
00:56:39,270 --> 00:56:36,799
but you know there could be some

1465
00:56:42,230 --> 00:56:39,280
something to that you know

1466
00:56:46,710 --> 00:56:42,240
also i wanted to kind of get into

1467
00:56:48,789 --> 00:56:46,720
the collective because this is a word

1468
00:56:49,829 --> 00:56:48,799
this is a word that bothers me just a

1469
00:56:52,150 --> 00:56:49,839
little bit

1470
00:56:54,710 --> 00:56:52,160
um good

1471
00:57:01,589 --> 00:56:54,720
the collective right

1472
00:57:05,990 --> 00:57:03,910
maybe not on a conscious level i think

1473
00:57:09,910 --> 00:57:06,000
that's what we're striving to

1474
00:57:12,630 --> 00:57:09,920
but on a earthly 3d level

1475
00:57:14,390 --> 00:57:12,640
i think a collective can be very

1476
00:57:15,270 --> 00:57:14,400
dangerous

1477
00:57:21,589 --> 00:57:15,280
yeah

1478
00:57:22,950 --> 00:57:21,599
tension because you have multiple

1479
00:57:26,789 --> 00:57:22,960
collectives

1480
00:57:28,630 --> 00:57:26,799
with different ideas of how to um

1481
00:57:30,309 --> 00:57:28,640
um become

1482
00:57:33,349 --> 00:57:30,319
the collective

1483
00:57:36,630 --> 00:57:33,359
you know and that is such a like

1484
00:57:39,510 --> 00:57:36,640
uh twisty mind [\h__\h] that you're like

1485
00:57:40,710 --> 00:57:39,520
okay hold on i i like the idea of the

1486
00:57:43,829 --> 00:57:40,720
collective

1487
00:57:45,430 --> 00:57:43,839
but do i like the idea of what i want

1488
00:57:47,190 --> 00:57:45,440
the collective to be

1489
00:57:50,150 --> 00:57:47,200
because my idea of what the collective

1490
00:57:51,910 --> 00:57:50,160
is is most certainly not what anybody

1491
00:57:53,430 --> 00:57:51,920
else's idea of the collective is you

1492
00:57:55,589 --> 00:57:53,440
know what i'm saying it's kind of like

1493
00:57:57,190 --> 00:57:55,599
the whole idea of like well you know

1494
00:57:59,349 --> 00:57:57,200
like if we wanted to be like a fa a

1495
00:58:01,750 --> 00:57:59,359
space fairing civilization if we come in

1496
00:58:03,430 --> 00:58:01,760
contact with other you know uh things

1497
00:58:05,190 --> 00:58:03,440
you know there will be like a one world

1498
00:58:06,950 --> 00:58:05,200
system and blah blah blah and like

1499
00:58:08,710 --> 00:58:06,960
you're like okay yeah that makes sense

1500
00:58:10,150 --> 00:58:08,720
right but then like oh but i don't know

1501
00:58:11,510 --> 00:58:10,160
if i want to be in the chinese world

1502
00:58:13,750 --> 00:58:11,520
system right i want to be in the

1503
00:58:16,150 --> 00:58:13,760
american world system you know or like

1504
00:58:18,069 --> 00:58:16,160
the swedish world system you know you're

1505
00:58:20,390 --> 00:58:18,079
so right about this and i love that we

1506
00:58:22,549 --> 00:58:20,400
just like have all like made these big

1507
00:58:24,230 --> 00:58:22,559
assumptions and all agree with them and

1508
00:58:26,150 --> 00:58:24,240
they're like yeah you know we made

1509
00:58:29,270 --> 00:58:26,160
aliens and they got this cool like star

1510
00:58:31,430 --> 00:58:29,280
trek one world government thing

1511
00:58:34,069 --> 00:58:31,440
and like we just like brush it off and

1512
00:58:37,190 --> 00:58:34,079
like move up forward with it and it's

1513
00:58:40,630 --> 00:58:37,200
like man i think we lose in all of this

1514
00:58:41,910 --> 00:58:40,640
we lose this sentiment of like as above

1515
00:58:43,829 --> 00:58:41,920
so below

1516
00:58:45,109 --> 00:58:43,839
we gotta remember this but like this is

1517
00:58:45,910 --> 00:58:45,119
a real

1518
00:58:48,710 --> 00:58:45,920
thing

1519
00:58:50,390 --> 00:58:48,720
as weird and intricate and nuanced as

1520
00:58:52,710 --> 00:58:50,400
our world is

1521
00:58:55,030 --> 00:58:52,720
so are the higher ones so are the other

1522
00:58:56,710 --> 00:58:55,040
dimensions so are these other places

1523
00:58:58,710 --> 00:58:56,720
they're just as weird there's just as

1524
00:59:02,309 --> 00:58:58,720
nuanced there's not

1525
00:59:05,750 --> 00:59:02,319
one galactic federation of light that

1526
00:59:09,030 --> 00:59:05,760
has one specific idea that the whole

1527
00:59:11,670 --> 00:59:09,040
universe is like yeah we agree with this

1528
00:59:13,430 --> 00:59:11,680
i don't like i've

1529
00:59:15,430 --> 00:59:13,440
seen there's not a galactic

1530
00:59:17,990 --> 00:59:15,440
confederation oh no there totally is

1531
00:59:20,630 --> 00:59:18,000
they're definitely yeah

1532
00:59:23,430 --> 00:59:20,640
they don't they don't have they're not

1533
00:59:25,270 --> 00:59:23,440
the authority on like a thing it's just

1534
00:59:26,950 --> 00:59:25,280
like they you're not that cool like

1535
00:59:29,349 --> 00:59:26,960
they're they're there you're right like

1536
00:59:31,670 --> 00:59:29,359
it's yeah um it's the it's the

1537
00:59:34,390 --> 00:59:31,680
intergalactic u.n and it turns out

1538
00:59:37,270 --> 00:59:34,400
sometimes the u.n is way [\h__\h] far

1539
00:59:39,430 --> 00:59:37,280
behind on ideas yeah yeah the same thing

1540
00:59:41,190 --> 00:59:39,440
is happening we got i mean part of this

1541
00:59:42,870 --> 00:59:41,200
is like i'm a little bitter because like

1542
00:59:44,230 --> 00:59:42,880
i'm with you with some of these words

1543
00:59:47,670 --> 00:59:44,240
and some of these ideas and like

1544
00:59:50,630 --> 00:59:47,680
spirituality and spiritualism itself

1545
00:59:53,190 --> 00:59:50,640
has gotten like such a weird turn in pop

1546
00:59:55,109 --> 00:59:53,200
culture right now yeah people on tick

1547
00:59:57,270 --> 00:59:55,119
tock and we're like i'm channeling

1548
00:59:59,270 --> 00:59:57,280
messages from the galactic federation of

1549
01:00:02,069 --> 00:59:59,280
light and it's like

1550
01:00:05,109 --> 01:00:02,079
honestly you probably are i don't even

1551
01:00:07,270 --> 01:00:05,119
doubt that i doubt like why do you think

1552
01:00:09,510 --> 01:00:07,280
that that's a good thing what is your

1553
01:00:12,069 --> 01:00:09,520
assumption that you're making that

1554
01:00:14,309 --> 01:00:12,079
you're just like well it's some

1555
01:00:16,230 --> 01:00:14,319
higher dimensional group so it probably

1556
01:00:18,630 --> 01:00:16,240
knows more than me

1557
01:00:21,750 --> 01:00:18,640
right right i don't know maybe it wants

1558
01:00:24,870 --> 01:00:21,760
your compliance for some reason maybe i

1559
01:00:26,390 --> 01:00:24,880
don't know i'm just maybe maybe i think

1560
01:00:30,950 --> 01:00:26,400
i think

1561
01:00:35,109 --> 01:00:30,960
the collective

1562
01:00:37,430 --> 01:00:35,119
if everything is all one right

1563
01:00:38,309 --> 01:00:37,440
the important part is

1564
01:00:41,270 --> 01:00:38,319
how

1565
01:00:44,069 --> 01:00:41,280
you individually

1566
01:00:47,190 --> 01:00:44,079
um grow with yourself

1567
01:00:49,349 --> 01:00:47,200
because if you are everything

1568
01:00:51,829 --> 01:00:49,359
and you individually

1569
01:00:54,789 --> 01:00:51,839
make that awesome

1570
01:00:56,390 --> 01:00:54,799
then whatever happens after all of this

1571
01:00:59,109 --> 01:00:56,400
your collective

1572
01:01:02,549 --> 01:00:59,119
is then awesome because you

1573
01:01:04,950 --> 01:01:02,559
are everything exactly right so

1574
01:01:07,030 --> 01:01:04,960
yeah we can't like have this idea like

1575
01:01:09,190 --> 01:01:07,040
oh the collective yeah that's like you

1576
01:01:10,710 --> 01:01:09,200
and me and everybody on my block and

1577
01:01:12,309 --> 01:01:10,720
like everybody that lives in the world

1578
01:01:14,390 --> 01:01:12,319
like we all have to have the same idea

1579
01:01:16,069 --> 01:01:14,400
on how this works and if you don't agree

1580
01:01:18,630 --> 01:01:16,079
then like you're you're not part of the

1581
01:01:21,109 --> 01:01:18,640
collective you know there's a very group

1582
01:01:23,990 --> 01:01:21,119
of people first actually talk for

1583
01:01:25,829 --> 01:01:24,000
thousands of years

1584
01:01:28,470 --> 01:01:25,839
he

1585
01:01:30,630 --> 01:01:28,480
yeah and it's um it's it's it's well

1586
01:01:32,549 --> 01:01:30,640
done uh the of all of the

1587
01:01:34,789 --> 01:01:32,559
the takes i've heard on it

1588
01:01:39,430 --> 01:01:34,799
this is the sort of analogy that i've

1589
01:01:42,230 --> 01:01:39,440
heard um him paint was imagine us the

1590
01:01:45,190 --> 01:01:42,240
collective as one puzzle

1591
01:01:48,549 --> 01:01:45,200
and that is the collective now

1592
01:01:50,789 --> 01:01:48,559
the puzzle is only solved

1593
01:01:53,829 --> 01:01:50,799
right as in like you only complete the

1594
01:01:57,750 --> 01:01:53,839
puzzle when you have every piece in its

1595
01:01:59,990 --> 01:01:57,760
proper place i like that so we all gotta

1596
01:02:01,670 --> 01:02:00,000
be our proper place the problem that we

1597
01:02:03,670 --> 01:02:01,680
experience right now is that we

1598
01:02:06,150 --> 01:02:03,680
literally have the puzzle like flipped

1599
01:02:09,029 --> 01:02:06,160
upside down where people are like i

1600
01:02:12,150 --> 01:02:09,039
don't want to show my true colors

1601
01:02:14,950 --> 01:02:12,160
like i can't flip myself over because

1602
01:02:16,870 --> 01:02:14,960
then what if i'm too much and that

1603
01:02:19,109 --> 01:02:16,880
becomes like the huge fear of people

1604
01:02:21,750 --> 01:02:19,119
it's like what if i flip myself over and

1605
01:02:24,230 --> 01:02:21,760
i'm part of the puzzle well i'm the

1606
01:02:26,870 --> 01:02:24,240
piece of the puzzle that literally has

1607
01:02:28,309 --> 01:02:26,880
the ufo on it

1608
01:02:30,950 --> 01:02:28,319
there's always that one piece that's

1609
01:02:33,829 --> 01:02:30,960
like hey right and it's like what if

1610
01:02:35,589 --> 01:02:33,839
your pic piece has the monster's face

1611
01:02:39,349 --> 01:02:35,599
right there and yeah

1612
01:02:43,670 --> 01:02:39,359
for everyone to understand the picture

1613
01:02:46,230 --> 01:02:43,680
it's critical that you speak your voice

1614
01:02:49,029 --> 01:02:46,240
and i don't know and and now we're

1615
01:02:53,430 --> 01:02:49,039
talking about a real big picture yeah

1616
01:02:55,829 --> 01:02:53,440
and so with a lot a lot a lot of details

1617
01:02:57,190 --> 01:02:55,839
so truly if we want to understand this

1618
01:02:59,910 --> 01:02:57,200
real picture

1619
01:03:02,069 --> 01:02:59,920
everybody's got to be flipped over and

1620
01:03:04,150 --> 01:03:02,079
in their right place i love that you

1621
01:03:06,230 --> 01:03:04,160
said that because because ben and i

1622
01:03:08,230 --> 01:03:06,240
always make this this this comparison of

1623
01:03:10,789 --> 01:03:08,240
like yeah it's a massive puzzle and

1624
01:03:12,549 --> 01:03:10,799
we're just trying to put these pieces in

1625
01:03:14,230 --> 01:03:12,559
to the right place but you've added

1626
01:03:16,230 --> 01:03:14,240
another layer to this whole thing that

1627
01:03:18,470 --> 01:03:16,240
like not only are you trying to put the

1628
01:03:20,309 --> 01:03:18,480
puzzle pieces in its place but you're

1629
01:03:23,109 --> 01:03:20,319
[\h__\h] doing it with the puzzle flipped

1630
01:03:25,589 --> 01:03:23,119
over backwards so the the the

1631
01:03:28,710 --> 01:03:25,599
the main thing is like let's flip this

1632
01:03:30,950 --> 01:03:28,720
puzzle over so we can see the picture

1633
01:03:33,430 --> 01:03:30,960
yeah in the first place then it's gonna

1634
01:03:34,950 --> 01:03:33,440
be easier to put those puzzle pieces in

1635
01:03:38,069 --> 01:03:34,960
because now you have some sort of

1636
01:03:40,549 --> 01:03:38,079
reference to it you know yeah we we when

1637
01:03:42,870 --> 01:03:40,559
we start speaking and being and

1638
01:03:45,029 --> 01:03:42,880
expressing ourselves in a way where

1639
01:03:46,950 --> 01:03:45,039
we're not one we can accept what people

1640
01:03:49,270 --> 01:03:46,960
are saying we're not threatened by other

1641
01:03:50,789 --> 01:03:49,280
peoples and we're like willing to

1642
01:03:58,150 --> 01:03:50,799
like

1643
01:04:01,430 --> 01:03:58,160
create our individual worlds in a way

1644
01:04:04,710 --> 01:04:01,440
that actually benefits and works for us

1645
01:04:07,190 --> 01:04:04,720
to a degree that we become beneficial to

1646
01:04:09,349 --> 01:04:07,200
the things around us and like that to

1647
01:04:12,150 --> 01:04:09,359
stick with the analogy like a good

1648
01:04:15,190 --> 01:04:12,160
puzzle piece when it flips itself over

1649
01:04:17,109 --> 01:04:15,200
is beneficial to the other puzzle pieces

1650
01:04:20,710 --> 01:04:17,119
that are near it because it can help

1651
01:04:22,950 --> 01:04:20,720
them find their places right yep can i

1652
01:04:24,069 --> 01:04:22,960
can i complicate that visualization

1653
01:04:26,069 --> 01:04:24,079
further

1654
01:04:27,349 --> 01:04:26,079
this puzzle piece that we're speaking of

1655
01:04:29,430 --> 01:04:27,359
we think of this thing as like a

1656
01:04:31,990 --> 01:04:29,440
two-dimensional thing like it's it's 50

1657
01:04:34,710 --> 01:04:32,000
50. right but in reality man we were

1658
01:04:37,270 --> 01:04:34,720
talking about neurodivergence earlier

1659
01:04:38,789 --> 01:04:37,280
and is that 50 50 or we not are we i

1660
01:04:39,510 --> 01:04:38,799
don't think so man i think no you're not

1661
01:04:44,309 --> 01:04:39,520
the

1662
01:04:45,589 --> 01:04:44,319
bit in everybody that that just

1663
01:04:47,109 --> 01:04:45,599
a little bit there

1664
01:04:48,630 --> 01:04:47,119
like oh

1665
01:04:50,150 --> 01:04:48,640
so if we want to make

1666
01:04:52,710 --> 01:04:50,160
yes if we want to make this whole

1667
01:04:55,510 --> 01:04:52,720
analogy a little more complicated we can

1668
01:04:59,750 --> 01:04:55,520
take this from a puzzle

1669
01:05:02,950 --> 01:04:59,760
and what we're really making is a song

1670
01:05:05,430 --> 01:05:02,960
oh i like that yes right yeah so

1671
01:05:07,349 --> 01:05:05,440
so this is where these concepts you can

1672
01:05:10,549 --> 01:05:07,359
start to fold in these concepts of

1673
01:05:12,549 --> 01:05:10,559
harmonics of frequency of vibration of

1674
01:05:15,670 --> 01:05:12,559
all this kind of stuff because what what

1675
01:05:20,150 --> 01:05:15,680
we're really doing is coming together

1676
01:05:23,990 --> 01:05:20,160
for a moment in time as we move through

1677
01:05:25,349 --> 01:05:24,000
what is very special on this world

1678
01:05:28,470 --> 01:05:25,359
time

1679
01:05:30,710 --> 01:05:28,480
is very unique to certain dimensions to

1680
01:05:33,430 --> 01:05:30,720
certain realms right think about how

1681
01:05:37,109 --> 01:05:33,440
weird time is in just our dream realm

1682
01:05:39,270 --> 01:05:37,119
right yeah so special here and it's also

1683
01:05:40,710 --> 01:05:39,280
kind of torture right

1684
01:05:42,789 --> 01:05:40,720
because we

1685
01:05:44,630 --> 01:05:42,799
want things that are far off in the

1686
01:05:46,870 --> 01:05:44,640
future there are some things we can

1687
01:05:49,029 --> 01:05:46,880
never do anything about there are

1688
01:05:50,309 --> 01:05:49,039
coincidence that seemingly completely

1689
01:05:51,430 --> 01:05:50,319
out of our control right we're

1690
01:05:55,029 --> 01:05:51,440
completely

1691
01:05:57,270 --> 01:05:55,039
victims to time right our death is

1692
01:05:58,710 --> 01:05:57,280
gonna be examinated by time right

1693
01:06:00,710 --> 01:05:58,720
whatever

1694
01:06:04,150 --> 01:06:00,720
but it's also like

1695
01:06:07,109 --> 01:06:04,160
the substance that we have that is used

1696
01:06:08,309 --> 01:06:07,119
to create the magic that we have here

1697
01:06:10,470 --> 01:06:08,319
so

1698
01:06:12,950 --> 01:06:10,480
when all of us you know metaphorically

1699
01:06:15,190 --> 01:06:12,960
are singing our song

1700
01:06:17,829 --> 01:06:15,200
then we're helping all of the other

1701
01:06:21,589 --> 01:06:17,839
parts of the song find their own

1702
01:06:23,910 --> 01:06:21,599
alignment in this whole orchestra and

1703
01:06:26,230 --> 01:06:23,920
then come together and sing more and

1704
01:06:30,230 --> 01:06:26,240
more of this song and when we're singing

1705
01:06:33,510 --> 01:06:30,240
it it literally resonates as in it

1706
01:06:35,510 --> 01:06:33,520
increases the frequency and the energy

1707
01:06:38,309 --> 01:06:35,520
and then as more of this song comes

1708
01:06:41,750 --> 01:06:38,319
together more of it comes and then we

1709
01:06:43,510 --> 01:06:41,760
create with this sound right there's a

1710
01:06:45,270 --> 01:06:43,520
reason why we going back to this other

1711
01:06:48,950 --> 01:06:45,280
point we made about this little dot the

1712
01:06:51,670 --> 01:06:48,960
big bang right makes this sound because

1713
01:06:54,789 --> 01:06:51,680
it's this idea of like it's really our

1714
01:06:58,309 --> 01:06:54,799
vibrations and it's really our sound

1715
01:07:00,549 --> 01:06:58,319
that creates things right so as we all

1716
01:07:02,950 --> 01:07:00,559
frequency make this

1717
01:07:05,270 --> 01:07:02,960
harmonic sound together what we're

1718
01:07:06,309 --> 01:07:05,280
really creating

1719
01:07:08,630 --> 01:07:06,319
is

1720
01:07:09,910 --> 01:07:08,640
on an ethereal plane

1721
01:07:12,309 --> 01:07:09,920
a grid

1722
01:07:14,390 --> 01:07:12,319
a an electromagnetic

1723
01:07:16,069 --> 01:07:14,400
energetic grid

1724
01:07:19,510 --> 01:07:16,079
for an earth

1725
01:07:22,390 --> 01:07:19,520
to be created at a higher plane at a

1726
01:07:24,630 --> 01:07:22,400
higher frequency of reality

1727
01:07:27,029 --> 01:07:24,640
that's this whole splitting of the that

1728
01:07:28,549 --> 01:07:27,039
we're experiencing right now and

1729
01:07:30,150 --> 01:07:28,559
why it seems like everything is

1730
01:07:32,630 --> 01:07:30,160
everything but also nothing makes it

1731
01:07:33,750 --> 01:07:32,640
whatever we're in this phase and we'll

1732
01:07:35,910 --> 01:07:33,760
be here

1733
01:07:38,470 --> 01:07:35,920
for a while it seems

1734
01:07:40,789 --> 01:07:38,480
like i don't know yeah but there is a

1735
01:07:44,150 --> 01:07:40,799
light there is a light in all of this

1736
01:07:45,109 --> 01:07:44,160
that there really is like i'm

1737
01:07:48,230 --> 01:07:45,119
i've

1738
01:07:50,309 --> 01:07:48,240
i feel it viscerally and have for years

1739
01:07:52,950 --> 01:07:50,319
and years i feel like i'm trying to do

1740
01:07:55,349 --> 01:07:52,960
what i can i know there's people that

1741
01:07:57,750 --> 01:07:55,359
feel it to varying degrees

1742
01:08:00,549 --> 01:07:57,760
and are doing things but like

1743
01:08:01,349 --> 01:08:00,559
it's there and it's taking the form of

1744
01:08:03,829 --> 01:08:01,359
just

1745
01:08:04,549 --> 01:08:03,839
self-realization

1746
01:08:06,549 --> 01:08:04,559
be

1747
01:08:09,510 --> 01:08:06,559
your honest self

1748
01:08:11,349 --> 01:08:09,520
and not this like spiritual like be

1749
01:08:12,630 --> 01:08:11,359
weird for the sake of being weird it's

1750
01:08:15,589 --> 01:08:12,640
not b

1751
01:08:18,550 --> 01:08:15,599
yes be your honest self for the sake of

1752
01:08:19,829 --> 01:08:18,560
con contributing to the earth

1753
01:08:21,430 --> 01:08:19,839
like i feel like that's the the

1754
01:08:23,430 --> 01:08:21,440
definition of awkwardness if you're like

1755
01:08:25,430 --> 01:08:23,440
trying to be something you're not

1756
01:08:27,269 --> 01:08:25,440
reversing that [\h__\h] like that's being

1757
01:08:30,149 --> 01:08:27,279
awkward dude just the amount of vegans

1758
01:08:32,149 --> 01:08:30,159
with leather purses drives me insane you

1759
01:08:34,630 --> 01:08:32,159
can't [\h__\h] take it here at all right

1760
01:08:36,229 --> 01:08:34,640
and people just spouting off about you

1761
01:08:39,110 --> 01:08:36,239
ought to understand like

1762
01:08:41,110 --> 01:08:39,120
i have started to openly talk about this

1763
01:08:44,149 --> 01:08:41,120
kind of stuff over

1764
01:08:45,990 --> 01:08:44,159
in a gradual way over the last 12 months

1765
01:08:48,149 --> 01:08:46,000
and then really over the last like month

1766
01:08:51,269 --> 01:08:48,159
i've been like okay i've been kind of

1767
01:08:54,070 --> 01:08:51,279
out of the cloud as like a a contactee

1768
01:08:57,030 --> 01:08:54,080
you know person for like a year or so

1769
01:09:00,550 --> 01:08:57,040
i'm gonna really start spouting off

1770
01:09:02,550 --> 01:09:00,560
this is 10 years of me going i'm never

1771
01:09:05,030 --> 01:09:02,560
going to talk to anybody about this

1772
01:09:06,870 --> 01:09:05,040
right yeah like you got people with like

1773
01:09:09,669 --> 01:09:06,880
crystals on their forehead that are like

1774
01:09:12,709 --> 01:09:09,679
i know how the world works and i'm gonna

1775
01:09:15,269 --> 01:09:12,719
just and like to a degree i love it

1776
01:09:18,149 --> 01:09:15,279
because it is just like

1777
01:09:20,630 --> 01:09:18,159
we need this like chaos and fireworks

1778
01:09:22,709 --> 01:09:20,640
around the whole thing but really the

1779
01:09:24,870 --> 01:09:22,719
answer is not the chaos of the firework

1780
01:09:27,110 --> 01:09:24,880
it's like this slow path you know it's

1781
01:09:29,349 --> 01:09:27,120
like the walk down the street over

1782
01:09:30,550 --> 01:09:29,359
they're almost like the inspiration to

1783
01:09:32,789 --> 01:09:30,560
take a look

1784
01:09:34,550 --> 01:09:32,799
exactly everything else you know like

1785
01:09:36,550 --> 01:09:34,560
yeah like ben and i have come across

1786
01:09:38,550 --> 01:09:36,560
this guy who had like a copper pyramid

1787
01:09:41,269 --> 01:09:38,560
on his head and we were like oh yeah

1788
01:09:44,870 --> 01:09:42,870
i feel like that dudes tried to meet

1789
01:09:46,630 --> 01:09:44,880
everybody and now here we are you know

1790
01:09:48,950 --> 01:09:46,640
what i'm saying and it's like he was

1791
01:09:51,669 --> 01:09:48,960
also very pushy anymore he was also very

1792
01:09:53,749 --> 01:09:51,679
pushy he was like you guys need

1793
01:09:55,990 --> 01:09:53,759
look i'm telling the truth it's the only

1794
01:09:57,590 --> 01:09:56,000
truth you will buy my book now you will

1795
01:09:59,270 --> 01:09:57,600
buy it give me money now give me buy it

1796
01:10:00,830 --> 01:09:59,280
here's another page packet i'm gonna

1797
01:10:02,149 --> 01:10:00,840
need to read all of

1798
01:10:04,630 --> 01:10:02,159
it and that's

1799
01:10:08,149 --> 01:10:04,640
like the real truth everybody's got

1800
01:10:11,350 --> 01:10:08,159
access to like it's not special that and

1801
01:10:13,510 --> 01:10:11,360
that comes back to why our perspective

1802
01:10:16,870 --> 01:10:13,520
is so important because there's one

1803
01:10:19,590 --> 01:10:16,880
truth there's one big truth right

1804
01:10:22,149 --> 01:10:19,600
and it's [\h__\h] weird as [\h__\h]

1805
01:10:24,390 --> 01:10:22,159
but all of us can tap into it and when

1806
01:10:26,790 --> 01:10:24,400
we tap into it we have our own

1807
01:10:28,870 --> 01:10:26,800
perspective of oh [\h__\h] yeah

1808
01:10:30,790 --> 01:10:28,880
i i kind of i kind of want to uh stop

1809
01:10:32,550 --> 01:10:30,800
there because i feel like we're about to

1810
01:10:33,990 --> 01:10:32,560
in another and i have to pee and i want

1811
01:10:35,750 --> 01:10:34,000
to be a part of this conversation really

1812
01:10:37,990 --> 01:10:35,760
bad

1813
01:10:39,510 --> 01:10:38,000
if anybody else has to be maybe maybe

1814
01:10:41,830 --> 01:10:39,520
we'll take a fiver or whatever you guys

1815
01:10:44,470 --> 01:10:41,840
keep going just just letting you know or

1816
01:10:46,149 --> 01:10:44,480
if you're good joe or i'm chilling man

1817
01:10:48,229 --> 01:10:46,159
yeah i mean i'll hang out we're gonna

1818
01:10:50,070 --> 01:10:48,239
keep rolling dude all right i'm gonna

1819
01:10:52,550 --> 01:10:50,080
take myself out y'all just hang out and

1820
01:10:53,910 --> 01:10:52,560
come back will you keep rolling hey 509

1821
01:10:55,430 --> 01:10:53,920
man we might be able to work something

1822
01:10:57,990 --> 01:10:55,440
out for you brother when it comes to a

1823
01:11:00,310 --> 01:10:58,000
beat i've got a few friends who uh make

1824
01:11:02,149 --> 01:11:00,320
beats they actually made the intro to

1825
01:11:04,310 --> 01:11:02,159
the podcast so

1826
01:11:05,669 --> 01:11:04,320
uh we're looking for beats man

1827
01:11:07,350 --> 01:11:05,679
let us know maybe we can throw you a

1828
01:11:08,550 --> 01:11:07,360
couple

1829
01:11:10,550 --> 01:11:08,560
yeah let's see what's going on with

1830
01:11:12,950 --> 01:11:10,560
musically inclined at all

1831
01:11:16,149 --> 01:11:12,960
yeah i don't feel like that in my

1832
01:11:18,630 --> 01:11:16,159
wheelhouse whatsoever i'm uh i'm a bass

1833
01:11:21,669 --> 01:11:18,640
player ben's a singer he's got the voice

1834
01:11:23,430 --> 01:11:21,679
of an angel it's ridiculous oh yeah yeah

1835
01:11:24,870 --> 01:11:23,440
i used to play bass when i was young i

1836
01:11:26,550 --> 01:11:24,880
just like it's like

1837
01:11:28,870 --> 01:11:26,560
it's so hard

1838
01:11:30,709 --> 01:11:28,880
it's hard to learn people don't realize

1839
01:11:32,550 --> 01:11:30,719
how difficult the bass is most people

1840
01:11:35,030 --> 01:11:32,560
will pick up a bass be thinking that

1841
01:11:37,270 --> 01:11:35,040
it's four strings so it's way easier but

1842
01:11:42,229 --> 01:11:37,280
they don't realize the mechanics behind

1843
01:11:46,950 --> 01:11:44,149
yeah i played for a year and then i

1844
01:11:49,030 --> 01:11:46,960
started really watching like really good

1845
01:11:51,110 --> 01:11:49,040
bass players and you know like fleeing

1846
01:11:52,229 --> 01:11:51,120
all these guys and like yeah yeah i mean

1847
01:11:54,470 --> 01:11:52,239
i'm going like

1848
01:11:57,350 --> 01:11:54,480
oh never mind i'm just

1849
01:12:01,110 --> 01:11:57,360
no thanks i can't do that that whatever

1850
01:12:03,510 --> 01:12:01,120
that is i can't do it i i love the uh

1851
01:12:06,070 --> 01:12:03,520
there's a great documentary on john and

1852
01:12:07,910 --> 01:12:06,080
whissel from the who and talking about

1853
01:12:09,030 --> 01:12:07,920
him he's kind of like the guy who

1854
01:12:11,510 --> 01:12:09,040
invented

1855
01:12:13,510 --> 01:12:11,520
bass solos because at the time the the

1856
01:12:16,790 --> 01:12:13,520
electric bass had just become like kind

1857
01:12:19,270 --> 01:12:16,800
of an instrument uh and you know they

1858
01:12:20,470 --> 01:12:19,280
were around after you know world war ii

1859
01:12:22,550 --> 01:12:20,480
uh it was kind of the same thing with

1860
01:12:24,390 --> 01:12:22,560
the beatles and so a lot of them would

1861
01:12:27,110 --> 01:12:24,400
just load up their gear and they would

1862
01:12:28,229 --> 01:12:27,120
go to like old blown-up like buildings

1863
01:12:30,070 --> 01:12:28,239
and they would set up and they would

1864
01:12:31,510 --> 01:12:30,080
throw these little parties well john and

1865
01:12:33,669 --> 01:12:31,520
whistle actually used to be a trumpet

1866
01:12:36,470 --> 01:12:33,679
player so what he did was he took

1867
01:12:37,990 --> 01:12:36,480
trumpet music and he transformed it to

1868
01:12:40,070 --> 01:12:38,000
the base

1869
01:12:43,750 --> 01:12:40,080
and started making these cool little

1870
01:12:47,030 --> 01:12:43,760
solos trumpet solos

1871
01:12:54,790 --> 01:12:47,040
yeah bass solos came from trumpet solos

1872
01:12:57,990 --> 01:12:56,229
a lot of sense though because like you

1873
01:13:00,709 --> 01:12:58,000
really couldn't do a bass solo many

1874
01:13:04,070 --> 01:13:00,719
other ways then right yeah like that

1875
01:13:06,390 --> 01:13:04,080
very pronounced individual notes like

1876
01:13:07,830 --> 01:13:06,400
that yeah a couple slide in there but

1877
01:13:10,630 --> 01:13:07,840
yeah it's different and then and then

1878
01:13:12,149 --> 01:13:10,640
you get into the new era of like slime

1879
01:13:16,229 --> 01:13:12,159
family stone

1880
01:13:18,229 --> 01:13:16,239
and the whole funk uh and and soul type

1881
01:13:21,270 --> 01:13:18,239
of music came out and then you're like

1882
01:13:23,669 --> 01:13:21,280
whoa there's this thump action going on

1883
01:13:26,149 --> 01:13:23,679
right what is that all about

1884
01:13:27,430 --> 01:13:26,159
oh yeah man that's the movement

1885
01:13:29,669 --> 01:13:27,440
yeah

1886
01:13:32,790 --> 01:13:29,679
i love i love the bass man the bass it

1887
01:13:33,750 --> 01:13:32,800
takes a certain person for sure you know

1888
01:13:35,750 --> 01:13:33,760
yeah

1889
01:13:38,470 --> 01:13:35,760
there's a lot of all those things like

1890
01:13:40,630 --> 01:13:38,480
like i was uh and i tended to gravitate

1891
01:13:42,470 --> 01:13:40,640
towards those things like i wonder if

1892
01:13:44,790 --> 01:13:42,480
you like ever play like i was a catcher

1893
01:13:48,470 --> 01:13:44,800
in baseball and i say that like that's a

1894
01:13:50,550 --> 01:13:48,480
mindset i was a hockey goalie that's a

1895
01:13:51,990 --> 01:13:50,560
mindset yeah like all of these like

1896
01:13:55,350 --> 01:13:52,000
certain things was like why did i

1897
01:13:58,070 --> 01:13:55,360
gravitate towards all of these weird

1898
01:14:00,070 --> 01:13:58,080
yeah the things that seem to be the

1899
01:14:02,550 --> 01:14:00,080
easiest but are actually the most

1900
01:14:03,430 --> 01:14:02,560
integral part of the entire operation

1901
01:14:05,990 --> 01:14:03,440
right

1902
01:14:08,870 --> 01:14:06,000
you know the goalie everybody needs a

1903
01:14:10,630 --> 01:14:08,880
goalie yeah goalie and they're all weird

1904
01:14:13,110 --> 01:14:10,640
i'm not the forward or anything but not

1905
01:14:15,750 --> 01:14:13,120
there but they're all weird yeah yeah

1906
01:14:17,750 --> 01:14:15,760
and they have cool helmets man oh yeah

1907
01:14:20,070 --> 01:14:17,760
the best goalie part is like you get to

1908
01:14:22,149 --> 01:14:20,080
paint out the cool helmet yeah dude are

1909
01:14:24,630 --> 01:14:22,159
you a hockey fan you like hockey um a

1910
01:14:27,430 --> 01:14:24,640
little bit yeah i i liked i mean i grew

1911
01:14:29,430 --> 01:14:27,440
up in detroit so like it's like or metro

1912
01:14:32,550 --> 01:14:29,440
detroit but it's so it's like this okay

1913
01:14:35,830 --> 01:14:32,560
everybody likes hawk and i like i was a

1914
01:14:38,070 --> 01:14:35,840
kid through the whole you know yeah

1915
01:14:39,669 --> 01:14:38,080
run so it's like everybody likes talking

1916
01:14:41,350 --> 01:14:39,679
to a certain degree

1917
01:14:42,630 --> 01:14:41,360
yes i don't

1918
01:14:47,350 --> 01:14:42,640
follow

1919
01:14:49,110 --> 01:14:47,360
quite a bit now it's like as i'm getting

1920
01:14:51,830 --> 01:14:49,120
older i'm like watching more and more

1921
01:14:54,070 --> 01:14:51,840
football i'm like okay i actually

1922
01:14:55,750 --> 01:14:54,080
now that i don't feel like these guys

1923
01:14:58,390 --> 01:14:55,760
are my age it's like no no no i'm a

1924
01:14:59,350 --> 01:14:58,400
grizzled old man now compared

1925
01:15:02,950 --> 01:14:59,360
again

1926
01:15:05,189 --> 01:15:02,960
right yeah dude yeah yeah man i uh i i

1927
01:15:06,950 --> 01:15:05,199
like my football i i'm definitely into

1928
01:15:09,830 --> 01:15:06,960
hockey but i'm really into hockey

1929
01:15:11,910 --> 01:15:09,840
because um i like the dallas stars and

1930
01:15:14,790 --> 01:15:11,920
the dallas stars they're they're they're

1931
01:15:17,030 --> 01:15:14,800
goal uh music and like their intro music

1932
01:15:18,550 --> 01:15:17,040
is was written by pantera so like

1933
01:15:21,270 --> 01:15:18,560
pantera was like

1934
01:15:24,310 --> 01:15:21,280
my [\h__\h] when i was like a teenager so i

1935
01:15:25,750 --> 01:15:24,320
i fell in love immediately with it so oh

1936
01:15:28,390 --> 01:15:25,760
that's funny i didn't know that they

1937
01:15:31,270 --> 01:15:28,400
used that yeah they were playing in this

1938
01:15:33,750 --> 01:15:31,280
for the stanley cup and they were down

1939
01:15:35,270 --> 01:15:33,760
in the cup and uh i guess the guys got

1940
01:15:37,669 --> 01:15:35,280
together and you know they're from

1941
01:15:39,110 --> 01:15:37,679
dallas too and so they wrote a tune and

1942
01:15:41,270 --> 01:15:39,120
they were like hey we just wrote you

1943
01:15:43,189 --> 01:15:41,280
guys a little you know like motivational

1944
01:15:45,430 --> 01:15:43,199
tune and they ended up keeping it and

1945
01:15:47,750 --> 01:15:45,440
it's and it's still there to this day oh

1946
01:15:49,430 --> 01:15:47,760
that's so awesome yeah if anybody out

1947
01:15:52,470 --> 01:15:49,440
there wants to hear it it's called puck

1948
01:15:54,870 --> 01:15:52,480
off and it's by pantera it's the dallas

1949
01:15:56,550 --> 01:15:54,880
stars theme song and it's it's [\h__\h]

1950
01:15:58,149 --> 01:15:56,560
awesome

1951
01:16:01,510 --> 01:15:58,159
get you a pool

1952
01:16:03,510 --> 01:16:01,520
boys while we're talking about uh music

1953
01:16:05,510 --> 01:16:03,520
talking music

1954
01:16:06,470 --> 01:16:05,520
[\h__\h] what's the difference

1955
01:16:09,189 --> 01:16:06,480
uh

1956
01:16:11,030 --> 01:16:09,199
i i i kind of wanted to dovetail this in

1957
01:16:13,430 --> 01:16:11,040
with with uh this theme that we're

1958
01:16:14,950 --> 01:16:13,440
talking about with with uh

1959
01:16:16,229 --> 01:16:14,960
well it's got to do with a lot of things

1960
01:16:18,070 --> 01:16:16,239
we're talking about

1961
01:16:21,669 --> 01:16:18,080
frequencies vibration music we're

1962
01:16:23,110 --> 01:16:21,679
talking about triangles uh have you uh

1963
01:16:25,590 --> 01:16:23,120
have you ever got

1964
01:16:28,630 --> 01:16:25,600
have you guys ever heard of this dude

1965
01:16:32,149 --> 01:16:28,640
named john coltrane

1966
01:16:34,390 --> 01:16:32,159
john coltrane yeah yes yeah yeah so he

1967
01:16:36,870 --> 01:16:34,400
actually uh

1968
01:16:38,390 --> 01:16:36,880
drew these uh

1969
01:16:39,750 --> 01:16:38,400
yeah and this might seem kind of weird

1970
01:16:41,669 --> 01:16:39,760
with the with the pentagram in the

1971
01:16:43,350 --> 01:16:41,679
middle no

1972
01:16:45,430 --> 01:16:43,360
he wrote up the circle of fifths which

1973
01:16:46,870 --> 01:16:45,440
which is a very common

1974
01:16:53,830 --> 01:16:46,880
music

1975
01:16:55,830 --> 01:16:53,840
the c to the b flat to the a flat to the

1976
01:16:58,310 --> 01:16:55,840
g flat to the e to the d

1977
01:17:02,070 --> 01:16:58,320
but i don't get it that's the just the

1978
01:17:03,990 --> 01:17:02,080
outer ring it's c yeah well me so uh joe

1979
01:17:05,110 --> 01:17:04,000
malloy i keep there's two joes it's

1980
01:17:06,550 --> 01:17:05,120
confusing

1981
01:17:08,550 --> 01:17:06,560
me and joe used to be in a band together

1982
01:17:11,030 --> 01:17:08,560
for like 10 years so like

1983
01:17:13,189 --> 01:17:11,040
i don't read music neither just joe i i

1984
01:17:16,229 --> 01:17:13,199
went to school for music for a time but

1985
01:17:19,750 --> 01:17:16,239
i still never fully got it but i don't

1986
01:17:22,310 --> 01:17:19,760
know if you guys notice this this um

1987
01:17:25,910 --> 01:17:22,320
this scenario where it's uh c to f to b

1988
01:17:29,510 --> 01:17:25,920
flat to e flat to a flat to d flat to g

1989
01:17:31,270 --> 01:17:29,520
flat to b e it's a triangle man

1990
01:17:33,350 --> 01:17:31,280
we were talking about triangles in this

1991
01:17:36,310 --> 01:17:33,360
this motif of the triangle the eye being

1992
01:17:38,149 --> 01:17:36,320
on top and this mirror uh joe malloy you

1993
01:17:41,270 --> 01:17:38,159
you were speaking about

1994
01:17:43,350 --> 01:17:41,280
this realization and this embodiment of

1995
01:17:45,030 --> 01:17:43,360
look everything this is this is uh going

1996
01:17:46,709 --> 01:17:45,040
back to your video that i just watched

1997
01:17:48,790 --> 01:17:46,719
today i don't know when you posted it

1998
01:17:50,950 --> 01:17:48,800
but you were talking about

1999
01:17:51,830 --> 01:17:50,960
just an idea that you were having uh

2000
01:17:55,430 --> 01:17:51,840
that

2001
01:17:57,430 --> 01:17:55,440
in your reality is a mirror of itself

2002
01:18:00,229 --> 01:17:57,440
that already exists

2003
01:18:01,990 --> 01:18:00,239
right and and you only get what you put

2004
01:18:03,350 --> 01:18:02,000
into it you only get back what you put

2005
01:18:05,669 --> 01:18:03,360
into it

2006
01:18:07,990 --> 01:18:05,679
everything that doesn't exist yet

2007
01:18:09,270 --> 01:18:08,000
you have to exist in this plane of of

2008
01:18:10,950 --> 01:18:09,280
imagining

2009
01:18:14,550 --> 01:18:10,960
where you're going to be whether that be

2010
01:18:17,110 --> 01:18:14,560
success whether that be a a new job or

2011
01:18:19,430 --> 01:18:17,120
or or or a wife or a family or whatever

2012
01:18:21,669 --> 01:18:19,440
you want that doesn't exist yet

2013
01:18:23,270 --> 01:18:21,679
you have to exist in this plane and dude

2014
01:18:25,830 --> 01:18:23,280
this visual that i got as you were

2015
01:18:27,750 --> 01:18:25,840
saying this in this video was this dude

2016
01:18:29,030 --> 01:18:27,760
it was the all-seeing eye which is crazy

2017
01:18:30,310 --> 01:18:29,040
because because you brought that up

2018
01:18:33,350 --> 01:18:30,320
earlier

2019
01:18:35,830 --> 01:18:33,360
i have i have had this prepared since

2020
01:18:36,950 --> 01:18:35,840
like okay that's great isn't that crazy

2021
01:18:37,990 --> 01:18:36,960
um

2022
01:18:40,070 --> 01:18:38,000
so so

2023
01:18:42,950 --> 01:18:40,080
one more thing so as we were talking

2024
01:18:44,870 --> 01:18:42,960
about the eye up top and the reflection

2025
01:18:46,470 --> 01:18:44,880
and we were talking about this this wave

2026
01:18:48,550 --> 01:18:46,480
in this duality

2027
01:18:49,669 --> 01:18:48,560
and the cycle that we all go through man

2028
01:18:52,470 --> 01:18:49,679
we're like

2029
01:18:53,990 --> 01:18:52,480
we look to the right we look to the left

2030
01:18:55,669 --> 01:18:54,000
we look for answers and then we

2031
01:18:57,350 --> 01:18:55,679
ultimately become

2032
01:18:59,110 --> 01:18:57,360
back to one and we're looking at

2033
01:19:01,590 --> 01:18:59,120
ourselves in the mirror

2034
01:19:02,790 --> 01:19:01,600
that's the visual that i got

2035
01:19:04,709 --> 01:19:02,800
and i don't know if you could speak to

2036
01:19:05,590 --> 01:19:04,719
that or if that resonates with you or

2037
01:19:06,550 --> 01:19:05,600
yeah

2038
01:19:08,630 --> 01:19:06,560
um

2039
01:19:09,750 --> 01:19:08,640
so first of all i love the little

2040
01:19:11,910 --> 01:19:09,760
triangle

2041
01:19:14,630 --> 01:19:11,920
i idea too where you're just looking at

2042
01:19:18,229 --> 01:19:14,640
it because it's an imperfect say so but

2043
01:19:19,990 --> 01:19:18,239
if you look at your um like hands your

2044
01:19:22,310 --> 01:19:20,000
skin right your arms and things like

2045
01:19:24,870 --> 01:19:22,320
this you can see like the patterns on

2046
01:19:27,430 --> 01:19:24,880
your skin become like little triangles

2047
01:19:28,870 --> 01:19:27,440
right little diamonds often but it's

2048
01:19:31,830 --> 01:19:28,880
mostly this like

2049
01:19:34,229 --> 01:19:31,840
woven triangle shape right and if you're

2050
01:19:36,070 --> 01:19:34,239
not familiar that's the fascia that's in

2051
01:19:38,470 --> 01:19:36,080
your skin it's woven through your

2052
01:19:40,790 --> 01:19:38,480
muscles it ultimately becomes your

2053
01:19:44,790 --> 01:19:40,800
tendons which becomes your bones like it

2054
01:19:45,510 --> 01:19:44,800
is the stuff that is like woven through

2055
01:19:48,470 --> 01:19:45,520
us

2056
01:19:51,510 --> 01:19:48,480
and it creates the tension

2057
01:19:52,550 --> 01:19:51,520
inside of us right

2058
01:19:55,750 --> 01:19:52,560
so

2059
01:19:58,870 --> 01:19:55,760
this whole motif of this like three in

2060
01:20:02,070 --> 01:19:58,880
this triangle is like really on par with

2061
01:20:03,030 --> 01:20:02,080
us being in a three-dimensional

2062
01:20:06,310 --> 01:20:03,040
world

2063
01:20:08,870 --> 01:20:06,320
we have a binary understanding of this

2064
01:20:09,910 --> 01:20:08,880
of a lot of systems and a lot of things

2065
01:20:13,830 --> 01:20:09,920
there's

2066
01:20:15,270 --> 01:20:13,840
yes no good bad right left you know up

2067
01:20:17,990 --> 01:20:15,280
down whatever

2068
01:20:20,950 --> 01:20:18,000
if we stay locked into this binary

2069
01:20:22,550 --> 01:20:20,960
system like it creates this and it also

2070
01:20:25,350 --> 01:20:22,560
just makes sense

2071
01:20:27,830 --> 01:20:25,360
look at there's part of our physicality

2072
01:20:30,470 --> 01:20:27,840
that is binary right we're split pretty

2073
01:20:33,030 --> 01:20:30,480
near down the middle we have two

2074
01:20:34,709 --> 01:20:33,040
hemispheres in our brain right

2075
01:20:37,750 --> 01:20:34,719
we

2076
01:20:39,430 --> 01:20:37,760
spiritual

2077
01:20:41,910 --> 01:20:39,440
world is like

2078
01:20:43,910 --> 01:20:41,920
against the binary understanding of

2079
01:20:45,590 --> 01:20:43,920
things and so we just we don't need to

2080
01:20:47,189 --> 01:20:45,600
fight it we need to understand it

2081
01:20:49,750 --> 01:20:47,199
because we also should realize that

2082
01:20:52,229 --> 01:20:49,760
we're like conduits of it at the same

2083
01:20:54,550 --> 01:20:52,239
time so we're never gonna like

2084
01:20:56,790 --> 01:20:54,560
break it and push it away

2085
01:21:00,070 --> 01:20:56,800
but what comes in

2086
01:21:01,430 --> 01:21:00,080
from that binary is this imagery that

2087
01:21:02,950 --> 01:21:01,440
you're talking about that gets put

2088
01:21:05,510 --> 01:21:02,960
through is

2089
01:21:07,990 --> 01:21:05,520
at a certain point

2090
01:21:11,350 --> 01:21:08,000
if you balance the two sides of

2091
01:21:12,870 --> 01:21:11,360
something then you start to open up a

2092
01:21:15,510 --> 01:21:12,880
third way

2093
01:21:18,550 --> 01:21:15,520
right and if you

2094
01:21:20,390 --> 01:21:18,560
grow that way and express that way then

2095
01:21:21,270 --> 01:21:20,400
it literally

2096
01:21:23,270 --> 01:21:21,280
like

2097
01:21:25,910 --> 01:21:23,280
if you

2098
01:21:28,310 --> 01:21:25,920
start to live a best life which means

2099
01:21:30,950 --> 01:21:28,320
you start to embody both of these binary

2100
01:21:34,070 --> 01:21:30,960
understandings right you start to

2101
01:21:35,990 --> 01:21:34,080
give properly to what you receive and

2102
01:21:38,629 --> 01:21:36,000
flow prop right all of these different

2103
01:21:43,270 --> 01:21:38,639
things with it you start to literally

2104
01:21:46,310 --> 01:21:43,280
expand yourself and raise up this

2105
01:21:48,229 --> 01:21:46,320
part of yourself like the and and you

2106
01:21:50,470 --> 01:21:48,239
gotta remember like

2107
01:21:54,310 --> 01:21:50,480
these are

2108
01:21:57,510 --> 01:21:54,320
thematic and and like paralleling

2109
01:21:59,750 --> 01:21:57,520
right parables stories that include

2110
01:22:01,430 --> 01:21:59,760
symbology that go back

2111
01:22:03,110 --> 01:22:01,440
way

2112
01:22:05,270 --> 01:22:03,120
you know thousands and thousands of

2113
01:22:07,189 --> 01:22:05,280
years but there's all these connections

2114
01:22:08,790 --> 01:22:07,199
to really real science that we're

2115
01:22:11,750 --> 01:22:08,800
starting to pull through

2116
01:22:14,790 --> 01:22:11,760
so this notion of like our literal brain

2117
01:22:16,709 --> 01:22:14,800
chemistry matters so much to who we are

2118
01:22:19,590 --> 01:22:16,719
right to our happiness levels our energy

2119
01:22:22,709 --> 01:22:19,600
levels right when we start to live a

2120
01:22:25,030 --> 01:22:22,719
really proper life and when i see that i

2121
01:22:27,510 --> 01:22:25,040
mean like a life that you could say is

2122
01:22:29,270 --> 01:22:27,520
in alignment with like the four noble

2123
01:22:31,750 --> 01:22:29,280
truths of buddhism

2124
01:22:34,229 --> 01:22:31,760
right you're living a life that

2125
01:22:36,550 --> 01:22:34,239
your thoughts are in alignment with your

2126
01:22:39,590 --> 01:22:36,560
actions with your ideals with your

2127
01:22:40,950 --> 01:22:39,600
beliefs right yeah you start to grow and

2128
01:22:44,950 --> 01:22:40,960
expand this

2129
01:22:45,910 --> 01:22:44,960
you start to get more serotonin in your

2130
01:22:47,830 --> 01:22:45,920
brain

2131
01:22:49,110 --> 01:22:47,840
which

2132
01:22:52,149 --> 01:22:49,120
actually

2133
01:22:54,470 --> 01:22:52,159
starts to give you better posture like

2134
01:22:56,149 --> 01:22:54,480
these whole thing all of this stuff that

2135
01:22:57,750 --> 01:22:56,159
you see like these products that you can

2136
01:22:59,830 --> 01:22:57,760
like put on your neck and your back just

2137
01:23:02,149 --> 01:22:59,840
writing down your posture like posture

2138
01:23:05,270 --> 01:23:02,159
is corrected by serotonin and serotonin

2139
01:23:07,510 --> 01:23:05,280
alone that's it right they

2140
01:23:09,750 --> 01:23:07,520
scattered science to prove that there's

2141
01:23:11,830 --> 01:23:09,760
very breakthrough science to be like

2142
01:23:14,390 --> 01:23:11,840
holy [\h__\h] it's

2143
01:23:16,629 --> 01:23:14,400
watch the body language with this person

2144
01:23:18,709 --> 01:23:16,639
with the measurable lower serotonin

2145
01:23:21,270 --> 01:23:18,719
versus this person right yeah i need

2146
01:23:23,510 --> 01:23:21,280
some serotonin in my life i relate to

2147
01:23:25,189 --> 01:23:23,520
that so much dude because dude i'm a

2148
01:23:26,950 --> 01:23:25,199
graphic designer i work at my computer

2149
01:23:28,629 --> 01:23:26,960
all day and when i'm really like zoned

2150
01:23:31,669 --> 01:23:28,639
in on a project i'm like super stoked

2151
01:23:35,270 --> 01:23:31,679
about it i'm sitting like oh this is

2152
01:23:38,709 --> 01:23:35,280
just locked in dude and what is that

2153
01:23:41,189 --> 01:23:38,719
we need to be in a proper position

2154
01:23:44,629 --> 01:23:41,199
to line up the energy centers in our

2155
01:23:47,110 --> 01:23:44,639
body to channel in higher consciousness

2156
01:23:49,270 --> 01:23:47,120
energy better that's all it needs if

2157
01:23:52,070 --> 01:23:49,280
we're slouching like this feel the

2158
01:23:54,790 --> 01:23:52,080
difference in yourself like stand up and

2159
01:23:57,110 --> 01:23:54,800
oh like visualize like your skull

2160
01:23:58,629 --> 01:23:57,120
opening up not like breaking and opening

2161
01:24:01,270 --> 01:23:58,639
but like your energy center's like

2162
01:24:04,070 --> 01:24:01,280
opening up and you can feel more energy

2163
01:24:06,310 --> 01:24:04,080
flow in and then immediately break it

2164
01:24:09,750 --> 01:24:06,320
and like slouch and you can see that it

2165
01:24:11,990 --> 01:24:09,760
like turns off it like slows down so

2166
01:24:14,070 --> 01:24:12,000
like this whole thing okay

2167
01:24:16,709 --> 01:24:14,080
we start to live a proper life more

2168
01:24:18,629 --> 01:24:16,719
serotonin i feel actually more confident

2169
01:24:20,629 --> 01:24:18,639
but yes i'm let i'm

2170
01:24:22,950 --> 01:24:20,639
less triggered by anxiety so i'm

2171
01:24:25,350 --> 01:24:22,960
actually like a proper leader right

2172
01:24:26,709 --> 01:24:25,360
because i can handle more anxiety and

2173
01:24:28,790 --> 01:24:26,719
deal with it better because i have more

2174
01:24:31,430 --> 01:24:28,800
serotonin keeps me in a better posture

2175
01:24:33,270 --> 01:24:31,440
my third eye starts to get

2176
01:24:35,669 --> 01:24:33,280
because more of this

2177
01:24:38,790 --> 01:24:35,679
cosmic energy essentially is like

2178
01:24:41,590 --> 01:24:38,800
washing over me more often my third eye

2179
01:24:42,709 --> 01:24:41,600
starts to clear up so now i'm able to

2180
01:24:44,350 --> 01:24:42,719
actually

2181
01:24:47,510 --> 01:24:44,360
see things

2182
01:24:50,629 --> 01:24:47,520
intuitively and through clairvoyantly

2183
01:24:51,910 --> 01:24:50,639
maybe even like get to that level right

2184
01:24:53,910 --> 01:24:51,920
so

2185
01:24:56,550 --> 01:24:53,920
that's where this whole that's where the

2186
01:24:59,590 --> 01:24:56,560
actual eyeball comes in it's like as i

2187
01:25:01,830 --> 01:24:59,600
develop this whole pyramid of myself

2188
01:25:04,149 --> 01:25:01,840
treat myself like a temple and develop

2189
01:25:07,910 --> 01:25:04,159
myself what comes at the peak of the

2190
01:25:11,590 --> 01:25:07,920
temple is my eye

2191
01:25:15,189 --> 01:25:11,600
into staring at my own sun

2192
01:25:16,390 --> 01:25:15,199
which is my individual destiny

2193
01:25:19,110 --> 01:25:16,400
i don't know about you guys but i don't

2194
01:25:21,110 --> 01:25:19,120
think the pyramids have ever slouched i

2195
01:25:23,990 --> 01:25:21,120
think they have not no

2196
01:25:26,629 --> 01:25:24,000
posture yeah good good posture for a

2197
01:25:28,470 --> 01:25:26,639
long time you know that you know what's

2198
01:25:30,390 --> 01:25:28,480
crazy dude is uh

2199
01:25:33,030 --> 01:25:30,400
ben you've heard this story

2200
01:25:34,550 --> 01:25:33,040
probably a hundred times now but

2201
01:25:37,990 --> 01:25:34,560
it's funny because

2202
01:25:38,950 --> 01:25:38,000
when i so i took dmt uh this one time

2203
01:25:43,189 --> 01:25:38,960
and

2204
01:25:45,430 --> 01:25:43,199
where like

2205
01:25:47,270 --> 01:25:45,440
i felt i felt myself come out of like

2206
01:25:49,830 --> 01:25:47,280
the back of my head

2207
01:25:52,149 --> 01:25:49,840
and then just like i was like yeah like

2208
01:25:55,510 --> 01:25:52,159
near the ceiling looking down at myself

2209
01:25:58,149 --> 01:25:55,520
and i had like [\h__\h] good posture like

2210
01:26:00,070 --> 01:25:58,159
i remember that guy and like i was you

2211
01:26:01,430 --> 01:26:00,080
know in those days dude like i was one

2212
01:26:02,790 --> 01:26:01,440
of those i don't have a bed frame you

2213
01:26:04,870 --> 01:26:02,800
know like it's just like a mattress on

2214
01:26:06,390 --> 01:26:04,880
the floor you know like i'm just

2215
01:26:08,629 --> 01:26:06,400
chilling there it's very easy to just

2216
01:26:11,510 --> 01:26:08,639
kind of be slouched over but like dude i

2217
01:26:12,550 --> 01:26:11,520
took this dmt like i was just like

2218
01:26:15,189 --> 01:26:12,560
like a

2219
01:26:17,590 --> 01:26:15,199
[\h__\h] rod dude like

2220
01:26:19,430 --> 01:26:17,600
it was crazy and i remember like seeing

2221
01:26:20,550 --> 01:26:19,440
that it's just it's crazy you know i

2222
01:26:22,070 --> 01:26:20,560
don't you know

2223
01:26:25,030 --> 01:26:22,080
that's one of those you didn't really

2224
01:26:26,950 --> 01:26:25,040
see yourself but then like well did i

2225
01:26:28,790 --> 01:26:26,960
see myself you know

2226
01:26:31,189 --> 01:26:28,800
i remember you telling me that you kind

2227
01:26:33,030 --> 01:26:31,199
of floated above yourself and kind of

2228
01:26:34,790 --> 01:26:33,040
were in the room it was like all these

2229
01:26:37,110 --> 01:26:34,800
like crazy colors and all of a sudden

2230
01:26:40,070 --> 01:26:37,120
i'm looking at the back of my head like

2231
01:26:42,550 --> 01:26:40,080
from the ceiling like way higher than

2232
01:26:44,629 --> 01:26:42,560
what my ceiling is but like we didn't

2233
01:26:46,229 --> 01:26:44,639
those ceilings were very high no they

2234
01:26:47,750 --> 01:26:46,239
weren't very high at all they were they

2235
01:26:49,350 --> 01:26:47,760
were built on the 90s they got them we

2236
01:26:51,510 --> 01:26:49,360
were on the first floor of the apartment

2237
01:26:54,709 --> 01:26:51,520
they were like just an inch under like

2238
01:26:57,510 --> 01:26:54,719
eight feet they were like seven feet

2239
01:26:59,430 --> 01:26:57,520
like 11 inches do you like those

2240
01:27:01,590 --> 01:26:59,440
yeah yeah

2241
01:27:05,030 --> 01:27:01,600
yeah interacting of the little indoor

2242
01:27:05,910 --> 01:27:05,040
basketball games in that yeah i'm sure

2243
01:27:10,470 --> 01:27:05,920
you know

2244
01:27:15,669 --> 01:27:12,870
that that whole i'm sure that was a real

2245
01:27:18,390 --> 01:27:15,679
experience and like when you got out of

2246
01:27:20,709 --> 01:27:18,400
body like that you know projected your

2247
01:27:22,709 --> 01:27:20,719
body reverts to its natural state

2248
01:27:24,149 --> 01:27:22,719
because it's it doesn't have your

2249
01:27:25,990 --> 01:27:24,159
[\h__\h] own

2250
01:27:27,990 --> 01:27:26,000
the scrambled part of your consciousness

2251
01:27:29,830 --> 01:27:28,000
no offense we all got them you know yeah

2252
01:27:31,910 --> 01:27:29,840
you've got that inside of your mind

2253
01:27:33,510 --> 01:27:31,920
making you slouch right it gets out of

2254
01:27:35,430 --> 01:27:33,520
it and then you're just oh no this is

2255
01:27:38,709 --> 01:27:35,440
how i'm sure this is how i should be

2256
01:27:43,910 --> 01:27:41,590
man that sucks man because i i man i do

2257
01:27:46,709 --> 01:27:43,920
landscaping so like my back always hurts

2258
01:27:50,870 --> 01:27:46,719
oh yeah well just make sure you in the

2259
01:27:53,030 --> 01:27:50,880
mornings wake up and like you know um

2260
01:27:54,950 --> 01:27:53,040
uh how cats do that thing where they

2261
01:27:56,950 --> 01:27:54,960
wake up and they stretch all funny and

2262
01:27:57,750 --> 01:27:56,960
weird penticulating i believe it's

2263
01:27:59,189 --> 01:27:57,760
called

2264
01:28:01,590 --> 01:27:59,199
do that

2265
01:28:03,510 --> 01:28:01,600
and more more often take a couple times

2266
01:28:05,350 --> 01:28:03,520
to just do that throughout the day and

2267
01:28:07,990 --> 01:28:05,360
just like yeah you know it's all weird

2268
01:28:10,550 --> 01:28:08,000
and over and it will help break up those

2269
01:28:12,790 --> 01:28:10,560
like energy i second that i've never

2270
01:28:15,110 --> 01:28:12,800
seen joe stretch dude

2271
01:28:17,350 --> 01:28:15,120
you gotta

2272
01:28:20,310 --> 01:28:17,360
dude i can't even touch my toes like if

2273
01:28:23,270 --> 01:28:20,320
i sit on if i sit on the ground and put

2274
01:28:25,750 --> 01:28:23,280
my legs straight out together i can't

2275
01:28:27,910 --> 01:28:25,760
even sit all the way up like i have to

2276
01:28:29,669 --> 01:28:27,920
like lean back because my [\h__\h] my

2277
01:28:30,550 --> 01:28:29,679
hammies bro are like

2278
01:28:31,510 --> 01:28:30,560
tight

2279
01:28:33,189 --> 01:28:31,520
but

2280
01:28:34,550 --> 01:28:33,199
strings are basically whataburger fried

2281
01:28:37,030 --> 01:28:34,560
for drinks

2282
01:28:40,229 --> 01:28:37,040
i was told though that's why i was such

2283
01:28:42,870 --> 01:28:40,239
a a good uh long jumping triple jumper i

2284
01:28:44,470 --> 01:28:42,880
i don't i don't

2285
01:28:46,709 --> 01:28:44,480
understanding like the way that like

2286
01:28:48,870 --> 01:28:46,719
your body works i don't believe that

2287
01:28:50,870 --> 01:28:48,880
really but they said that it's because

2288
01:28:53,830 --> 01:28:50,880
you were so tight that you were able to

2289
01:28:56,390 --> 01:28:53,840
spring really hard but you did enough

2290
01:28:58,390 --> 01:28:56,400
stretching to where it wasn't enough to

2291
01:28:59,990 --> 01:28:58,400
like damage it you know

2292
01:29:02,550 --> 01:29:00,000
they were like yeah you just

2293
01:29:05,510 --> 01:29:02,560
you make that big stretch and then you

2294
01:29:07,270 --> 01:29:05,520
spring and you pop off a lot harder than

2295
01:29:09,189 --> 01:29:07,280
everybody else and i was like i guess

2296
01:29:11,110 --> 01:29:09,199
that makes sense but

2297
01:29:12,870 --> 01:29:11,120
that makes sense because i used to run

2298
01:29:15,830 --> 01:29:12,880
hurdles and when i would stretch a [\h__\h]

2299
01:29:17,430 --> 01:29:15,840
ton before i ran my 100 meter i i would

2300
01:29:20,629 --> 01:29:17,440
be like

2301
01:29:22,390 --> 01:29:20,639
a min not a minute but like a bit slower

2302
01:29:24,629 --> 01:29:22,400
yeah if i didn't stretch in the coach i

2303
01:29:25,669 --> 01:29:24,639
was like dude if i don't stretch i

2304
01:29:27,270 --> 01:29:25,679
promise you i'm going to win this

2305
01:29:28,709 --> 01:29:27,280
[\h__\h] race and he's like yeah yeah i

2306
01:29:33,189 --> 01:29:28,719
gotta stretch and i was like all right

2307
01:29:37,110 --> 01:29:35,030
how much of that is psychosomatic and

2308
01:29:38,709 --> 01:29:37,120
how much is it is like no it's literally

2309
01:29:41,030 --> 01:29:38,719
like a tension thing you're more

2310
01:29:43,910 --> 01:29:41,040
explosive if you're a little tighter

2311
01:29:45,669 --> 01:29:43,920
i'm open to that probably both yeah i

2312
01:29:47,830 --> 01:29:45,679
feel like yeah it could be both could be

2313
01:29:49,910 --> 01:29:47,840
one of the other i don't know yeah

2314
01:29:51,669 --> 01:29:49,920
that's a weird spot just

2315
01:29:54,229 --> 01:29:51,679
almost like anything right like other

2316
01:29:55,510 --> 01:29:54,239
than like i guess math yeah but even

2317
01:29:57,030 --> 01:29:55,520
math it's like

2318
01:29:59,350 --> 01:29:57,040
my wife actually posed this question to

2319
01:30:00,950 --> 01:29:59,360
me and she was like

2320
01:30:03,270 --> 01:30:00,960
is it okay well

2321
01:30:05,750 --> 01:30:03,280
let's do this experiment this is fun

2322
01:30:07,750 --> 01:30:05,760
uh we're talking about like truths right

2323
01:30:10,070 --> 01:30:07,760
uh math right like that's like the

2324
01:30:12,470 --> 01:30:10,080
ultimate truth like well one plus is pl

2325
01:30:15,750 --> 01:30:12,480
one plus one equals

2326
01:30:17,110 --> 01:30:15,760
two two i hope yeah so one okay one

2327
01:30:20,390 --> 01:30:17,120
cloud

2328
01:30:22,709 --> 01:30:20,400
equals

2329
01:30:25,110 --> 01:30:22,719
right one big ass clown one big ass clap

2330
01:30:27,030 --> 01:30:25,120
one big club yeah so it just depends on

2331
01:30:28,790 --> 01:30:27,040
the perspective of what what are we

2332
01:30:31,510 --> 01:30:28,800
talking about here right it's kind of

2333
01:30:33,030 --> 01:30:31,520
kind of fun even on the technical scale

2334
01:30:35,669 --> 01:30:33,040
mathematics and this is like one of

2335
01:30:37,990 --> 01:30:35,679
those things that it's like i don't know

2336
01:30:39,669 --> 01:30:38,000
where this came from like this is just

2337
01:30:41,990 --> 01:30:39,679
gonna be one of those things that i try

2338
01:30:45,189 --> 01:30:42,000
to unpack and understand for myself but

2339
01:30:48,390 --> 01:30:45,199
it came inside of this big download that

2340
01:30:51,750 --> 01:30:48,400
like we understand mathematics as like a

2341
01:30:53,990 --> 01:30:51,760
base 10 system right where we have 1 10

2342
01:30:57,189 --> 01:30:54,000
100 1 000 right and that's kind of like

2343
01:30:58,950 --> 01:30:57,199
what we use to base all of our math on

2344
01:31:02,870 --> 01:30:58,960
uh and

2345
01:31:06,950 --> 01:31:02,880
what math is as a more effective thing

2346
01:31:10,950 --> 01:31:06,960
is a base 12 system and i don't really

2347
01:31:13,669 --> 01:31:10,960
know what that means i just know like

2348
01:31:15,830 --> 01:31:13,679
if you look at like the number 12 and it

2349
01:31:18,070 --> 01:31:15,840
does impressive things and like the

2350
01:31:20,149 --> 01:31:18,080
numbers three and four do impressive

2351
01:31:23,510 --> 01:31:20,159
things and you look at you know the 12

2352
01:31:24,870 --> 01:31:23,520
by 12 becomes a hundred and forty-four

2353
01:31:26,149 --> 01:31:24,880
and

2354
01:31:29,030 --> 01:31:26,159
this great

2355
01:31:31,430 --> 01:31:29,040
optimal optimal number for building all

2356
01:31:33,750 --> 01:31:31,440
these like mathematical concepts that

2357
01:31:35,750 --> 01:31:33,760
are way above my head but it's just this

2358
01:31:37,910 --> 01:31:35,760
idea that like what i think is important

2359
01:31:39,430 --> 01:31:37,920
about it is the idea that like

2360
01:31:40,870 --> 01:31:39,440
well i heard that or i started to

2361
01:31:42,390 --> 01:31:40,880
understand that and then i looked into

2362
01:31:44,470 --> 01:31:42,400
it a little bit and saw that like base

2363
01:31:46,070 --> 01:31:44,480
12 math was a thing in other countries

2364
01:31:48,870 --> 01:31:46,080
other cultures have used it and it's

2365
01:31:51,510 --> 01:31:48,880
like oh this is just

2366
01:31:54,070 --> 01:31:51,520
it's a language that this is a different

2367
01:31:55,990 --> 01:31:54,080
way to read the language than this and

2368
01:31:58,790 --> 01:31:56,000
when you actually start reading the

2369
01:32:01,669 --> 01:31:58,800
language like this it's different the

2370
01:32:04,950 --> 01:32:01,679
whole thing if physics works different

2371
01:32:06,629 --> 01:32:04,960
apparently in base 12 mathematics than

2372
01:32:09,110 --> 01:32:06,639
it does in base 10.

2373
01:32:11,430 --> 01:32:09,120
i love it like some of the problems we

2374
01:32:13,030 --> 01:32:11,440
face are solved in that but we just

2375
01:32:15,189 --> 01:32:13,040
don't use that

2376
01:32:16,950 --> 01:32:15,199
you could even bring that into space and

2377
01:32:18,629 --> 01:32:16,960
time too because any time i'm like hey

2378
01:32:21,510 --> 01:32:18,639
it's it's 12 and a half inches i put

2379
01:32:25,189 --> 01:32:21,520
12.5 but that's not really

2380
01:32:26,470 --> 01:32:25,199
right 0.5 of what is it 0.5 of of ten

2381
01:32:29,990 --> 01:32:26,480
millimeters

2382
01:32:31,990 --> 01:32:30,000
or yeah one twelfth exactly so like

2383
01:32:35,590 --> 01:32:32,000
[\h__\h] dude where are we at now okay so it

2384
01:32:38,310 --> 01:32:35,600
also it's uh 12 and a half inches every

2385
01:32:40,550 --> 01:32:38,320
60 seconds so like 60 okay six now we're

2386
01:32:42,550 --> 01:32:40,560
on a base 60 [\h__\h]

2387
01:32:45,189 --> 01:32:42,560
oh no

2388
01:32:47,590 --> 01:32:45,199
12 12 by 5. that's where base 12 math

2389
01:32:49,669 --> 01:32:47,600
comes from is i can't remember how they

2390
01:32:53,350 --> 01:32:49,679
did it but it was a thing with your hand

2391
01:32:55,510 --> 01:32:53,360
where you would count like 1 2 3 4 five

2392
01:32:58,390 --> 01:32:55,520
six seven eight nine ten eleven twelve

2393
01:33:00,390 --> 01:32:58,400
knuckles times one two three four five

2394
01:33:02,390 --> 01:33:00,400
you could do that and that's twelve by

2395
01:33:04,470 --> 01:33:02,400
five that's sixty and you could do sixty

2396
01:33:06,870 --> 01:33:04,480
by sixty one twenty and that was like

2397
01:33:09,270 --> 01:33:06,880
where counting came from dude you're uh

2398
01:33:12,070 --> 01:33:09,280
i you're gonna summon some kind of like

2399
01:33:12,950 --> 01:33:12,080
ethereal uh with doing this dude i don't

2400
01:33:14,709 --> 01:33:12,960
know

2401
01:33:17,110 --> 01:33:14,719
have you ever seen the away maybe why

2402
01:33:18,870 --> 01:33:17,120
they did it no i don't know you know

2403
01:33:20,390 --> 01:33:18,880
yeah right

2404
01:33:23,030 --> 01:33:20,400
have you have you all seen that show the

2405
01:33:25,430 --> 01:33:23,040
oa like no i haven't i've heard things

2406
01:33:28,149 --> 01:33:25,440
about it weird things it's pretty dope i

2407
01:33:31,270 --> 01:33:28,159
mean yeah i always i always start it

2408
01:33:33,270 --> 01:33:31,280
watch five episodes and then i stop for

2409
01:33:35,189 --> 01:33:33,280
eight months and then i turn it back on

2410
01:33:37,669 --> 01:33:35,199
and i'm like [\h__\h] what was i what were

2411
01:33:39,189 --> 01:33:37,679
we watching again but yeah it's pretty

2412
01:33:41,030 --> 01:33:39,199
cool it's pretty cool

2413
01:33:43,189 --> 01:33:41,040
uh you just you gotta have time there's

2414
01:33:45,189 --> 01:33:43,199
so many episodes

2415
01:33:47,430 --> 01:33:45,199
have you all ever seen like those uh

2416
01:33:49,110 --> 01:33:47,440
like uh in china what are those things

2417
01:33:51,030 --> 01:33:49,120
called not the

2418
01:33:53,750 --> 01:33:51,040
the little count the little bean counter

2419
01:33:56,149 --> 01:33:53,760
things uh that obelisk that's the wrong

2420
01:33:57,189 --> 01:33:56,159
is it obelisk no obelisk is that tall

2421
01:33:58,390 --> 01:33:57,199
thing

2422
01:34:01,590 --> 01:33:58,400
but you know what i'm talking about the

2423
01:34:03,750 --> 01:34:01,600
little beads abacus yeah have you seen

2424
01:34:05,990 --> 01:34:03,760
that dude like how they train children

2425
01:34:07,990 --> 01:34:06,000
like in china with the abacus and like

2426
01:34:09,430 --> 01:34:08,000
they're like super speed counters and

2427
01:34:11,830 --> 01:34:09,440
like they'll learn how to do it from

2428
01:34:14,470 --> 01:34:11,840
like childhood and then when they become

2429
01:34:16,070 --> 01:34:14,480
like 10 11 12 they're like bam bam bam

2430
01:34:17,270 --> 01:34:16,080
bam like they're just knocking these

2431
01:34:19,669 --> 01:34:17,280
things out and they're counting and

2432
01:34:22,550 --> 01:34:19,679
doing math and then once they graduate

2433
01:34:24,950 --> 01:34:22,560
from that they're so uh

2434
01:34:26,390 --> 01:34:24,960
it's such a routine to them to do it

2435
01:34:28,390 --> 01:34:26,400
that when they're doing math you see

2436
01:34:30,470 --> 01:34:28,400
their hand move on the table because

2437
01:34:32,149 --> 01:34:30,480
they're counting with their hand like in

2438
01:34:34,390 --> 01:34:32,159
their head while they're they're doing

2439
01:34:36,229 --> 01:34:34,400
math like moving their hands all weird

2440
01:34:38,550 --> 01:34:36,239
and that's why because they're like

2441
01:34:41,350 --> 01:34:38,560
freaking super computers

2442
01:34:42,950 --> 01:34:41,360
jesus man yeah we got and we're a little

2443
01:34:45,350 --> 01:34:42,960
we seem to be a little collectively

2444
01:34:46,950 --> 01:34:45,360
scared of like learning you know new

2445
01:34:48,870 --> 01:34:46,960
math or whatever that it was called

2446
01:34:51,350 --> 01:34:48,880
they're like new methods to do

2447
01:34:53,830 --> 01:34:51,360
the common core stuff oh dude yeah the

2448
01:34:55,830 --> 01:34:53,840
common core is based on what i

2449
01:34:58,390 --> 01:34:55,840
understood about the common core is that

2450
01:35:01,189 --> 01:34:58,400
this was the method that they've used to

2451
01:35:03,990 --> 01:35:01,199
like understand math for

2452
01:35:06,709 --> 01:35:04,000
way longer than what we're using the

2453
01:35:09,669 --> 01:35:06,719
currently right it's like a much more

2454
01:35:12,229 --> 01:35:09,679
effective way it just takes

2455
01:35:13,350 --> 01:35:12,239
some learning and it's also 20 minutes

2456
01:35:15,030 --> 01:35:13,360
longer

2457
01:35:17,990 --> 01:35:15,040
to get your answer

2458
01:35:21,109 --> 01:35:18,000
oh sure when's the lower level math yeah

2459
01:35:23,510 --> 01:35:21,119
you're like god damn it how many squares

2460
01:35:25,750 --> 01:35:23,520
do i have to make and add up and then

2461
01:35:27,510 --> 01:35:25,760
subtract to divide all this stuff you're

2462
01:35:30,070 --> 01:35:27,520
like this is great because my little

2463
01:35:31,830 --> 01:35:30,080
brother he he ended up having to do some

2464
01:35:33,030 --> 01:35:31,840
of that stuff and like i was sitting

2465
01:35:35,830 --> 01:35:33,040
there and i was like

2466
01:35:38,149 --> 01:35:35,840
dude just add eight and five like i

2467
01:35:40,470 --> 01:35:38,159
don't know i don't understand it i don't

2468
01:35:42,470 --> 01:35:40,480
understand the boxes like it like comes

2469
01:35:44,310 --> 01:35:42,480
into it comes into play when it gets to

2470
01:35:45,669 --> 01:35:44,320
like calculus

2471
01:35:48,709 --> 01:35:45,679
and then you can

2472
01:35:52,229 --> 01:35:48,719
do like high level math easier

2473
01:35:54,629 --> 01:35:52,239
at a real high i guess so

2474
01:35:56,229 --> 01:35:54,639
in math class and physics and all that

2475
01:35:59,430 --> 01:35:56,239
stuff like you're always supposed to

2476
01:36:03,109 --> 01:35:59,440
show your work and i would pass every

2477
01:36:06,070 --> 01:36:03,119
test um well i would i would have passed

2478
01:36:08,470 --> 01:36:06,080
every test had i shown my work but like

2479
01:36:11,350 --> 01:36:08,480
see when i show my work showing my work

2480
01:36:14,390 --> 01:36:11,360
confuses the crap out of me like when i

2481
01:36:16,070 --> 01:36:14,400
see the process i agree with so confused

2482
01:36:18,070 --> 01:36:16,080
but i can do it in my head and i'm like

2483
01:36:21,830 --> 01:36:18,080
okay that makes sense right i think

2484
01:36:25,109 --> 01:36:21,840
there's literally something intuitive

2485
01:36:28,310 --> 01:36:26,310
f

2486
01:36:29,430 --> 01:36:28,320
that we can tap into

2487
01:36:31,830 --> 01:36:29,440
but we

2488
01:36:34,149 --> 01:36:31,840
very much like language can can sort of

2489
01:36:35,990 --> 01:36:34,159
eventually be this like intuitive things

2490
01:36:38,149 --> 01:36:36,000
where you're like sort of

2491
01:36:39,910 --> 01:36:38,159
figuring out the meanings to words that

2492
01:36:41,750 --> 01:36:39,920
you've never really heard based on like

2493
01:36:42,550 --> 01:36:41,760
context clues and other things like this

2494
01:36:45,189 --> 01:36:42,560
yeah

2495
01:36:48,790 --> 01:36:45,199
there's like this intuitive thing about

2496
01:36:50,629 --> 01:36:48,800
math that we could really like

2497
01:36:53,830 --> 01:36:50,639
learn to use

2498
01:36:56,790 --> 01:36:53,840
but our culture has like just a [\h__\h]

2499
01:36:58,550 --> 01:36:56,800
view of it as a whole we like making

2500
01:36:59,350 --> 01:36:58,560
weird you know like

2501
01:37:01,510 --> 01:36:59,360
uh

2502
01:37:03,270 --> 01:37:01,520
ideas and beliefs about like math like

2503
01:37:05,189 --> 01:37:03,280
i'm just not a math person it's like

2504
01:37:07,830 --> 01:37:05,199
nope you're a person you're a math

2505
01:37:09,510 --> 01:37:07,840
person like your your your body is based

2506
01:37:11,590 --> 01:37:09,520
on math like you just understand it

2507
01:37:13,750 --> 01:37:11,600
differently right you need to know how

2508
01:37:16,149 --> 01:37:13,760
to and part of it is like because i

2509
01:37:18,950 --> 01:37:16,159
think we're teaching math especially to

2510
01:37:20,870 --> 01:37:18,960
neurodivergent people in a way that

2511
01:37:22,790 --> 01:37:20,880
isn't actually how we're naturally

2512
01:37:24,790 --> 01:37:22,800
supposed to understand math we're

2513
01:37:27,350 --> 01:37:24,800
supposed to understand it in this really

2514
01:37:28,790 --> 01:37:27,360
weird intuitively represented

2515
01:37:32,629 --> 01:37:28,800
intuitively

2516
01:37:35,830 --> 01:37:32,639
ace-12 somehow entwined with our body's

2517
01:37:39,510 --> 01:37:35,840
way but instead we use this like very

2518
01:37:41,350 --> 01:37:39,520
mechanical very binary very removed

2519
01:37:43,510 --> 01:37:41,360
thing

2520
01:37:45,270 --> 01:37:43,520
i think there's some [\h__\h] in there

2521
01:37:47,590 --> 01:37:45,280
and it was the same thing like with

2522
01:37:50,070 --> 01:37:47,600
music like with ben and all those guys

2523
01:37:52,310 --> 01:37:50,080
they were very like they don't they they

2524
01:37:55,189 --> 01:37:52,320
get it the theory and all that stuff and

2525
01:37:57,189 --> 01:37:55,199
like i'll pop in and jam with you but

2526
01:37:58,950 --> 01:37:57,199
the minute somebody's like no dude

2527
01:38:02,229 --> 01:37:58,960
that's like a e flat which i don't even

2528
01:38:04,470 --> 01:38:02,239
know if it's a thing um i'm i'm [\h__\h]

2529
01:38:06,070 --> 01:38:04,480
lost and i'm i'm not interested anymore

2530
01:38:07,669 --> 01:38:06,080
because i i i don't understand what

2531
01:38:09,510 --> 01:38:07,679
you're saying if you just

2532
01:38:11,030 --> 01:38:09,520
if we just jammed

2533
01:38:13,350 --> 01:38:11,040
you don't have to know [\h__\h] you could

2534
01:38:14,070 --> 01:38:13,360
just pick it up and do it yeah you know

2535
01:38:15,510 --> 01:38:14,080
it

2536
01:38:18,229 --> 01:38:15,520
and then you don't have to show your

2537
01:38:19,830 --> 01:38:18,239
work that's might take like trial and

2538
01:38:22,870 --> 01:38:19,840
error but eventually you'll be like oh

2539
01:38:23,990 --> 01:38:22,880
that's the one that sounds correct and

2540
01:38:28,470 --> 01:38:24,000
because

2541
01:38:30,149 --> 01:38:28,480
you did it that way you always

2542
01:38:33,189 --> 01:38:30,159
remembered it because it was it was

2543
01:38:35,189 --> 01:38:33,199
related to a lot of different uh

2544
01:38:37,030 --> 01:38:35,199
you know feel touch uh

2545
01:38:38,790 --> 01:38:37,040
sound it was it wasn't just like hey

2546
01:38:40,790 --> 01:38:38,800
there's a construct that's made up by

2547
01:38:43,109 --> 01:38:40,800
humans because like a lot of math is

2548
01:38:44,470 --> 01:38:43,119
right like yeah

2549
01:38:46,470 --> 01:38:44,480
i mean a lot of

2550
01:38:48,550 --> 01:38:46,480
is that wrong like some of it is though

2551
01:38:51,109 --> 01:38:48,560
like we just kind of made it up

2552
01:38:54,550 --> 01:38:51,119
it's all very mathy you know

2553
01:38:57,189 --> 01:38:54,560
you do it uh you you feel it i feel like

2554
01:39:00,070 --> 01:38:57,199
you can even feel math you know like

2555
01:39:01,669 --> 01:39:00,080
just in general like i don't know you

2556
01:39:03,990 --> 01:39:01,679
can

2557
01:39:06,470 --> 01:39:04,000
joe your house is haunted what the hell

2558
01:39:08,310 --> 01:39:06,480
oh no i got i gotta i gotta i got a

2559
01:39:13,270 --> 01:39:08,320
little oh that's a little little corgi

2560
01:39:16,470 --> 01:39:15,430
they're jamming back there

2561
01:39:19,590 --> 01:39:16,480
so

2562
01:39:22,229 --> 01:39:19,600
but yeah dude the fields

2563
01:39:24,310 --> 01:39:22,239
yeah so um part of that like that this

2564
01:39:25,510 --> 01:39:24,320
whole you know you guys play music and

2565
01:39:28,550 --> 01:39:25,520
you can like

2566
01:39:30,390 --> 01:39:28,560
intuit when something like feels right

2567
01:39:32,870 --> 01:39:30,400
right when it's like actually

2568
01:39:34,470 --> 01:39:32,880
harmonizing and things like this

2569
01:39:36,310 --> 01:39:34,480
uh

2570
01:39:38,229 --> 01:39:36,320
there's this the same

2571
01:39:40,629 --> 01:39:38,239
for whatever reason it works well with

2572
01:39:42,790 --> 01:39:40,639
sound like right we all have it with

2573
01:39:45,189 --> 01:39:42,800
sound even people that don't know music

2574
01:39:47,350 --> 01:39:45,199
can and still like intuitively know like

2575
01:39:48,950 --> 01:39:47,360
this sounds good this sounds bad

2576
01:39:51,109 --> 01:39:48,960
whatever um

2577
01:39:54,709 --> 01:39:51,119
there's a thing with

2578
01:39:57,270 --> 01:39:54,719
like following our own life path that is

2579
01:39:59,990 --> 01:39:57,280
very similar where it's like

2580
01:40:02,149 --> 01:40:00,000
there's a million ways where it's not

2581
01:40:03,910 --> 01:40:02,159
right and you can do a million things

2582
01:40:06,310 --> 01:40:03,920
where it's like you're not doing the

2583
01:40:08,950 --> 01:40:06,320
thing that's really for you

2584
01:40:12,070 --> 01:40:08,960
but when it's right you just feel it and

2585
01:40:14,629 --> 01:40:12,080
you just kind of know and so like that's

2586
01:40:16,950 --> 01:40:14,639
the internal like knowing that we're

2587
01:40:18,709 --> 01:40:16,960
looking for inside of doing all this

2588
01:40:21,669 --> 01:40:18,719
stuff you know

2589
01:40:23,990 --> 01:40:21,679
when uh when you're jamming and it feels

2590
01:40:25,350 --> 01:40:24,000
good you know when you're

2591
01:40:27,430 --> 01:40:25,360
um

2592
01:40:29,030 --> 01:40:27,440
with someone and you like being with

2593
01:40:30,950 --> 01:40:29,040
them and you're like i kind of want to

2594
01:40:32,950 --> 01:40:30,960
keep being with this person you know

2595
01:40:34,709 --> 01:40:32,960
that's also like jamming

2596
01:40:37,109 --> 01:40:34,719
right yeah

2597
01:40:39,030 --> 01:40:37,119
it's it's all and like really that's

2598
01:40:42,390 --> 01:40:39,040
kind of how we're supposed to operate

2599
01:40:45,590 --> 01:40:42,400
the whole world is like these just like

2600
01:40:46,629 --> 01:40:45,600
intuitive like you know jam sessions and

2601
01:40:50,149 --> 01:40:46,639
jazz

2602
01:40:52,470 --> 01:40:50,159
like creations of everything uh we just

2603
01:40:55,910 --> 01:40:52,480
like we've built a construct a structure

2604
01:40:57,109 --> 01:40:55,920
that doesn't facilitate that whatsoever

2605
01:40:59,510 --> 01:40:57,119
so

2606
01:41:02,390 --> 01:40:59,520
recognizing that we can we need to build

2607
01:41:05,109 --> 01:41:02,400
a structure that facilitates us to just

2608
01:41:07,430 --> 01:41:05,119
live freely like that

2609
01:41:10,229 --> 01:41:07,440
yeah dude the whole world just needs to

2610
01:41:13,590 --> 01:41:10,239
be in one big jam session

2611
01:41:17,990 --> 01:41:15,510
i was thinking about this uh

2612
01:41:20,709 --> 01:41:18,000
let me know you guys thoughts uh you

2613
01:41:23,189 --> 01:41:20,719
know you you see about these

2614
01:41:24,950 --> 01:41:23,199
these uh mechanisms that that people

2615
01:41:27,510 --> 01:41:24,960
have kind of figured out that you can

2616
01:41:29,590 --> 01:41:27,520
levitate objects with frequencies and

2617
01:41:31,270 --> 01:41:29,600
there's these tiny little speakers

2618
01:41:33,270 --> 01:41:31,280
and i thought at first like oh they're

2619
01:41:35,030 --> 01:41:33,280
just like all these frequencies they're

2620
01:41:36,709 --> 01:41:35,040
like levitating stuff

2621
01:41:39,590 --> 01:41:36,719
and then i started

2622
01:41:42,070 --> 01:41:39,600
thinking back on my my knowledge of of

2623
01:41:45,189 --> 01:41:42,080
of speakers and that

2624
01:41:48,229 --> 01:41:45,199
the way you make music is just it's a

2625
01:41:49,830 --> 01:41:48,239
it's a drum moving air and the way that

2626
01:41:52,229 --> 01:41:49,840
that air

2627
01:41:54,790 --> 01:41:52,239
moves and hits your eardrum that's what

2628
01:41:57,189 --> 01:41:54,800
you hear it's a note it's a pitch

2629
01:41:58,629 --> 01:41:57,199
so is that object you guys know what i'm

2630
01:42:00,229 --> 01:41:58,639
talking about one of the like uh

2631
01:42:02,790 --> 01:42:00,239
levitating objects like little tiny

2632
01:42:04,790 --> 01:42:02,800
balls with little tiny speakers oh we

2633
01:42:07,109 --> 01:42:04,800
blasted this one frequency dude and it's

2634
01:42:09,669 --> 01:42:07,119
amazing i levitated a bowling ball dude

2635
01:42:11,189 --> 01:42:09,679
yeah but okay that's

2636
01:42:12,390 --> 01:42:11,199
so cool i'm not trying to take anything

2637
01:42:14,310 --> 01:42:12,400
away from that

2638
01:42:15,590 --> 01:42:14,320
you better but it's a lot less cool than

2639
01:42:16,870 --> 01:42:15,600
i thought it was

2640
01:42:18,550 --> 01:42:16,880
this is what i'm saying

2641
01:42:20,870 --> 01:42:18,560
i thought it was like oh [\h__\h]

2642
01:42:23,270 --> 01:42:20,880
frequencies how about like some kind of

2643
01:42:27,350 --> 01:42:23,280
energy but they're just moving

2644
01:42:29,669 --> 01:42:27,360
into that yeah it's a lot more practical

2645
01:42:33,030 --> 01:42:29,679
than you thought it was thank you oh my

2646
01:42:36,310 --> 01:42:33,040
gosh and that's my point in this whole

2647
01:42:39,109 --> 01:42:36,320
spiritual all of this woo-woo [\h__\h]

2648
01:42:42,629 --> 01:42:39,119
aliens food whatever

2649
01:42:45,270 --> 01:42:42,639
it's a lot more practical than what we

2650
01:42:47,830 --> 01:42:45,280
think it is if we're just willing to

2651
01:42:50,070 --> 01:42:47,840
investigate it a little bit

2652
01:42:52,790 --> 01:42:50,080
when you look at it it's just air moving

2653
01:42:54,229 --> 01:42:52,800
at a thing that is just has enough force

2654
01:42:55,350 --> 01:42:54,239
to lift this

2655
01:42:57,830 --> 01:42:55,360
yup

2656
01:42:59,510 --> 01:42:57,840
that's exactly

2657
01:43:02,229 --> 01:42:59,520
that's the turmoil i've been coming

2658
01:43:05,350 --> 01:43:02,239
through man that we are just

2659
01:43:06,709 --> 01:43:05,360
a collection of energy that has the

2660
01:43:08,390 --> 01:43:06,719
potential

2661
01:43:11,030 --> 01:43:08,400
to create

2662
01:43:14,310 --> 01:43:11,040
energy inside of our self or really i

2663
01:43:16,709 --> 01:43:14,320
should say harness energy gather energy

2664
01:43:19,910 --> 01:43:16,719
collect it inside of ourselves in the

2665
01:43:23,270 --> 01:43:19,920
form of a thought in the form of an

2666
01:43:26,950 --> 01:43:23,280
image in the form of a vision and then

2667
01:43:29,470 --> 01:43:26,960
just focus our own energy on that and

2668
01:43:32,870 --> 01:43:29,480
then literally become a small

2669
01:43:36,550 --> 01:43:32,880
biomechanical like machine that is then

2670
01:43:41,109 --> 01:43:36,560
creating that energy and that feeling

2671
01:43:43,109 --> 01:43:41,119
for ourselves and then the world around

2672
01:43:44,629 --> 01:43:43,119
us can't help

2673
01:43:47,430 --> 01:43:44,639
but

2674
01:43:50,550 --> 01:43:47,440
match that and mirror that because of

2675
01:43:53,350 --> 01:43:50,560
the nature of these little harmonics

2676
01:43:55,750 --> 01:43:53,360
that keep getting created you can't

2677
01:43:59,510 --> 01:43:55,760
you can't be a note

2678
01:44:00,310 --> 01:43:59,520
that is existing in one octave right and

2679
01:44:02,390 --> 01:44:00,320
then

2680
01:44:04,390 --> 01:44:02,400
not be in that octave right you have to

2681
01:44:06,870 --> 01:44:04,400
be in that you're in that one you're not

2682
01:44:09,830 --> 01:44:06,880
in the other one quantumly locked

2683
01:44:13,030 --> 01:44:09,840
right exactly so when we start to

2684
01:44:16,070 --> 01:44:13,040
like get ourselves to consistently

2685
01:44:17,830 --> 01:44:16,080
vibrate frequency you know tune

2686
01:44:19,990 --> 01:44:17,840
ourselves in and be like wait a minute

2687
01:44:22,070 --> 01:44:20,000
should i you know i got a parking ticket

2688
01:44:23,990 --> 01:44:22,080
today because i drove into the parking

2689
01:44:26,229 --> 01:44:24,000
lot and i was like ha i remember that

2690
01:44:27,990 --> 01:44:26,239
this parking lot like a month ago this

2691
01:44:29,990 --> 01:44:28,000
machine wasn't working so you could park

2692
01:44:32,790 --> 01:44:30,000
for free and then it's like that wasn't

2693
01:44:35,270 --> 01:44:32,800
the case today did i actually lock into

2694
01:44:38,310 --> 01:44:35,280
what was going on in that moment or did

2695
01:44:41,910 --> 01:44:38,320
i project some idea from the past that

2696
01:44:44,470 --> 01:44:41,920
was way more convenient for me

2697
01:44:47,030 --> 01:44:44,480
it was more yeah i didn't believe that

2698
01:44:48,870 --> 01:44:47,040
yeah he's doing that [\h__\h] all of it and

2699
01:44:51,430 --> 01:44:48,880
it's like especially with what we're

2700
01:44:53,830 --> 01:44:51,440
facing we're just like hey

2701
01:44:56,470 --> 01:44:53,840
yeah whatever you can conveniently

2702
01:44:58,310 --> 01:44:56,480
believe and just go on with then just go

2703
01:45:00,470 --> 01:44:58,320
on with it and it's like we're that's a

2704
01:45:01,189 --> 01:45:00,480
dangerous practice right

2705
01:45:03,910 --> 01:45:01,199
so

2706
01:45:07,030 --> 01:45:03,920
the reality of it all is like a more

2707
01:45:10,790 --> 01:45:07,040
haunting holy [\h__\h] is the world

2708
01:45:11,990 --> 01:45:10,800
seriously on fire but yep but it's great

2709
01:45:13,990 --> 01:45:12,000
because like

2710
01:45:15,990 --> 01:45:14,000
that's the nature of physical reality

2711
01:45:18,550 --> 01:45:16,000
it's all gonna

2712
01:45:19,750 --> 01:45:18,560
burn to a crisp

2713
01:45:24,470 --> 01:45:19,760
i think

2714
01:45:26,629 --> 01:45:24,480
i mean dude let me know if i'm way off

2715
01:45:28,830 --> 01:45:26,639
guys but i think what we're talking

2716
01:45:33,030 --> 01:45:28,840
about is is again this this

2717
01:45:34,550 --> 01:45:33,040
uh this this journey of the all-seeing

2718
01:45:35,750 --> 01:45:34,560
eye at the top which is our

2719
01:45:38,149 --> 01:45:35,760
consciousness

2720
01:45:40,709 --> 01:45:38,159
we look right we look left

2721
01:45:43,030 --> 01:45:40,719
we've trying to figure [\h__\h] out we say

2722
01:45:44,470 --> 01:45:43,040
dude that i vibrate with that love that

2723
01:45:46,149 --> 01:45:44,480
okay cool cool

2724
01:45:48,149 --> 01:45:46,159
cool

2725
01:45:50,470 --> 01:45:48,159
then we look left all right let's try to

2726
01:45:52,310 --> 01:45:50,480
combat that [\h__\h] let's try to make let's

2727
01:45:54,470 --> 01:45:52,320
try to make a fifth out of that like it

2728
01:45:56,149 --> 01:45:54,480
it harmonizes in a way but it's like

2729
01:45:56,950 --> 01:45:56,159
totally

2730
01:45:59,669 --> 01:45:56,960
uh

2731
01:46:01,430 --> 01:45:59,679
in the middle and but it complements it

2732
01:46:02,470 --> 01:46:01,440
it's like okay cool now we're getting

2733
01:46:03,669 --> 01:46:02,480
somewhere

2734
01:46:05,590 --> 01:46:03,679
and as soon as you feel like you're

2735
01:46:07,430 --> 01:46:05,600
getting somewhere

2736
01:46:09,990 --> 01:46:07,440
you come back to sinner you're like uh

2737
01:46:11,430 --> 01:46:10,000
actually no nothing [\h__\h] matters and

2738
01:46:13,109 --> 01:46:11,440
all we gotta do is just love each other

2739
01:46:15,910 --> 01:46:13,119
and just love yourself

2740
01:46:17,590 --> 01:46:15,920
that's cool that's that's enough and it

2741
01:46:20,550 --> 01:46:17,600
it's like

2742
01:46:22,390 --> 01:46:20,560
we're really moving as a collective and

2743
01:46:24,870 --> 01:46:22,400
i want to there's a couple more points

2744
01:46:27,030 --> 01:46:24,880
in that that i think are still

2745
01:46:29,270 --> 01:46:27,040
out there and interesting that i want to

2746
01:46:31,350 --> 01:46:29,280
touch but like um

2747
01:46:32,629 --> 01:46:31,360
as we move through a collective you can

2748
01:46:34,709 --> 01:46:32,639
really make the argument right now that

2749
01:46:37,830 --> 01:46:34,719
like we're moving through this idea of

2750
01:46:39,990 --> 01:46:37,840
like post nihilism where we're like god

2751
01:46:41,910 --> 01:46:40,000
is dead the world is purposely like

2752
01:46:43,830 --> 01:46:41,920
inherently purposeless and now we're

2753
01:46:46,870 --> 01:46:43,840
coming to this point in like culturally

2754
01:46:49,910 --> 01:46:46,880
where it's like wait a minute that means

2755
01:46:52,070 --> 01:46:49,920
it's inherently purposeless so we can

2756
01:46:54,709 --> 01:46:52,080
give it our own purpose

2757
01:46:56,390 --> 01:46:54,719
and that's like a potential real

2758
01:46:57,750 --> 01:46:56,400
beautiful place

2759
01:46:59,189 --> 01:46:57,760
that's that's

2760
01:47:01,430 --> 01:46:59,199
that's the condition that sets up a

2761
01:47:04,229 --> 01:47:01,440
renaissance and that's exactly what

2762
01:47:07,109 --> 01:47:04,239
we're in like the post the medieval

2763
01:47:09,590 --> 01:47:07,119
renaissance was post the plague like we

2764
01:47:13,430 --> 01:47:09,600
are in a place with like the booming

2765
01:47:16,870 --> 01:47:13,440
internet the you know the

2766
01:47:18,229 --> 01:47:16,880
the age of aquarius air stuff however

2767
01:47:20,229 --> 01:47:18,239
you want to look at it you know

2768
01:47:22,149 --> 01:47:20,239
technologically based or consciously

2769
01:47:24,310 --> 01:47:22,159
based or spiritually or extra

2770
01:47:26,870 --> 01:47:24,320
astrologically based whatever

2771
01:47:28,149 --> 01:47:26,880
we're in we have all the ingredients

2772
01:47:30,790 --> 01:47:28,159
like to be

2773
01:47:33,270 --> 01:47:30,800
on the precipice of like a renaissance

2774
01:47:35,189 --> 01:47:33,280
and that's what it's gonna be and like

2775
01:47:36,950 --> 01:47:35,199
they they've said even in the past i

2776
01:47:39,350 --> 01:47:36,960
think the medieval renaissance only

2777
01:47:41,910 --> 01:47:39,360
truly lasted like 80 years

2778
01:47:43,430 --> 01:47:41,920
that was like with like the boom of the

2779
01:47:44,790 --> 01:47:43,440
output of art and the building of

2780
01:47:47,030 --> 01:47:44,800
buildings and all these like writing

2781
01:47:49,830 --> 01:47:47,040
books was like it really only lasted 80

2782
01:47:52,550 --> 01:47:49,840
years or so but then we carried on what

2783
01:47:54,390 --> 01:47:52,560
was like made from that for

2784
01:47:55,669 --> 01:47:54,400
hundreds i mean it shaped

2785
01:47:57,510 --> 01:47:55,679
thought

2786
01:48:01,109 --> 01:47:57,520
still to this day we have all of our

2787
01:48:03,750 --> 01:48:01,119
concepts of like romanticism from that

2788
01:48:05,270 --> 01:48:03,760
like it's it's wild we're on the

2789
01:48:07,910 --> 01:48:05,280
precipice of

2790
01:48:09,910 --> 01:48:07,920
a spiritual renaissance and like a

2791
01:48:11,910 --> 01:48:09,920
creative and artistic renaissance that's

2792
01:48:13,430 --> 01:48:11,920
like

2793
01:48:16,390 --> 01:48:13,440
possibly

2794
01:48:18,790 --> 01:48:16,400
multiple times exponentially times

2795
01:48:20,709 --> 01:48:18,800
bigger than that just because of the

2796
01:48:22,870 --> 01:48:20,719
level of people who have access to

2797
01:48:24,790 --> 01:48:22,880
create things or to speak their own

2798
01:48:26,709 --> 01:48:24,800
truth or whatever yeah we've also got

2799
01:48:27,510 --> 01:48:26,719
more consciousness on the planet that

2800
01:48:30,390 --> 01:48:27,520
we've

2801
01:48:32,550 --> 01:48:30,400
had more right in that same imagery we

2802
01:48:34,470 --> 01:48:32,560
made of like that pyramid hitting that

2803
01:48:36,790 --> 01:48:34,480
point and like growing and expanding

2804
01:48:39,750 --> 01:48:36,800
we're just with each new layer there's

2805
01:48:42,149 --> 01:48:39,760
an exponentially more

2806
01:48:45,189 --> 01:48:42,159
right there's more width at the base so

2807
01:48:46,470 --> 01:48:45,199
it's just more perspectives yeah

2808
01:48:47,910 --> 01:48:46,480
huh

2809
01:48:51,350 --> 01:48:47,920
do you think do you think the new

2810
01:48:54,550 --> 01:48:51,360
renaissance period will be shorter

2811
01:48:56,550 --> 01:48:54,560
yes yes it'll be shorter than 80 years i

2812
01:49:00,229 --> 01:48:56,560
think like eight years

2813
01:49:02,709 --> 01:49:00,239
oh [\h__\h] i i have that exact same feeling

2814
01:49:04,709 --> 01:49:02,719
like yeah like we're on the cusp of

2815
01:49:07,590 --> 01:49:04,719
something kind of big whether it's like

2816
01:49:09,990 --> 01:49:07,600
a technological revolution or a cultural

2817
01:49:12,229 --> 01:49:10,000
so you know like you know whatever it is

2818
01:49:15,109 --> 01:49:12,239
i think it's gonna happen it's gonna be

2819
01:49:16,709 --> 01:49:15,119
big but it's to be so paradigm shifting

2820
01:49:19,109 --> 01:49:16,719
for the world that it's it's not going

2821
01:49:21,750 --> 01:49:19,119
to last very long no we're going to move

2822
01:49:23,270 --> 01:49:21,760
on um but it's going to be huge it's

2823
01:49:26,149 --> 01:49:23,280
good it's going to be like buying a

2824
01:49:29,030 --> 01:49:26,159
really soft shirt like they only last

2825
01:49:31,830 --> 01:49:29,040
one time in the wash man

2826
01:49:33,109 --> 01:49:31,840
one four or five days in a row and it

2827
01:49:36,629 --> 01:49:33,119
starts to get a little stiff and then

2828
01:49:40,709 --> 01:49:36,639
you're like nope the neck stretches

2829
01:49:43,830 --> 01:49:40,719
um i really see this window of time from

2830
01:49:47,510 --> 01:49:43,840
and it looks like you know 2022 is the

2831
01:49:51,189 --> 01:49:47,520
the real first year of this

2832
01:49:53,350 --> 01:49:51,199
and to about 20 30 um and i kind of was

2833
01:49:55,189 --> 01:49:53,360
peering over i'm looking for my books

2834
01:49:57,990 --> 01:49:55,199
i'm a little scattered in my personal

2835
01:50:00,149 --> 01:49:58,000
life so i have books in multiple places

2836
01:50:02,470 --> 01:50:00,159
you know in this city right now so i

2837
01:50:04,790 --> 01:50:02,480
don't think i have it with me but i have

2838
01:50:07,430 --> 01:50:04,800
a nostradamus book that actually

2839
01:50:08,790 --> 01:50:07,440
highlights one of the things on like its

2840
01:50:12,629 --> 01:50:08,800
cover um

2841
01:50:15,589 --> 01:50:12,639
that they predicted was in 2029 a

2842
01:50:16,790 --> 01:50:15,599
spiritual revolution

2843
01:50:18,709 --> 01:50:16,800
so

2844
01:50:21,189 --> 01:50:18,719
take that with like whatever grain of

2845
01:50:23,430 --> 01:50:21,199
nostradamus salt um i think it's

2846
01:50:26,629 --> 01:50:23,440
interesting i just

2847
01:50:29,109 --> 01:50:26,639
i read that way after i already had my

2848
01:50:31,270 --> 01:50:29,119
timeline in mind yeah i saw that it was

2849
01:50:33,990 --> 01:50:31,280
like [\h__\h] that's right in line

2850
01:50:37,589 --> 01:50:34,000
the next handful of years there's this

2851
01:50:38,390 --> 01:50:37,599
burst of creativity that super

2852
01:50:41,750 --> 01:50:38,400
like

2853
01:50:45,189 --> 01:50:41,760
in injected with spirituality and with

2854
01:50:47,830 --> 01:50:45,199
consciousness and ideas and then

2855
01:50:51,109 --> 01:50:47,840
the sort of system that we're in

2856
01:50:53,510 --> 01:50:51,119
just can't maintain with the level of

2857
01:50:54,709 --> 01:50:53,520
art and things that's being put out

2858
01:50:58,950 --> 01:50:54,719
and

2859
01:51:00,870 --> 01:50:58,960
we really start to build the structures

2860
01:51:03,750 --> 01:51:00,880
for a new world like the physical

2861
01:51:05,910 --> 01:51:03,760
tangible we need a community center over

2862
01:51:07,910 --> 01:51:05,920
here we need such and such over here

2863
01:51:08,709 --> 01:51:07,920
that kind of stuff

2864
01:51:11,669 --> 01:51:08,719
is

2865
01:51:14,550 --> 01:51:11,679
that time and it's like that

2866
01:51:16,229 --> 01:51:14,560
sucks to like like it's eight years away

2867
01:51:19,510 --> 01:51:16,239
that we really start addressing some of

2868
01:51:20,870 --> 01:51:19,520
the problems of the world it's like

2869
01:51:23,189 --> 01:51:20,880
i mean

2870
01:51:25,350 --> 01:51:23,199
the scales of these things are so big

2871
01:51:27,830 --> 01:51:25,360
like we're talking about

2872
01:51:29,750 --> 01:51:27,840
like the literal problems of the world

2873
01:51:31,750 --> 01:51:29,760
and of our country like

2874
01:51:33,189 --> 01:51:31,760
yeah eight years would be great

2875
01:51:35,510 --> 01:51:33,199
like really

2876
01:51:37,990 --> 01:51:35,520
for us to like take on homelessness and

2877
01:51:39,750 --> 01:51:38,000
like hunger in real ways in this country

2878
01:51:40,790 --> 01:51:39,760
and i was just chilling for like eight

2879
01:51:42,470 --> 01:51:40,800
years

2880
01:51:44,229 --> 01:51:42,480
hey yeah

2881
01:51:46,629 --> 01:51:44,239
can i mention something pretty pretty

2882
01:51:48,629 --> 01:51:46,639
nuts and like i feel like david ike

2883
01:51:50,390 --> 01:51:48,639
right now but like eight you guys keep

2884
01:51:52,470 --> 01:51:50,400
mentioning mentioning eight like that's

2885
01:51:54,470 --> 01:51:52,480
an octave dude that's that's the yeah

2886
01:51:56,229 --> 01:51:54,480
the starting over and and we're talking

2887
01:51:58,149 --> 01:51:56,239
about dissonance here like like the

2888
01:52:01,270 --> 01:51:58,159
moments of renaissance are a dissonance

2889
01:52:03,510 --> 01:52:01,280
in in music and when the note resolves

2890
01:52:05,990 --> 01:52:03,520
it just feels [\h__\h] awesome

2891
01:52:08,709 --> 01:52:06,000
it's just oh my god like you get tingles

2892
01:52:11,109 --> 01:52:08,719
in your damn balls dude like yeah it

2893
01:52:12,709 --> 01:52:11,119
happens like we all know that

2894
01:52:15,910 --> 01:52:12,719
ah man

2895
01:52:18,390 --> 01:52:15,920
and we we very much use these numbers

2896
01:52:21,830 --> 01:52:18,400
and like that's why numerology is a

2897
01:52:23,669 --> 01:52:21,840
thing like we're using these numbers and

2898
01:52:25,990 --> 01:52:23,679
these patterns and these

2899
01:52:28,390 --> 01:52:26,000
um like cycles

2900
01:52:30,470 --> 01:52:28,400
purposefully

2901
01:52:32,870 --> 01:52:30,480
but just intuitively

2902
01:52:34,709 --> 01:52:32,880
it's going to become quite the world

2903
01:52:35,990 --> 01:52:34,719
when we use these

2904
01:52:38,790 --> 01:52:36,000
knowingly

2905
01:52:41,189 --> 01:52:38,800
we know and we understand

2906
01:52:42,950 --> 01:52:41,199
why these cycles of eight matter why

2907
01:52:45,669 --> 01:52:42,960
these cycles why

2908
01:52:48,790 --> 01:52:45,679
when we understand collectively why how

2909
01:52:51,350 --> 01:52:48,800
a young man develops consciously and

2910
01:52:54,950 --> 01:52:51,360
physically and spiritually through this

2911
01:52:58,310 --> 01:52:54,960
pattern of 888

2912
01:53:01,189 --> 01:52:58,320
we are going to change like

2913
01:53:03,669 --> 01:53:01,199
we're changed the way like this is

2914
01:53:06,550 --> 01:53:03,679
diverting too far from these causes

2915
01:53:08,790 --> 01:53:06,560
things like massive crime especially

2916
01:53:11,030 --> 01:53:08,800
sexual fueled crime of like young men

2917
01:53:13,910 --> 01:53:11,040
it's like they're off of a path of

2918
01:53:17,109 --> 01:53:13,920
development that their soul their

2919
01:53:19,510 --> 01:53:17,119
consciousness their whole spirit kind of

2920
01:53:21,189 --> 01:53:19,520
has been using for thousands and

2921
01:53:22,629 --> 01:53:21,199
thousands and thousands of years and

2922
01:53:25,270 --> 01:53:22,639
then we've created a culture over the

2923
01:53:27,830 --> 01:53:25,280
last few hundred years that rips that

2924
01:53:31,030 --> 01:53:27,840
away and yeah this is not to make an

2925
01:53:34,229 --> 01:53:31,040
excuse for any individual but it is to

2926
01:53:37,189 --> 01:53:34,239
highlight that the collective there is a

2927
01:53:40,310 --> 01:53:37,199
collective cause of these problems that

2928
01:53:43,189 --> 01:53:40,320
then crop up through the individuals and

2929
01:53:46,070 --> 01:53:43,199
we really can't it's like you can't

2930
01:53:48,229 --> 01:53:46,080
deal if you got bad you know crops you

2931
01:53:50,070 --> 01:53:48,239
don't deal with the individual plant you

2932
01:53:51,750 --> 01:53:50,080
go back to the soil you go back to the

2933
01:53:56,790 --> 01:53:51,760
seeds

2934
01:53:59,109 --> 01:53:56,800
our soil is poisoned yeah dudes are bad

2935
01:54:01,430 --> 01:53:59,119
as a result and the poisoning of this

2936
01:54:03,189 --> 01:54:01,440
soil is just like we've diverted away

2937
01:54:05,189 --> 01:54:03,199
from our own nature

2938
01:54:07,350 --> 01:54:05,199
we don't understand it and we went from

2939
01:54:08,470 --> 01:54:07,360
like ones and zeros instead and we're

2940
01:54:12,070 --> 01:54:08,480
trying to understand it through

2941
01:54:14,550 --> 01:54:12,080
technology yeah we we went from jumping

2942
01:54:17,270 --> 01:54:14,560
from going out on us on a spiritual

2943
01:54:19,430 --> 01:54:17,280
journey to all of a sudden having to sit

2944
01:54:22,149 --> 01:54:19,440
in a classroom for 18 plus years and

2945
01:54:24,310 --> 01:54:22,159
then join this crazy [\h__\h] society

2946
01:54:25,030 --> 01:54:24,320
that like just completely stresses you

2947
01:54:26,870 --> 01:54:25,040
out

2948
01:54:29,350 --> 01:54:26,880
one hundred percent of the time

2949
01:54:31,350 --> 01:54:29,360
is that supposed to teach more to a kid

2950
01:54:33,669 --> 01:54:31,360
than what a kid can learn by going out

2951
01:54:34,550 --> 01:54:33,679
and sitting in the woods for a few days

2952
01:54:35,510 --> 01:54:34,560
no

2953
01:54:37,510 --> 01:54:35,520
what

2954
01:54:39,430 --> 01:54:37,520
like like when we were but we talked

2955
01:54:41,109 --> 01:54:39,440
about like that idea to society and we

2956
01:54:42,950 --> 01:54:41,119
were like what is a kid gonna learn in

2957
01:54:45,669 --> 01:54:42,960
the woods like we're if we if this is

2958
01:54:47,669 --> 01:54:45,679
1994 and we're like yeah just go i'm

2959
01:54:49,669 --> 01:54:47,679
gonna go sit out in the woods with my

2960
01:54:51,589 --> 01:54:49,679
son and just sit there that makes sense

2961
01:54:52,950 --> 01:54:51,599
for eight hours a day and we talk about

2962
01:54:55,510 --> 01:54:52,960
that and people are like what are they

2963
01:54:57,750 --> 01:54:55,520
gonna do you know but yeah but it makes

2964
01:55:00,709 --> 01:54:57,760
sense and to me intuitively like that's

2965
01:55:03,510 --> 01:55:00,719
a great way to teach kid yeah yeah hell

2966
01:55:06,870 --> 01:55:03,520
yeah our consciousness is just

2967
01:55:09,589 --> 01:55:06,880
collectively just coming along to these

2968
01:55:13,030 --> 01:55:09,599
ideas and this is why i say like

2969
01:55:14,709 --> 01:55:13,040
collective consciousness is not a great

2970
01:55:17,750 --> 01:55:14,719
that's not where we should be getting

2971
01:55:19,189 --> 01:55:17,760
our ideas from it's like collective

2972
01:55:22,310 --> 01:55:19,199
consciousness

2973
01:55:24,870 --> 01:55:22,320
we get our ideas from leading edge

2974
01:55:27,830 --> 01:55:24,880
consciousness which right now in our

2975
01:55:29,589 --> 01:55:27,840
culture we've made fringe and we've made

2976
01:55:32,390 --> 01:55:29,599
weirdos we made people like me where

2977
01:55:34,629 --> 01:55:32,400
it's like i [\h__\h] barely can function

2978
01:55:37,109 --> 01:55:34,639
in the like real world you know i have

2979
01:55:39,510 --> 01:55:37,119
to find such a specific like job and a

2980
01:55:41,589 --> 01:55:39,520
lot so that i can like be myself and

2981
01:55:43,750 --> 01:55:41,599
still right and it's like some of that

2982
01:55:46,629 --> 01:55:43,760
is neurodivergent sure but some of it is

2983
01:55:48,229 --> 01:55:46,639
like now bro like i want to talk about

2984
01:55:50,870 --> 01:55:48,239
this and it's like i understand there's

2985
01:55:53,350 --> 01:55:50,880
a benefit to all the mundane parts of

2986
01:55:55,830 --> 01:55:53,360
life you know they all yeah the the

2987
01:55:58,950 --> 01:55:55,840
mundane and the magical or root and

2988
01:56:02,709 --> 01:55:58,960
branch from the same tree yeah i did it

2989
01:56:05,189 --> 01:56:02,719
but like i don't want to talk to like

2990
01:56:07,990 --> 01:56:05,199
about nothing over and over and over

2991
01:56:10,310 --> 01:56:08,000
again right but that is what

2992
01:56:12,310 --> 01:56:10,320
it's the center of the bell curve yeah

2993
01:56:14,709 --> 01:56:12,320
right yeah so the whole population is

2994
01:56:17,830 --> 01:56:14,719
the bell curve the the bubble of

2995
01:56:19,830 --> 01:56:17,840
collective consciousness exists in that

2996
01:56:21,030 --> 01:56:19,840
center 80 percent

2997
01:56:24,470 --> 01:56:21,040
yeah dude

2998
01:56:26,870 --> 01:56:24,480
it's like it's unfortunate but like

2999
01:56:30,709 --> 01:56:26,880
is it that's what we've made to be the

3000
01:56:33,270 --> 01:56:30,719
thing not all cultures exist like that

3001
01:56:36,550 --> 01:56:33,280
is it unfortunate or is that the beauty

3002
01:56:38,470 --> 01:56:36,560
of the dissonant note

3003
01:56:41,510 --> 01:56:38,480
see and that's where you could i could

3004
01:56:44,070 --> 01:56:41,520
also argue for the benefit of time in

3005
01:56:45,830 --> 01:56:44,080
there too where it's like yeah i mean

3006
01:56:47,430 --> 01:56:45,840
there would be no note without time

3007
01:56:49,189 --> 01:56:47,440
there would be right resolution without

3008
01:56:51,990 --> 01:56:49,199
time yeah like i was saying at the

3009
01:56:54,709 --> 01:56:52,000
beginning of this like if we look at how

3010
01:56:56,390 --> 01:56:54,719
particular and careful we really need to

3011
01:56:59,109 --> 01:56:56,400
be about our consciousness

3012
01:57:01,910 --> 01:56:59,119
well if we didn't have the delay and the

3013
01:57:04,070 --> 01:57:01,920
benefit of time then every [\h__\h] awful

3014
01:57:05,830 --> 01:57:04,080
weird cruel negative thought that i had

3015
01:57:08,950 --> 01:57:05,840
even as a flash where i go whoa that's

3016
01:57:11,589 --> 01:57:08,960
bad i create that right there in front

3017
01:57:13,589 --> 01:57:11,599
of me oh i [\h__\h] hope not i'm not

3018
01:57:16,629 --> 01:57:13,599
careful enough with my thoughts right

3019
01:57:18,950 --> 01:57:16,639
yeah so i want some delay in lag and

3020
01:57:21,510 --> 01:57:18,960
time where it can go ah

3021
01:57:24,870 --> 01:57:21,520
no no no no or i want to be a person

3022
01:57:27,350 --> 01:57:24,880
that's like man you know i was ground

3023
01:57:30,229 --> 01:57:27,360
breaking into

3024
01:57:31,030 --> 01:57:30,239
like certain conspiracies in in you know

3025
01:57:33,830 --> 01:57:31,040
the

3026
01:57:36,229 --> 01:57:33,840
mid 2000s and i was like this is

3027
01:57:36,950 --> 01:57:36,239
definitely real and then

3028
01:57:39,109 --> 01:57:36,960
man

3029
01:57:42,229 --> 01:57:39,119
it's a good thing there's some delay in

3030
01:57:44,470 --> 01:57:42,239
time before i can you know get a

3031
01:57:47,589 --> 01:57:44,480
platform to speak about that because it

3032
01:57:50,070 --> 01:57:47,599
that is garbage but it took some time to

3033
01:57:51,510 --> 01:57:50,080
realize it so yeah there's there's

3034
01:57:53,830 --> 01:57:51,520
definitely

3035
01:57:55,270 --> 01:57:53,840
it's the double-edged sword of this

3036
01:57:58,709 --> 01:57:55,280
whole thing

3037
01:57:59,750 --> 01:57:58,719
we live in a paradoxical place that has

3038
01:58:00,709 --> 01:57:59,760
like

3039
01:58:02,149 --> 01:58:00,719
our

3040
01:58:03,669 --> 01:58:02,159
punishment

3041
01:58:05,669 --> 01:58:03,679
you know we're

3042
01:58:07,750 --> 01:58:05,679
we're prisoners here

3043
01:58:10,070 --> 01:58:07,760
and that's a great thing

3044
01:58:12,550 --> 01:58:10,080
because we're not going to leave so that

3045
01:58:13,910 --> 01:58:12,560
means you are really our only choice is

3046
01:58:16,149 --> 01:58:13,920
to succeed

3047
01:58:19,430 --> 01:58:16,159
so like when we really truly realize

3048
01:58:22,310 --> 01:58:19,440
that like we can like you know schlep

3049
01:58:25,109 --> 01:58:22,320
off life as much as we want but like and

3050
01:58:27,350 --> 01:58:25,119
lifetime after lifetime we can do that

3051
01:58:30,470 --> 01:58:27,360
but like the only way to get out of this

3052
01:58:31,510 --> 01:58:30,480
place is to like self-realize

3053
01:58:34,550 --> 01:58:31,520
that's it

3054
01:58:36,390 --> 01:58:34,560
yeah don't realize you become you know

3055
01:58:38,550 --> 01:58:36,400
you realize that full potential you

3056
01:58:42,070 --> 01:58:38,560
become your true self then you actually

3057
01:58:44,550 --> 01:58:42,080
can make a genuine impact on the world

3058
01:58:46,229 --> 01:58:44,560
an impact onto a software program that's

3059
01:58:48,470 --> 01:58:46,239
running onto a hardware that we're all

3060
01:58:50,790 --> 01:58:48,480
being projected into but whatever it's

3061
01:58:52,709 --> 01:58:50,800
still you know there's a sandbox that

3062
01:58:53,990 --> 01:58:52,719
you're that where you're putting up your

3063
01:58:55,990 --> 01:58:54,000
own you know building your own little

3064
01:58:57,750 --> 01:58:56,000
thing in there and it's in the sandbox

3065
01:58:59,350 --> 01:58:57,760
yeah that conversations for the next

3066
01:59:01,910 --> 01:58:59,360
time you come on the podcast yeah right

3067
01:59:03,430 --> 01:59:01,920
yeah happy too yeah that's another part

3068
01:59:05,030 --> 01:59:03,440
of it and then

3069
01:59:07,270 --> 01:59:05,040
that's part of what i like you guys

3070
01:59:09,189 --> 01:59:07,280
mentioned i wrote this comic that's part

3071
01:59:12,470 --> 01:59:09,199
of what i'm trying to like go into in

3072
01:59:14,229 --> 01:59:12,480
that is like hey

3073
01:59:16,470 --> 01:59:14,239
we're in a weird projection of

3074
01:59:18,790 --> 01:59:16,480
consciousness

3075
01:59:20,310 --> 01:59:18,800
this is how it's all a trap all [\h__\h]

3076
01:59:22,629 --> 01:59:20,320
up all weird

3077
01:59:24,550 --> 01:59:22,639
timelines run everything our

3078
01:59:26,470 --> 01:59:24,560
consciousness creates it all but all of

3079
01:59:27,910 --> 01:59:26,480
it essentially doesn't matter because

3080
01:59:29,189 --> 01:59:27,920
it's really just about being a good

3081
01:59:30,629 --> 01:59:29,199
person

3082
01:59:31,669 --> 01:59:30,639
yeah dude

3083
01:59:33,430 --> 01:59:31,679
yeah

3084
01:59:35,750 --> 01:59:33,440
that's for sure

3085
01:59:36,629 --> 01:59:35,760
i love that comment that tammy just made

3086
01:59:37,910 --> 01:59:36,639
how

3087
01:59:40,790 --> 01:59:37,920
uh

3088
01:59:43,189 --> 01:59:40,800
her oldest grandson she paid him to you

3089
01:59:44,390 --> 01:59:43,199
know stay in his tree house

3090
01:59:48,390 --> 01:59:44,400
all night long

3091
01:59:49,910 --> 01:59:48,400
oh wow and she was like yeah uh and he

3092
01:59:52,229 --> 01:59:49,920
uh you know even though it's just a tree

3093
01:59:53,830 --> 01:59:52,239
house he learned bravery that night you

3094
01:59:55,430 --> 01:59:53,840
know it was one night in a tree house

3095
01:59:57,189 --> 01:59:55,440
but like that's that's such a beautiful

3096
01:59:59,430 --> 01:59:57,199
thing you know kind of going along with

3097
02:00:01,589 --> 01:59:59,440
what we were talking about yeah uh a

3098
02:00:04,149 --> 02:00:01,599
second ago i think that's great man you

3099
02:00:07,030 --> 02:00:04,159
know whenever we go on like hikes

3100
02:00:07,990 --> 02:00:07,040
or we're out in the desert somewhere

3101
02:00:10,070 --> 02:00:08,000
you know my

3102
02:00:11,350 --> 02:00:10,080
my wife will always ask me what's wrong

3103
02:00:13,430 --> 02:00:11,360
and i'm like

3104
02:00:15,910 --> 02:00:13,440
absolutely nothing because we'll we'll

3105
02:00:17,830 --> 02:00:15,920
walk for hours and i won't say a word

3106
02:00:19,750 --> 02:00:17,840
like it's it's the

3107
02:00:21,510 --> 02:00:19,760
best thing ever

3108
02:00:24,149 --> 02:00:21,520
like i could just sit there and just

3109
02:00:26,870 --> 02:00:24,159
stare like it's the greatest it's like

3110
02:00:28,149 --> 02:00:26,880
you're supposed to be there like

3111
02:00:31,669 --> 02:00:28,159
my soul

3112
02:00:32,950 --> 02:00:31,679
like yearns for like

3113
02:00:34,390 --> 02:00:32,960
like

3114
02:00:36,310 --> 02:00:34,400
just

3115
02:00:39,109 --> 02:00:36,320
being you know what i'm saying like and

3116
02:00:41,830 --> 02:00:39,119
that's why i love those places like i

3117
02:00:43,830 --> 02:00:41,840
love i love the desert absolutely love

3118
02:00:46,870 --> 02:00:43,840
that yeah i'm a fan of the forest too

3119
02:00:49,669 --> 02:00:46,880
but i love the desert and i i don't know

3120
02:00:52,149 --> 02:00:49,679
there's just something like i get so

3121
02:00:54,070 --> 02:00:52,159
like i love my hometown i love my house

3122
02:00:56,550 --> 02:00:54,080
you know like i like all the people that

3123
02:00:59,990 --> 02:00:56,560
are around and stuff but damn dude like

3124
02:01:03,510 --> 02:01:00,000
my soul like just needs to separate

3125
02:01:05,030 --> 02:01:03,520
from everything and i feel it all the

3126
02:01:07,430 --> 02:01:05,040
time it's like

3127
02:01:09,669 --> 02:01:07,440
you just wish there was more time to do

3128
02:01:12,390 --> 02:01:09,679
that like i but i can't just go sit in

3129
02:01:14,629 --> 02:01:12,400
the desert i got a baby and i gotta feed

3130
02:01:15,910 --> 02:01:14,639
people's faces and like you know what

3131
02:01:17,830 --> 02:01:15,920
i'm saying like

3132
02:01:20,709 --> 02:01:17,840
we can see we can look at this and you

3133
02:01:25,510 --> 02:01:20,719
seem to have done a good job of like

3134
02:01:27,910 --> 02:01:25,520
our culture is a matrix is a projection

3135
02:01:29,589 --> 02:01:27,920
built on top of the natural world and

3136
02:01:31,669 --> 02:01:29,599
you can feel the difference of the

3137
02:01:34,709 --> 02:01:31,679
natural world and the culture that we've

3138
02:01:37,669 --> 02:01:34,719
built on top of it and you like garnet

3139
02:01:40,550 --> 02:01:37,679
properly as a human inside of this world

3140
02:01:43,350 --> 02:01:40,560
which is essentially a trap right which

3141
02:01:46,149 --> 02:01:43,360
is you've learned to find things and

3142
02:01:49,430 --> 02:01:46,159
create things inside of your little

3143
02:01:51,350 --> 02:01:49,440
personal trap bubble that you actually

3144
02:01:53,830 --> 02:01:51,360
love you know you love your house and

3145
02:01:56,790 --> 02:01:53,840
your friend all these things but you

3146
02:01:59,270 --> 02:01:56,800
know that your soul actually really

3147
02:02:01,990 --> 02:01:59,280
feels connected when you

3148
02:02:05,510 --> 02:02:02,000
disconnect from the construct that we've

3149
02:02:07,910 --> 02:02:05,520
created and go back to the nature now if

3150
02:02:08,790 --> 02:02:07,920
only we could learn to live

3151
02:02:11,589 --> 02:02:08,800
that

3152
02:02:13,430 --> 02:02:11,599
construct without the construct and just

3153
02:02:17,350 --> 02:02:13,440
build it onto nature

3154
02:02:19,990 --> 02:02:17,360
yeah yeah that's the we think that there

3155
02:02:22,790 --> 02:02:20,000
needs to be this sort of elevated

3156
02:02:24,950 --> 02:02:22,800
platform that we then build our

3157
02:02:27,109 --> 02:02:24,960
buildings on and these kinds of things

3158
02:02:29,430 --> 02:02:27,119
that keep us a little separate from

3159
02:02:32,470 --> 02:02:29,440
nature and a little protected and it's

3160
02:02:35,430 --> 02:02:32,480
really it just keeps us unintegrated

3161
02:02:37,750 --> 02:02:35,440
the feeling that you get when you

3162
02:02:40,310 --> 02:02:37,760
lay down on some grass

3163
02:02:42,149 --> 02:02:40,320
yeah you know like

3164
02:02:43,669 --> 02:02:42,159
i i don't like you know like like here

3165
02:02:45,510 --> 02:02:43,679
at barton springs right you know you see

3166
02:02:47,030 --> 02:02:45,520
everybody and they're laying on towels

3167
02:02:49,030 --> 02:02:47,040
they've got blinds out and like i get it

3168
02:02:50,629 --> 02:02:49,040
and their boobies are out so

3169
02:02:52,070 --> 02:02:50,639
it's also a good place

3170
02:02:54,790 --> 02:02:52,080
connecting with nature dude you know

3171
02:02:57,750 --> 02:02:54,800
boobies are nature so yeah but the

3172
02:02:59,990 --> 02:02:57,760
feeling of just laying on some grass or

3173
02:03:02,070 --> 02:03:00,000
just walking outside in your front yard

3174
02:03:05,830 --> 02:03:02,080
with no shoes on like

3175
02:03:07,270 --> 02:03:05,840
that feeling dude that energy is is like

3176
02:03:11,189 --> 02:03:07,280
you're not concerned about getting some

3177
02:03:12,790 --> 02:03:11,199
grass stains on your pants yeah

3178
02:03:15,030 --> 02:03:12,800
all these things but we've made all

3179
02:03:16,550 --> 02:03:15,040
these things to like trip our brains up

3180
02:03:20,709 --> 02:03:16,560
yeah oh but there's bugs in there you

3181
02:03:22,629 --> 02:03:20,719
could get you know jiggers or like

3182
02:03:24,709 --> 02:03:22,639
that's that's where they live what do

3183
02:03:26,550 --> 02:03:24,719
you mean you know what i'm saying

3184
02:03:28,470 --> 02:03:26,560
they live in the grass

3185
02:03:29,270 --> 02:03:28,480
they were nice enough to let us hang out

3186
02:03:30,229 --> 02:03:29,280
on it

3187
02:03:31,750 --> 02:03:30,239
right

3188
02:03:33,750 --> 02:03:31,760
so what i got a couple [\h__\h] bites

3189
02:03:35,910 --> 02:03:33,760
i'll get over it yeah they let you

3190
02:03:40,550 --> 02:03:35,920
that's their home dude you yeah you set

3191
02:03:43,669 --> 02:03:40,560
your stink butt on their house like

3192
02:03:44,870 --> 02:03:43,679
that come back the same idea that like

3193
02:03:47,109 --> 02:03:44,880
maybe

3194
02:03:50,310 --> 02:03:47,119
a quarter of a million years ago our

3195
02:03:53,270 --> 02:03:50,320
species was stepped on by a giant and

3196
02:03:56,390 --> 02:03:53,280
treated like ants and until we [\h__\h]

3197
02:03:57,430 --> 02:03:56,400
realized to not treat all the other

3198
02:03:58,950 --> 02:03:57,440
things

3199
02:04:01,270 --> 02:03:58,960
like the ants that they are and just

3200
02:04:02,310 --> 02:04:01,280
like step on them but actually learn how

3201
02:04:05,669 --> 02:04:02,320
to like

3202
02:04:08,870 --> 02:04:05,679
use it and integrate it and it's like

3203
02:04:13,189 --> 02:04:08,880
why would we be incorporated into a

3204
02:04:14,870 --> 02:04:13,199
world like a galactic scale world where

3205
02:04:17,910 --> 02:04:14,880
there's so many beautiful things going

3206
02:04:20,790 --> 02:04:17,920
on and we're just this tiny little fleck

3207
02:04:23,270 --> 02:04:20,800
if we can't build a world that doesn't

3208
02:04:25,589 --> 02:04:23,280
even integrate like all of its people

3209
02:04:27,510 --> 02:04:25,599
into it like you know that seems to be

3210
02:04:30,310 --> 02:04:27,520
the base level

3211
02:04:31,910 --> 02:04:30,320
of if we can make sure like you know

3212
02:04:35,270 --> 02:04:31,920
people aren't just

3213
02:04:37,430 --> 02:04:35,280
undiagnosed neurodivergent 10 year 20

3214
02:04:39,189 --> 02:04:37,440
years ago and then they grow up and now

3215
02:04:41,990 --> 02:04:39,199
they're homeless and they're actually

3216
02:04:43,990 --> 02:04:42,000
like you know they got an iq of 160

3217
02:04:46,709 --> 02:04:44,000
something but they just

3218
02:04:47,910 --> 02:04:46,719
don't know how to do basic things

3219
02:04:49,990 --> 02:04:47,920
because of

3220
02:04:52,950 --> 02:04:50,000
undiagnosed autism and now they're dying

3221
02:04:54,470 --> 02:04:52,960
in the street right yeah yeah that we

3222
02:04:56,229 --> 02:04:54,480
live in dude

3223
02:04:58,229 --> 02:04:56,239
i for the past

3224
02:05:01,270 --> 02:04:58,239
man i would say maybe like the past four

3225
02:05:03,189 --> 02:05:01,280
years i've had this weird thing happen

3226
02:05:05,750 --> 02:05:03,199
to me where like

3227
02:05:07,189 --> 02:05:05,760
i and i specifically remember it too

3228
02:05:09,189 --> 02:05:07,199
like

3229
02:05:11,830 --> 02:05:09,199
i was walking down the street

3230
02:05:14,149 --> 02:05:11,840
and i heard a crunch and i was like what

3231
02:05:15,830 --> 02:05:14,159
the hell and i i looked down

3232
02:05:19,270 --> 02:05:15,840
i stepped on a snail

3233
02:05:21,830 --> 02:05:19,280
and oh yeah for some reason dude it like

3234
02:05:24,069 --> 02:05:21,840
hit me like hard like in the in the

3235
02:05:26,390 --> 02:05:24,079
feels like i've never had that feeling

3236
02:05:28,470 --> 02:05:26,400
before and like i was like what the [\h__\h]

3237
02:05:29,910 --> 02:05:28,480
and you know like some time went by you

3238
02:05:31,910 --> 02:05:29,920
know there'd be bugs in the house or

3239
02:05:34,709 --> 02:05:31,920
whatever and i'd swat them and i would

3240
02:05:37,030 --> 02:05:34,719
get this like terrible feeling you know

3241
02:05:38,790 --> 02:05:37,040
and you're like it's just a bug but for

3242
02:05:40,629 --> 02:05:38,800
some reason and now it like drives my

3243
02:05:42,310 --> 02:05:40,639
wife crazy because like there will be

3244
02:05:43,990 --> 02:05:42,320
like a wasp in the house or something

3245
02:05:45,669 --> 02:05:44,000
and i'm sitting there with like trying

3246
02:05:47,589 --> 02:05:45,679
to like get with like a cup and just

3247
02:05:50,149 --> 02:05:47,599
like let him outside i'm like because he

3248
02:05:52,790 --> 02:05:50,159
didn't he didn't mean to to be here you

3249
02:05:55,589 --> 02:05:52,800
know he doesn't have to die just because

3250
02:05:57,510 --> 02:05:55,599
right you know he came here or like i'll

3251
02:05:59,910 --> 02:05:57,520
be sitting outside and like a tree bug

3252
02:06:01,830 --> 02:05:59,920
or something or like fly and like it'll

3253
02:06:03,750 --> 02:06:01,840
land on me and usually i would freak out

3254
02:06:05,669 --> 02:06:03,760
and like try to squash it and slap it

3255
02:06:08,310 --> 02:06:05,679
and now i'll kind of like

3256
02:06:10,629 --> 02:06:08,320
i'll take a deep breath and i'll just

3257
02:06:12,390 --> 02:06:10,639
kind of like maybe nudge it off of me i

3258
02:06:14,790 --> 02:06:12,400
don't want to touch it but it's like

3259
02:06:17,270 --> 02:06:14,800
like i have to sense this feeling of

3260
02:06:19,030 --> 02:06:17,280
like just like getting over that and

3261
02:06:20,709 --> 02:06:19,040
like well you know they didn't this

3262
02:06:22,950 --> 02:06:20,719
isn't intentional they're not

3263
02:06:24,870 --> 02:06:22,960
intentionally harming you or trying to

3264
02:06:27,990 --> 02:06:24,880
like go kill you and your family it's

3265
02:06:29,669 --> 02:06:28,000
the bug you know it's like i don't know

3266
02:06:32,470 --> 02:06:29,679
it's it's like these crazy things it's

3267
02:06:33,910 --> 02:06:32,480
like it's the branding

3268
02:06:36,310 --> 02:06:33,920
no i

3269
02:06:38,550 --> 02:06:36,320
the stink bug the the tree bug you're

3270
02:06:40,390 --> 02:06:38,560
talking about it's a very common species

3271
02:06:43,270 --> 02:06:40,400
of beetle i believe it's called the

3272
02:06:45,430 --> 02:06:43,280
stink bug yeah and uh they don't i mean

3273
02:06:48,470 --> 02:06:45,440
they don't actually like don't do [\h__\h]

3274
02:06:49,910 --> 02:06:48,480
dude they're like so they're so chill

3275
02:06:52,470 --> 02:06:49,920
the reason they stink is because you

3276
02:06:55,030 --> 02:06:52,480
kill them yeah yeah don't kill them just

3277
02:06:57,589 --> 02:06:55,040
move them even when we had like spiders

3278
02:06:59,910 --> 02:06:57,599
dude like we lived in wilderness in

3279
02:07:02,310 --> 02:06:59,920
georgetown here like dude

3280
02:07:04,790 --> 02:07:02,320
i was like babe i've got to do something

3281
02:07:07,350 --> 02:07:04,800
about these spotlights we go out there

3282
02:07:08,229 --> 02:07:07,360
bro like i'm talking harry potter-sized

3283
02:07:10,550 --> 02:07:08,239
like

3284
02:07:13,510 --> 02:07:10,560
spiders dude they talked at me in a very

3285
02:07:15,109 --> 02:07:13,520
low accent very very deep and and

3286
02:07:16,790 --> 02:07:15,119
british accent

3287
02:07:19,109 --> 02:07:16,800
uh and i just moved

3288
02:07:21,510 --> 02:07:19,119
we just move them cause

3289
02:07:22,790 --> 02:07:21,520
you know like maybe five years ago i

3290
02:07:23,830 --> 02:07:22,800
would not have i would have killed that

3291
02:07:25,350 --> 02:07:23,840
[\h__\h]

3292
02:07:27,109 --> 02:07:25,360
yeah but after i've been into this kind

3293
02:07:28,629 --> 02:07:27,119
of stuff we're talking about like i just

3294
02:07:29,430 --> 02:07:28,639
moved them to a different place like hey

3295
02:07:31,830 --> 02:07:29,440
yo

3296
02:07:33,589 --> 02:07:31,840
go hunt over here dude like there's

3297
02:07:35,189 --> 02:07:33,599
other houses

3298
02:07:36,709 --> 02:07:35,199
i'll kill the [\h__\h] out of a mosquito man

3299
02:07:38,069 --> 02:07:36,719
i don't even play oh yeah [\h__\h]

3300
02:07:39,830 --> 02:07:38,079
mosquitoes

3301
02:07:41,109 --> 02:07:39,840
isn't that funny that's the one that i

3302
02:07:44,470 --> 02:07:41,119
draw the line was like nope it's

3303
02:07:46,550 --> 02:07:44,480
parasite nope i don't i will i will i

3304
02:07:49,830 --> 02:07:46,560
will i'll still brush off when i can but

3305
02:07:52,470 --> 02:07:49,840
i have i've this summer in particular i

3306
02:07:55,030 --> 02:07:52,480
was alone in like a very like there's

3307
02:07:57,270 --> 02:07:55,040
like a little wooded patch and i was

3308
02:07:59,990 --> 02:07:57,280
getting a lot of bugs in and i was just

3309
02:08:02,310 --> 02:08:00,000
like man i'm doing so good i spent two

3310
02:08:05,189 --> 02:08:02,320
hours one night grabbing like 20 flies

3311
02:08:10,149 --> 02:08:07,990
this is awful why am i out and then and

3312
02:08:12,310 --> 02:08:10,159
then i just that night i was like woke

3313
02:08:13,750 --> 02:08:12,320
up and there's just a mosquito like on

3314
02:08:16,390 --> 02:08:13,760
my chest and i was just like you know

3315
02:08:17,589 --> 02:08:16,400
what and i lined it up and flicked it

3316
02:08:20,149 --> 02:08:17,599
off

3317
02:08:22,470 --> 02:08:20,159
i'm gonna pay some karmic price for that

3318
02:08:24,390 --> 02:08:22,480
i'll get that and that's fine

3319
02:08:25,669 --> 02:08:24,400
like like the universe was tempting you

3320
02:08:27,430 --> 02:08:25,679
because they were like hey you're doing

3321
02:08:28,709 --> 02:08:27,440
really [\h__\h] good man you're doing

3322
02:08:30,950 --> 02:08:28,719
right you were doing all the right

3323
02:08:32,950 --> 02:08:30,960
things but we're gonna send a mosquito

3324
02:08:34,709 --> 02:08:32,960
to literally try to suck the blood out

3325
02:08:36,950 --> 02:08:34,719
of the tip of your nipple and just see

3326
02:08:40,069 --> 02:08:36,960
what you do like yeah you know what i

3327
02:08:42,470 --> 02:08:40,079
have a line i have a line there it is i

3328
02:08:45,030 --> 02:08:42,480
think that's okay you know yeah no it's

3329
02:08:46,470 --> 02:08:45,040
good yeah i like i loved that concept i

3330
02:08:49,750 --> 02:08:46,480
was a person who grew up as like a

3331
02:08:51,510 --> 02:08:49,760
perpetual people pleaser um i love the

3332
02:08:53,030 --> 02:08:51,520
concept of like learning about

3333
02:08:55,669 --> 02:08:53,040
boundaries you know which is gonna be

3334
02:08:56,950 --> 02:08:55,679
such like a bum uh like a

3335
02:08:58,470 --> 02:08:56,960
just like a bad

3336
02:09:00,310 --> 02:08:58,480
it's boring it's awful and it's like

3337
02:09:02,470 --> 02:09:00,320
painful and it's like oh man i've

3338
02:09:05,350 --> 02:09:02,480
crossed everybody's boundaries that i've

3339
02:09:09,030 --> 02:09:05,360
ever met have and i great

3340
02:09:11,109 --> 02:09:09,040
but really learning boundaries and um

3341
02:09:14,310 --> 02:09:11,119
you learn that like it's the things you

3342
02:09:17,589 --> 02:09:14,320
say no to that actually define you

3343
02:09:19,430 --> 02:09:17,599
because your edges that actually create

3344
02:09:21,910 --> 02:09:19,440
the boundaries and it's like oh well

3345
02:09:24,069 --> 02:09:21,920
that's kind of cool yeah yeah maybe i

3346
02:09:28,069 --> 02:09:24,079
could be a little more responsible with

3347
02:09:30,470 --> 02:09:28,079
myself sometimes you know yes man yeah

3348
02:09:32,149 --> 02:09:30,480
dude so

3349
02:09:33,990 --> 02:09:32,159
i cannot believe it's already been two

3350
02:09:37,109 --> 02:09:34,000
hours but i i want to get into this a

3351
02:09:38,310 --> 02:09:37,119
little bit sure you know we had talked

3352
02:09:43,030 --> 02:09:38,320
about how

3353
02:09:47,589 --> 02:09:45,350
there's there's an explanation for it

3354
02:09:49,589 --> 02:09:47,599
right you know like there's a very

3355
02:09:52,229 --> 02:09:49,599
reasonable explanation we just haven't

3356
02:09:54,870 --> 02:09:52,239
really figured it out yet so i want to

3357
02:09:56,229 --> 02:09:54,880
get into this

3358
02:10:00,950 --> 02:09:56,239
aliens

3359
02:10:01,910 --> 02:10:00,960
are your thoughts

3360
02:10:04,310 --> 02:10:01,920
so

3361
02:10:04,320 --> 02:10:06,709
the

3362
02:10:12,069 --> 02:10:09,990
one is this idea that i think was really

3363
02:10:13,910 --> 02:10:12,079
popular last summer that it seemed to

3364
02:10:16,229 --> 02:10:13,920
like die down a bit that we were gonna

3365
02:10:18,149 --> 02:10:16,239
like experience some mass contact or

3366
02:10:20,229 --> 02:10:18,159
something like that

3367
02:10:22,709 --> 02:10:20,239
it's like i don't i don't think that

3368
02:10:25,589 --> 02:10:22,719
that's likely or ever gonna happen and

3369
02:10:27,910 --> 02:10:25,599
it's got nothing to do with

3370
02:10:30,229 --> 02:10:27,920
the idea that like maybe things don't

3371
02:10:32,550 --> 02:10:30,239
exist i think it's like

3372
02:10:33,910 --> 02:10:32,560
quite quite the opposite exactly it's

3373
02:10:36,790 --> 02:10:33,920
like

3374
02:10:39,430 --> 02:10:36,800
there's so many things

3375
02:10:42,310 --> 02:10:39,440
in so many species and interactions out

3376
02:10:46,149 --> 02:10:42,320
there and it is actually happening but

3377
02:10:49,669 --> 02:10:46,159
it it won't happen in the way that like

3378
02:10:53,030 --> 02:10:49,679
pop culture ever personified it to

3379
02:10:56,709 --> 02:10:53,040
because that's just not how the

3380
02:10:59,910 --> 02:10:56,719
mechanisms of reality work right right

3381
02:11:00,790 --> 02:10:59,920
have a physical external experience like

3382
02:11:05,669 --> 02:11:00,800
that

3383
02:11:08,229 --> 02:11:05,679
to

3384
02:11:10,950 --> 02:11:08,239
a whole set of people

3385
02:11:14,470 --> 02:11:10,960
it would have to be an experience that

3386
02:11:16,229 --> 02:11:14,480
validates an existing belief

3387
02:11:19,189 --> 02:11:16,239
that's in alignment with like the

3388
02:11:22,229 --> 02:11:19,199
mechanisms of the universe but a proving

3389
02:11:24,149 --> 02:11:22,239
experience is not remember like this

3390
02:11:27,669 --> 02:11:24,159
comes from like i wrote about in that

3391
02:11:29,430 --> 02:11:27,679
comment everything is self fulfilling

3392
02:11:30,550 --> 02:11:29,440
prophecies

3393
02:11:33,270 --> 02:11:30,560
they're not

3394
02:11:36,470 --> 02:11:33,280
like you don't have a you don't self

3395
02:11:38,950 --> 02:11:36,480
create a prophecy that disproves you

3396
02:11:40,870 --> 02:11:38,960
unless what you're asking for is like

3397
02:11:42,709 --> 02:11:40,880
the actual answer or the actual

3398
02:11:44,870 --> 02:11:42,719
information or whatever

3399
02:11:47,589 --> 02:11:44,880
so we're not gonna get like with this

3400
02:11:48,629 --> 02:11:47,599
attitude of like we're here we're alone

3401
02:11:50,069 --> 02:11:48,639
whatever

3402
02:11:52,069 --> 02:11:50,079
we're not gonna get this we're never

3403
02:11:54,390 --> 02:11:52,079
gonna get this independence day thing

3404
02:11:56,870 --> 02:11:54,400
where like they come and blow it up or

3405
02:11:59,430 --> 02:11:56,880
whatever but or the mars attacks version

3406
02:12:02,629 --> 02:11:59,440
or whatever but there also isn't going

3407
02:12:05,430 --> 02:12:02,639
to be this like large scale we come in

3408
02:12:07,430 --> 02:12:05,440
peace thing right yeah

3409
02:12:09,910 --> 02:12:07,440
which which movie is sexier uh

3410
02:12:11,990 --> 02:12:09,920
independence day or mars attacks it's uh

3411
02:12:15,030 --> 02:12:12,000
will smith oh see that is tough though

3412
02:12:18,790 --> 02:12:15,040
yeah is his wife is very hot she

3413
02:12:21,109 --> 02:12:18,800
uh also attacks ladies

3414
02:12:24,390 --> 02:12:21,119
yeah both ladies both will smith's wide

3415
02:12:25,589 --> 02:12:24,400
very hot and you got the whole the 1950s

3416
02:12:28,390 --> 02:12:25,599
like

3417
02:12:31,109 --> 02:12:28,400
pinup doll motif yeah you got that whole

3418
02:12:33,270 --> 02:12:31,119
atomic era thing going on yeah yes like

3419
02:12:35,270 --> 02:12:33,280
i there's something weird in like i

3420
02:12:38,229 --> 02:12:35,280
don't know if they used like the you

3421
02:12:40,470 --> 02:12:38,239
know fibonacci spiral to biologically

3422
02:12:42,950 --> 02:12:40,480
there's something about ever all men are

3423
02:12:44,790 --> 02:12:42,960
like nope i actually agree with that

3424
02:12:51,430 --> 02:12:44,800
maybe it's just all white guys i don't

3425
02:12:56,470 --> 02:12:53,669
we've all like collectively like thumbed

3426
02:12:58,149 --> 02:12:56,480
up the whole like that whole motif i

3427
02:13:00,390 --> 02:12:58,159
don't know i think it's the 50s brawl

3428
02:13:03,189 --> 02:13:00,400
that's the pointy bra i think it might

3429
02:13:06,870 --> 02:13:05,030
of creatures that we're like i don't

3430
02:13:09,510 --> 02:13:06,880
know maybe that's more efficient of a

3431
02:13:11,430 --> 02:13:09,520
way if they're pointy i mean it's a cone

3432
02:13:13,109 --> 02:13:11,440
man yeah

3433
02:13:15,030 --> 02:13:13,119
computer man you know it'll be it'd be

3434
02:13:17,109 --> 02:13:15,040
music yeah we're really we're all

3435
02:13:19,669 --> 02:13:17,119
disgusting and dumb and like

3436
02:13:21,030 --> 02:13:19,679
madonna was a huge hit right

3437
02:13:23,030 --> 02:13:21,040
we're like let's talk about let's hang

3438
02:13:25,990 --> 02:13:23,040
out and talk about consciousness guys

3439
02:13:27,990 --> 02:13:26,000
it's like we're all fueled by sex and

3440
02:13:31,270 --> 02:13:28,000
taboos and like that's

3441
02:13:33,109 --> 02:13:31,280
whatever which kind of harkens back to

3442
02:13:33,830 --> 02:13:33,119
backstage what we were talking about

3443
02:13:39,830 --> 02:13:33,840
it's

3444
02:13:43,270 --> 02:13:39,840
plane of existence exactly what we said

3445
02:13:46,470 --> 02:13:43,280
earlier like as above so below all these

3446
02:13:48,870 --> 02:13:46,480
things like we get this we have and this

3447
02:13:51,990 --> 02:13:48,880
is like where i lose a lot of this

3448
02:13:53,990 --> 02:13:52,000
modern day spirituality and but

3449
02:13:57,430 --> 02:13:54,000
talks about some really out there cool

3450
02:13:59,910 --> 02:13:57,440
concepts like this notion of there being

3451
02:14:02,870 --> 02:13:59,920
some galactic federation that is this

3452
02:14:04,950 --> 02:14:02,880
conglomerate of all these enhanced

3453
02:14:07,109 --> 02:14:04,960
enlightened species from higher

3454
02:14:09,990 --> 02:14:07,119
dimensions and higher realities from all

3455
02:14:12,629 --> 02:14:10,000
across the galaxy and maybe even other

3456
02:14:15,350 --> 02:14:12,639
galaxies into andromeda and they look

3457
02:14:17,990 --> 02:14:15,360
over people and planets and species and

3458
02:14:21,589 --> 02:14:18,000
help them evolve like that's a beautiful

3459
02:14:23,189 --> 02:14:21,599
thing if you think that they're so p if

3460
02:14:25,589 --> 02:14:23,199
that does exist

3461
02:14:28,390 --> 02:14:25,599
and you think that they're so pure and

3462
02:14:30,709 --> 02:14:28,400
enlightened in all this [\h__\h]

3463
02:14:32,470 --> 02:14:30,719
then like

3464
02:14:34,149 --> 02:14:32,480
you're you probably assume that about

3465
02:14:37,430 --> 02:14:34,159
our own government

3466
02:14:40,709 --> 02:14:37,440
and that's obviously not the case right

3467
02:14:44,229 --> 02:14:40,719
yeah it's the same thing it's just

3468
02:14:45,270 --> 02:14:44,239
corruption and politics and somebody

3469
02:14:48,229 --> 02:14:45,280
with the

3470
02:14:50,870 --> 02:14:48,239
my name's commander aftar and i'm the

3471
02:14:52,870 --> 02:14:50,880
leader of whatever group

3472
02:14:55,189 --> 02:14:52,880
you're not

3473
02:14:56,629 --> 02:14:55,199
can i just can i just like emphasize

3474
02:14:59,830 --> 02:14:56,639
what you just said

3475
02:15:03,510 --> 02:14:59,840
sure is that because i i 100

3476
02:15:05,270 --> 02:15:03,520
percent percent a line on that like the

3477
02:15:07,189 --> 02:15:05,280
same type of mind the same type of

3478
02:15:09,910 --> 02:15:07,199
person and i'm not like you know trying

3479
02:15:12,790 --> 02:15:09,920
to be mean here but it's this black or

3480
02:15:14,950 --> 02:15:12,800
white thing where like

3481
02:15:16,870 --> 02:15:14,960
almost like the halo effect where like

3482
02:15:19,109 --> 02:15:16,880
our government officials can't possibly

3483
02:15:21,589 --> 02:15:19,119
think about sex they can't possibly pay

3484
02:15:23,910 --> 02:15:21,599
for prostitutes no way

3485
02:15:26,550 --> 02:15:23,920
even though i watched a video about how

3486
02:15:28,550 --> 02:15:26,560
ted cruz said at 20 years old that one

3487
02:15:30,790 --> 02:15:28,560
day he wants to hopefully take over the

3488
02:15:33,350 --> 02:15:30,800
world he was just joking he's not

3489
02:15:35,430 --> 02:15:33,360
actually driven by any kind of

3490
02:15:37,189 --> 02:15:35,440
narcissistic thought like that even a

3491
02:15:40,310 --> 02:15:37,199
little bit

3492
02:15:43,030 --> 02:15:40,320
what are you talking about like okay

3493
02:15:45,270 --> 02:15:43,040
so this is the point of it there this is

3494
02:15:46,550 --> 02:15:45,280
like the point of like where i think

3495
02:15:48,229 --> 02:15:46,560
it's like becomes this huge

3496
02:15:52,069 --> 02:15:48,239
disassociation

3497
02:15:54,229 --> 02:15:52,079
is that we literally want to remove it

3498
02:15:56,229 --> 02:15:54,239
and this is like where also dogma comes

3499
02:15:58,950 --> 02:15:56,239
from in like religion of like looking to

3500
02:16:00,390 --> 02:15:58,960
like god in some seat at the throne or

3501
02:16:02,790 --> 02:16:00,400
whatever and i mean like an

3502
02:16:05,990 --> 02:16:02,800
anthropomorphized like you know bearded

3503
02:16:09,589 --> 02:16:06,000
white man god not like a taoist or

3504
02:16:12,629 --> 02:16:09,599
buddhist like god is everything

3505
02:16:15,189 --> 02:16:12,639
yeah oh yeah yeah so like this guy

3506
02:16:17,910 --> 02:16:15,199
that's gonna eventually solve all of our

3507
02:16:19,750 --> 02:16:17,920
problems right just like papa government

3508
02:16:22,790 --> 02:16:19,760
will eventually solve all of our

3509
02:16:25,669 --> 02:16:22,800
problems well the aliens one day will

3510
02:16:27,510 --> 02:16:25,679
come and solve all of our problems yeah

3511
02:16:28,709 --> 02:16:27,520
so

3512
02:16:29,669 --> 02:16:28,719
because

3513
02:16:32,389 --> 02:16:29,679
that's

3514
02:16:35,910 --> 02:16:32,399
never gonna be how it works

3515
02:16:39,190 --> 02:16:35,920
ever on any level it's never been did

3516
02:16:42,629 --> 02:16:39,200
your teachers solve your problems

3517
02:16:46,469 --> 02:16:42,639
did your parents solve your problems no

3518
02:16:48,549 --> 02:16:46,479
you did you told us how but they didn't

3519
02:16:49,750 --> 02:16:48,559
solve any of our problems right and

3520
02:16:51,750 --> 02:16:49,760
sometimes

3521
02:16:54,070 --> 02:16:51,760
how to and they told us the wrong

3522
02:16:56,709 --> 02:16:54,080
methods because they didn't really know

3523
02:16:58,870 --> 02:16:56,719
because they actually had those problems

3524
02:17:00,950 --> 02:16:58,880
and then projected them into it and so

3525
02:17:03,270 --> 02:17:00,960
we've had a whole culture that's done

3526
02:17:05,190 --> 02:17:03,280
that and now we still have this removed

3527
02:17:08,070 --> 02:17:05,200
thing and so whether it's god the

3528
02:17:11,349 --> 02:17:08,080
government or aliens we have this idea

3529
02:17:12,790 --> 02:17:11,359
that something removed from us is going

3530
02:17:16,790 --> 02:17:12,800
to save us

3531
02:17:18,790 --> 02:17:16,800
all the real aliens are here

3532
02:17:22,309 --> 02:17:18,800
all the real ones

3533
02:17:25,429 --> 02:17:22,319
the real ones that are really truly

3534
02:17:26,709 --> 02:17:25,439
genuinely here to help humanity are

3535
02:17:28,870 --> 02:17:26,719
humans

3536
02:17:31,509 --> 02:17:28,880
we're all here we all

3537
02:17:33,429 --> 02:17:31,519
took on the same plight

3538
02:17:35,669 --> 02:17:33,439
as the rest of humanity and that's what

3539
02:17:37,030 --> 02:17:35,679
i said earlier about this idea i don't

3540
02:17:39,669 --> 02:17:37,040
actually remember if we were recording

3541
02:17:42,709 --> 02:17:39,679
or not yet this idea that like about

3542
02:17:45,429 --> 02:17:42,719
half of the species are about half of

3543
02:17:48,309 --> 02:17:45,439
our population it's just like

3544
02:17:50,709 --> 02:17:48,319
new souls new consciousness it's

3545
02:17:54,230 --> 02:17:50,719
basically the idea of

3546
02:17:56,150 --> 02:17:54,240
taking a number and adding another digit

3547
02:17:58,629 --> 02:17:56,160
onto the back of it you know yeah after

3548
02:18:00,709 --> 02:17:58,639
the decimal place you have a new number

3549
02:18:03,990 --> 02:18:00,719
there right that's a new conscious it's

3550
02:18:07,030 --> 02:18:04,000
really just an expression of expansion

3551
02:18:08,389 --> 02:18:07,040
but that's what new consciousness is

3552
02:18:11,750 --> 02:18:08,399
as this

3553
02:18:14,790 --> 02:18:11,760
pyramid from the origin point spreads

3554
02:18:17,349 --> 02:18:14,800
and spreads and spreads it's just more

3555
02:18:19,589 --> 02:18:17,359
nuanced that is created

3556
02:18:21,990 --> 02:18:19,599
more nuance of perspective and it's a

3557
02:18:24,870 --> 02:18:22,000
great thing but that's what we're full

3558
02:18:27,110 --> 02:18:24,880
of right now is this nuance of

3559
02:18:29,669 --> 02:18:27,120
perspective and we got to come back to

3560
02:18:31,589 --> 02:18:29,679
these like core principles and core

3561
02:18:35,509 --> 02:18:31,599
truths of like

3562
02:18:36,870 --> 02:18:35,519
reality is this very

3563
02:18:40,549 --> 02:18:36,880
mirrored

3564
02:18:41,589 --> 02:18:40,559
principle effect thing and yeah we can't

3565
02:18:44,230 --> 02:18:41,599
ever

3566
02:18:45,669 --> 02:18:44,240
be saved by something

3567
02:18:47,750 --> 02:18:45,679
outside of us

3568
02:18:49,589 --> 02:18:47,760
so this notion of like looking up to

3569
02:18:52,309 --> 02:18:49,599
aliens one it's like i don't want to

3570
02:18:55,830 --> 02:18:52,319
discredit anything that i actually like

3571
02:18:58,309 --> 02:18:55,840
experiences too because like i'm also

3572
02:19:00,790 --> 02:18:58,319
like a huge believer i've had contact

3573
02:19:02,469 --> 02:19:00,800
experiences myself i'm pretty sure i'd

3574
02:19:05,030 --> 02:19:02,479
contact experiences when i was like

3575
02:19:07,830 --> 02:19:05,040
young young but i like had

3576
02:19:10,389 --> 02:19:07,840
real interact like what what do they

3577
02:19:14,230 --> 02:19:10,399
call a close encounter of the fifth kind

3578
02:19:17,190 --> 02:19:14,240
experience with a multi-dimensional a

3579
02:19:21,270 --> 02:19:17,200
higher or higher dimensional higher

3580
02:19:22,150 --> 02:19:21,280
density like entities

3581
02:19:24,950 --> 02:19:22,160
that

3582
02:19:28,950 --> 02:19:24,960
stuff is so real

3583
02:19:35,270 --> 02:19:28,960
but they're not there to save us

3584
02:19:40,790 --> 02:19:37,750
because there is a mutual benefit

3585
02:19:43,349 --> 02:19:40,800
happening as we evolve they evolve as

3586
02:19:46,230 --> 02:19:43,359
they evolve they can shine more light to

3587
02:19:49,349 --> 02:19:46,240
us and we can because it's the whole

3588
02:19:50,469 --> 02:19:49,359
they stopped our evolution and to expand

3589
02:19:51,990 --> 02:19:50,479
on that too

3590
02:19:54,309 --> 02:19:52,000
right i mean you

3591
02:19:57,190 --> 02:19:54,319
even if even if you were to meet

3592
02:19:59,590 --> 02:19:57,200
a whole new species of aliens right not

3593
02:20:00,710 --> 02:19:59,600
only will they have that uh you know

3594
02:20:01,510 --> 02:20:00,720
that that

3595
02:20:04,870 --> 02:20:01,520
uh

3596
02:20:07,110 --> 02:20:04,880
parental suggestion of like

3597
02:20:09,670 --> 02:20:07,120
you know what maybe you should do but

3598
02:20:11,349 --> 02:20:09,680
they're also going to unlock a whole new

3599
02:20:14,550 --> 02:20:11,359
set of problems you didn't even know

3600
02:20:16,950 --> 02:20:14,560
existed and this is where i want to get

3601
02:20:18,950 --> 02:20:16,960
to like we kind of alluded to it earlier

3602
02:20:20,870 --> 02:20:18,960
but like if anybody's still hanging on

3603
02:20:21,990 --> 02:20:20,880
or listening to us at this point like

3604
02:20:24,309 --> 02:20:22,000
okay

3605
02:20:32,469 --> 02:20:24,319
um

3606
02:20:35,270 --> 02:20:32,479
specific and so

3607
02:20:37,990 --> 02:20:35,280
important and that's not to say that

3608
02:20:41,510 --> 02:20:38,000
everything isn't important but i'm like

3609
02:20:44,469 --> 02:20:41,520
we specifically have this

3610
02:20:46,389 --> 02:20:44,479
ability that's unique to us and i don't

3611
02:20:47,750 --> 02:20:46,399
understand that

3612
02:20:49,910 --> 02:20:47,760
like what it is

3613
02:20:51,750 --> 02:20:49,920
completely and that's a little like you

3614
02:20:53,190 --> 02:20:51,760
know we're in the for that old phrase

3615
02:20:55,349 --> 02:20:53,200
like you can't see the forest for the

3616
02:20:57,030 --> 02:20:55,359
trees it's like we're all humans we all

3617
02:20:59,670 --> 02:20:57,040
have these things that are normal but

3618
02:21:02,070 --> 02:20:59,680
it's like i can't really put my finger

3619
02:21:03,990 --> 02:21:02,080
on what it is even with having some

3620
02:21:07,270 --> 02:21:04,000
intuitive connection to it from what i

3621
02:21:09,750 --> 02:21:07,280
understand it's the concept loosely of

3622
02:21:12,630 --> 02:21:09,760
empathy is that

3623
02:21:15,270 --> 02:21:12,640
are there really other beings that can

3624
02:21:17,990 --> 02:21:15,280
or are there like these other species of

3625
02:21:20,309 --> 02:21:18,000
whatever things can they in the way that

3626
02:21:22,389 --> 02:21:20,319
we really can

3627
02:21:24,790 --> 02:21:22,399
step into someone else's shoes

3628
02:21:26,710 --> 02:21:24,800
figuratively like that like you and i

3629
02:21:30,790 --> 02:21:26,720
you could tell me like ben you could

3630
02:21:35,670 --> 02:21:33,910
it could bring me potentially something

3631
02:21:38,230 --> 02:21:35,680
life you know what i mean it's like we

3632
02:21:40,389 --> 02:21:38,240
can connect and tell stories like that

3633
02:21:42,309 --> 02:21:40,399
that are so like meaningful

3634
02:21:44,710 --> 02:21:42,319
and important

3635
02:21:48,469 --> 02:21:44,720
that is the human thing

3636
02:21:49,429 --> 02:21:48,479
that level of like care and empathy

3637
02:21:52,950 --> 02:21:49,439
and

3638
02:21:54,389 --> 02:21:52,960
that's only understood by being human

3639
02:21:56,230 --> 02:21:54,399
and i know this is getting weird for

3640
02:21:59,030 --> 02:21:56,240
maybe some people but like that's what i

3641
02:22:00,870 --> 02:21:59,040
mean by like the real ones that are here

3642
02:22:04,469 --> 02:22:00,880
to help humanity

3643
02:22:07,429 --> 02:22:04,479
are here by being human

3644
02:22:10,150 --> 02:22:07,439
now they're connected to whoever and

3645
02:22:13,349 --> 02:22:10,160
whatever in their own you know worlds

3646
02:22:16,150 --> 02:22:13,359
imagine like whole universes behind that

3647
02:22:18,309 --> 02:22:16,160
are unique to me because

3648
02:22:20,469 --> 02:22:18,319
your higher consciousness didn't travel

3649
02:22:22,150 --> 02:22:20,479
the place that mine has right you went

3650
02:22:22,950 --> 02:22:22,160
to your own places so like there's a

3651
02:22:27,030 --> 02:22:22,960
whole

3652
02:22:28,950 --> 02:22:27,040
my perspective

3653
02:22:30,630 --> 02:22:28,960
behind this

3654
02:22:32,790 --> 02:22:30,640
this part of me

3655
02:22:35,110 --> 02:22:32,800
but what comes through

3656
02:22:38,630 --> 02:22:35,120
is just this

3657
02:22:40,469 --> 02:22:38,640
uniquely you know individualized

3658
02:22:41,429 --> 02:22:40,479
part of the self here

3659
02:22:44,070 --> 02:22:41,439
yeah

3660
02:22:46,630 --> 02:22:44,080
i i kind of want to add there joe is

3661
02:22:48,469 --> 02:22:46,640
like uh

3662
02:22:50,710 --> 02:22:48,479
this might uh

3663
02:22:53,349 --> 02:22:50,720
not come to a lot of surprise of most of

3664
02:22:55,750 --> 02:22:53,359
our listeners but uh

3665
02:22:58,070 --> 02:22:55,760
i took psilocybin mushrooms for the

3666
02:23:00,309 --> 02:22:58,080
first time uh i mean like when i was

3667
02:23:01,510 --> 02:23:00,319
like my [\h__\h] like 20.

3668
02:23:03,830 --> 02:23:01,520
and then

3669
02:23:05,349 --> 02:23:03,840
it was awesome and i had this moment of

3670
02:23:07,590 --> 02:23:05,359
like figuring stuff out there was this

3671
02:23:09,830 --> 02:23:07,600
moment of like this is why that is this

3672
02:23:12,070 --> 02:23:09,840
is why that everything just made sense i

3673
02:23:14,630 --> 02:23:12,080
felt so [\h__\h] smart

3674
02:23:16,630 --> 02:23:14,640
like hubris [\h__\h] smart i felt so

3675
02:23:18,870 --> 02:23:16,640
powerful and then like

3676
02:23:20,790 --> 02:23:18,880
a month later i just had this ego death

3677
02:23:23,910 --> 02:23:20,800
of like and i know i've seen a video of

3678
02:23:25,750 --> 02:23:23,920
yours joe about this um

3679
02:23:27,349 --> 02:23:25,760
maybe not the same

3680
02:23:29,670 --> 02:23:27,359
experience but then

3681
02:23:32,389 --> 02:23:29,680
man like a couple years later i did it

3682
02:23:34,870 --> 02:23:32,399
again with the same group of friends um

3683
02:23:36,469 --> 02:23:34,880
a couple of different people and

3684
02:23:38,389 --> 02:23:36,479
i was just

3685
02:23:40,230 --> 02:23:38,399
i wasn't i was looking forward to the

3686
02:23:42,309 --> 02:23:40,240
experience of the camaraderie of friends

3687
02:23:43,990 --> 02:23:42,319
and like hey i'm this is gonna be fun

3688
02:23:45,670 --> 02:23:44,000
this is gonna be so awesome

3689
02:23:46,870 --> 02:23:45,680
like connect with nature because all of

3690
02:23:49,349 --> 02:23:46,880
it was like

3691
02:23:50,790 --> 02:23:49,359
dude we are one with the or if it like

3692
02:23:52,389 --> 02:23:50,800
is beautiful that was my first

3693
02:23:54,309 --> 02:23:52,399
experience and the second experience i

3694
02:23:55,030 --> 02:23:54,319
had these expectations

3695
02:23:57,910 --> 02:23:55,040
and

3696
02:24:00,550 --> 02:23:57,920
the message that i got was so clear like

3697
02:24:02,469 --> 02:24:00,560
it almost it was if

3698
02:24:05,750 --> 02:24:02,479
the earth

3699
02:24:09,110 --> 02:24:05,760
and the ether were speaking to me yeah i

3700
02:24:10,550 --> 02:24:09,120
could almost hear the damn words dude

3701
02:24:12,870 --> 02:24:10,560
and i was so

3702
02:24:15,670 --> 02:24:12,880
disappointed by these words but also

3703
02:24:18,309 --> 02:24:15,680
like hey it's fine okay i understand it

3704
02:24:20,630 --> 02:24:18,319
and those words were

3705
02:24:24,309 --> 02:24:20,640
dude just

3706
02:24:36,070 --> 02:24:24,319
not verbatim not verbatim right

3707
02:24:40,830 --> 02:24:37,830
the message was

3708
02:24:44,230 --> 02:24:40,840
don't don't seek change

3709
02:24:45,110 --> 02:24:44,240
continue with what you are doing do not

3710
02:24:46,630 --> 02:24:45,120
seek

3711
02:24:48,469 --> 02:24:46,640
anything

3712
02:24:51,349 --> 02:24:48,479
that you think that you're not capable

3713
02:24:53,110 --> 02:24:51,359
of that was the idea like you're not

3714
02:24:55,349 --> 02:24:53,120
like we aren't here to seek something

3715
02:24:57,190 --> 02:24:55,359
that we're not capable of like not to

3716
02:25:00,790 --> 02:24:57,200
say hey

3717
02:25:01,830 --> 02:25:00,800
you can't fly okay well prove that wrong

3718
02:25:03,910 --> 02:25:01,840
okay

3719
02:25:06,550 --> 02:25:03,920
the idea was

3720
02:25:08,070 --> 02:25:06,560
that i received it's so hard i barely i

3721
02:25:10,469 --> 02:25:08,080
rarely speak about this man like this is

3722
02:25:13,190 --> 02:25:10,479
why it's so i'm struggling here

3723
02:25:15,110 --> 02:25:13,200
but um if if you can relate in any way

3724
02:25:17,750 --> 02:25:15,120
the idea was was kind of a letdown it

3725
02:25:19,270 --> 02:25:17,760
was like i'm waiting for this hey last

3726
02:25:21,670 --> 02:25:19,280
time i met you

3727
02:25:23,510 --> 02:25:21,680
this this consciousness you know that i

3728
02:25:25,270 --> 02:25:23,520
consumed and i just had such a great

3729
02:25:27,110 --> 02:25:25,280
time i i just figured i felt like i

3730
02:25:29,750 --> 02:25:27,120
figured out their universe and now i'm

3731
02:25:31,910 --> 02:25:29,760
at level two now dude and now level two

3732
02:25:34,309 --> 02:25:31,920
i'm looking for level three let's go

3733
02:25:35,110 --> 02:25:34,319
and the answer that i got was

3734
02:25:37,110 --> 02:25:35,120
hate

3735
02:25:38,710 --> 02:25:37,120
well it wasn't nihilus in that way it

3736
02:25:39,590 --> 02:25:38,720
wasn't like

3737
02:25:41,510 --> 02:25:39,600
uh

3738
02:25:42,230 --> 02:25:41,520
not to say what you said was nihilus but

3739
02:25:46,790 --> 02:25:42,240
like

3740
02:25:50,230 --> 02:25:46,800
being kind of collectively in a post

3741
02:25:52,230 --> 02:25:50,240
nihilistic idea in this collective it's

3742
02:25:55,190 --> 02:25:52,240
almost like you know sorry move that's

3743
02:25:57,830 --> 02:25:55,200
the point of it sucks it just all it all

3744
02:25:59,750 --> 02:25:57,840
it says is like dude you're fine stop

3745
02:26:02,630 --> 02:25:59,760
worrying about just do it

3746
02:26:05,750 --> 02:26:02,640
have [\h__\h] fun dance naked in the rain

3747
02:26:07,510 --> 02:26:05,760
in the mud man get your ass dirty poop

3748
02:26:09,429 --> 02:26:07,520
in the wilderness no

3749
02:26:11,590 --> 02:26:09,439
no pants bro

3750
02:26:13,510 --> 02:26:11,600
no pants let's go that's it's almost

3751
02:26:15,510 --> 02:26:13,520
like when you when you find out like

3752
02:26:16,790 --> 02:26:15,520
you're gonna die someday you know and

3753
02:26:18,950 --> 02:26:16,800
you kind of like think about it for a

3754
02:26:20,630 --> 02:26:18,960
while and then you're like

3755
02:26:22,550 --> 02:26:20,640
all right i think there's nothing i can

3756
02:26:24,389 --> 02:26:22,560
do about this i'm eventually gonna die

3757
02:26:28,230 --> 02:26:24,399
someday right which you would think is

3758
02:26:31,830 --> 02:26:28,240
like maybe not a cool message but then

3759
02:26:34,710 --> 02:26:31,840
you know if after this is is awesome it

3760
02:26:37,110 --> 02:26:34,720
is a cool message you just have to wait

3761
02:26:40,389 --> 02:26:37,120
for it right you know

3762
02:26:42,950 --> 02:26:40,399
see i love that joe but i also love the

3763
02:26:45,190 --> 02:26:42,960
the flip side and in the the mirror

3764
02:26:46,870 --> 02:26:45,200
image of that is like i love knowing

3765
02:26:48,950 --> 02:26:46,880
that nothing matters so i could just say

3766
02:26:51,030 --> 02:26:48,960
whatever the [\h__\h] i want now

3767
02:26:53,590 --> 02:26:51,040
and just be myself now

3768
02:26:55,750 --> 02:26:53,600
like well just be yourself now like

3769
02:26:57,030 --> 02:26:55,760
you're all gonna die dude

3770
02:26:59,910 --> 02:26:57,040
yeah dude

3771
02:27:02,230 --> 02:26:59,920
i think that that's part of this whole

3772
02:27:03,510 --> 02:27:02,240
because remember we you you said earlier

3773
02:27:05,750 --> 02:27:03,520
like when we're talking about this

3774
02:27:08,150 --> 02:27:05,760
binary thing we're laying out this idea

3775
02:27:10,389 --> 02:27:08,160
of this puzzle but it's not just two

3776
02:27:12,150 --> 02:27:10,399
dimensions right it's not just you know

3777
02:27:14,070 --> 02:27:12,160
your piece flipped over down like we're

3778
02:27:16,550 --> 02:27:14,080
all multifaceted and all of these

3779
02:27:18,630 --> 02:27:16,560
different aspects of it sure it's like

3780
02:27:21,349 --> 02:27:18,640
uh but like

3781
02:27:23,349 --> 02:27:21,359
we're trying to find a balance point in

3782
02:27:27,270 --> 02:27:23,359
all of these things where like it

3783
02:27:29,429 --> 02:27:27,280
doesn't matter but i also want to do

3784
02:27:31,429 --> 02:27:29,439
things that i care about

3785
02:27:34,870 --> 02:27:31,439
but what i really care about is just

3786
02:27:38,150 --> 02:27:34,880
enjoying [\h__\h] and what i enjoy is this

3787
02:27:39,590 --> 02:27:38,160
very specific thing not everything so

3788
02:27:41,349 --> 02:27:39,600
it's like i

3789
02:27:43,990 --> 02:27:41,359
it really does come a point where it's

3790
02:27:47,110 --> 02:27:44,000
like i can see it conceptually

3791
02:27:50,230 --> 02:27:47,120
that if like we really were all

3792
02:27:51,110 --> 02:27:50,240
kind of like hitting this point of where

3793
02:27:53,510 --> 02:27:51,120
like

3794
02:27:55,750 --> 02:27:53,520
i'm totally embracing that it doesn't

3795
02:27:58,389 --> 02:27:55,760
matter but that also i'm free to do

3796
02:28:00,469 --> 02:27:58,399
whatever so i can kind of explore

3797
02:28:01,910 --> 02:28:00,479
all of the things that i love

3798
02:28:03,270 --> 02:28:01,920
without

3799
02:28:06,070 --> 02:28:03,280
really being worried about the

3800
02:28:08,630 --> 02:28:06,080
repercussions if i'm being genuine to my

3801
02:28:10,790 --> 02:28:08,640
right all these things like if we

3802
02:28:13,429 --> 02:28:10,800
all can hit that

3803
02:28:15,750 --> 02:28:13,439
then this place becomes something else

3804
02:28:19,030 --> 02:28:15,760
it becomes a party dude right we don't

3805
02:28:21,830 --> 02:28:19,040
need to worry about changing it we only

3806
02:28:24,389 --> 02:28:21,840
need to realize our own self it goes

3807
02:28:27,110 --> 02:28:24,399
back to that self-realizing thing if we

3808
02:28:31,830 --> 02:28:27,120
all do that for ourself it will

3809
02:28:34,630 --> 02:28:31,840
naturally turn into that giant party

3810
02:28:36,309 --> 02:28:34,640
right and that's like i i dude i love

3811
02:28:37,910 --> 02:28:36,319
that so much

3812
02:28:40,150 --> 02:28:37,920
i think i think

3813
02:28:41,590 --> 02:28:40,160
like can we can i make a full circle

3814
02:28:43,590 --> 02:28:41,600
here sure

3815
02:28:45,190 --> 02:28:43,600
we're talking about jamming dude

3816
02:28:46,630 --> 02:28:45,200
jamming doesn't start with the group it

3817
02:28:48,790 --> 02:28:46,640
starts with yourself

3818
02:28:50,309 --> 02:28:48,800
it starts with you being open and saying

3819
02:28:52,550 --> 02:28:50,319
look i don't have to know the scales i

3820
02:28:54,469 --> 02:28:52,560
don't have to know the song

3821
02:28:56,870 --> 02:28:54,479
somebody being

3822
02:28:58,469 --> 02:28:56,880
vulnerable enough to make hey this is

3823
02:29:00,950 --> 02:28:58,479
what i've been working on this is a cool

3824
02:29:03,349 --> 02:29:00,960
thing let me start this [\h__\h] and it's

3825
02:29:04,870 --> 02:29:03,359
like maybe three or four chords or maybe

3826
02:29:06,389 --> 02:29:04,880
it's the drummer that starts hey i've

3827
02:29:08,550 --> 02:29:06,399
got this cool rhythm

3828
02:29:10,630 --> 02:29:08,560
and or maybe it's the bass player

3829
02:29:13,510 --> 02:29:10,640
it's putting yourself out there being

3830
02:29:16,309 --> 02:29:13,520
yourself and having everybody join in

3831
02:29:18,790 --> 02:29:16,319
and say i vibrate with that i love that

3832
02:29:20,630 --> 02:29:18,800
let's go let's jam dude

3833
02:29:22,630 --> 02:29:20,640
yeah and that that's like

3834
02:29:23,990 --> 02:29:22,640
where somebody would be like hey are we

3835
02:29:26,870 --> 02:29:24,000
talking about like

3836
02:29:30,070 --> 02:29:26,880
let's all drink the kool-aid no dude

3837
02:29:32,150 --> 02:29:30,080
i'm here to eat the ham sandwiches

3838
02:29:34,309 --> 02:29:32,160
the many triangle shaped ham sandwiches

3839
02:29:36,389 --> 02:29:34,319
and we're we're here to jam

3840
02:29:37,429 --> 02:29:36,399
yeah yeah and just and

3841
02:29:40,230 --> 02:29:37,439
float

3842
02:29:42,950 --> 02:29:40,240
what do you want what do you want at

3843
02:29:44,309 --> 02:29:42,960
this moment and it's like that when we

3844
02:29:47,270 --> 02:29:44,319
think about that when we talk about that

3845
02:29:48,389 --> 02:29:47,280
man it's like that doesn't feel that far

3846
02:29:50,870 --> 02:29:48,399
away

3847
02:29:52,070 --> 02:29:50,880
but then it's like well [\h__\h] what do i

3848
02:29:53,990 --> 02:29:52,080
do

3849
02:29:54,790 --> 02:29:54,000
right now though you know

3850
02:29:56,469 --> 02:29:54,800
we

3851
02:29:58,950 --> 02:29:56,479
missed this connection it was like i

3852
02:29:59,910 --> 02:29:58,960
love that as an idea

3853
02:30:00,630 --> 02:29:59,920
i don't

3854
02:30:08,309 --> 02:30:00,640
know

3855
02:30:10,230 --> 02:30:08,319
what i mean it's like what are you after

3856
02:30:12,550 --> 02:30:10,240
what do you do after the the concert

3857
02:30:14,630 --> 02:30:12,560
like what do you do right exactly and

3858
02:30:16,870 --> 02:30:14,640
it's like like we

3859
02:30:20,389 --> 02:30:16,880
what what we really have

3860
02:30:23,270 --> 02:30:20,399
is like a world that's mostly those

3861
02:30:25,910 --> 02:30:23,280
moments in between

3862
02:30:27,670 --> 02:30:25,920
and that's the sort of like that what i

3863
02:30:29,429 --> 02:30:27,680
would call like maybe the equivalent

3864
02:30:32,070 --> 02:30:29,439
realization that you're talking about of

3865
02:30:33,670 --> 02:30:32,080
this like post you know the second wave

3866
02:30:35,670 --> 02:30:33,680
because i had a similar you know

3867
02:30:37,990 --> 02:30:35,680
experience the first time i took suicide

3868
02:30:40,950 --> 02:30:38,000
and i was like oh my god like

3869
02:30:42,790 --> 02:30:40,960
god is literally everything that was the

3870
02:30:46,070 --> 02:30:42,800
thing that i walked away with and then

3871
02:30:49,120 --> 02:30:46,080
the next big time i took it i just went

3872
02:30:51,349 --> 02:30:49,130
oh [\h__\h] everybody doesn't get this

3873
02:30:53,830 --> 02:30:51,359
[Laughter]

3874
02:30:55,670 --> 02:30:53,840
just like four hours of like yeah the

3875
02:30:58,309 --> 02:30:55,680
whole world doesn't understand what you

3876
02:31:01,590 --> 02:30:58,319
understand now do you get that you just

3877
02:31:04,469 --> 02:31:01,600
forced yourself into being in like a

3878
02:31:05,910 --> 02:31:04,479
separate part of humanity maybe forever

3879
02:31:08,790 --> 02:31:05,920
and i was just like

3880
02:31:10,630 --> 02:31:08,800
okay all right yeah awesome but it's

3881
02:31:13,190 --> 02:31:10,640
like the re it's like

3882
02:31:15,190 --> 02:31:13,200
because that's what this whole thing is

3883
02:31:17,510 --> 02:31:15,200
it's like it's not all

3884
02:31:19,190 --> 02:31:17,520
light and fun and games until you

3885
02:31:21,750 --> 02:31:19,200
realize that and then you realize that

3886
02:31:24,389 --> 02:31:21,760
it's not all fun and games and then that

3887
02:31:25,990 --> 02:31:24,399
can become the fun and games

3888
02:31:27,670 --> 02:31:26,000
and that's what we need to get to

3889
02:31:28,950 --> 02:31:27,680
collectively

3890
02:31:31,830 --> 02:31:28,960
is

3891
02:31:33,990 --> 02:31:31,840
that we see that the the work

3892
02:31:35,670 --> 02:31:34,000
of fixing the world

3893
02:31:37,990 --> 02:31:35,680
becomes the game

3894
02:31:40,070 --> 02:31:38,000
and then we can have fun actually fixing

3895
02:31:41,750 --> 02:31:40,080
the world but it's like

3896
02:31:42,710 --> 02:31:41,760
i think we need to finish breaking it

3897
02:31:43,429 --> 02:31:42,720
first

3898
02:31:44,710 --> 02:31:43,439
like

3899
02:31:47,990 --> 02:31:44,720
honestly i don't think we're done

3900
02:31:49,510 --> 02:31:48,000
breaking it yeah yeah definitely i think

3901
02:31:52,070 --> 02:31:49,520
we got about six months though and i

3902
02:31:53,510 --> 02:31:52,080
don't think it's gonna last

3903
02:31:55,830 --> 02:31:53,520
for that man

3904
02:31:59,510 --> 02:31:55,840
um yeah everything seems like a lot

3905
02:32:02,070 --> 02:31:59,520
right now it's a four i don't know man

3906
02:32:04,230 --> 02:32:02,080
this maxwell case this just lane maxwell

3907
02:32:07,110 --> 02:32:04,240
case that's not all of them

3908
02:32:09,510 --> 02:32:07,120
can truly break society as we know it

3909
02:32:11,590 --> 02:32:09,520
before and even so did you see the thing

3910
02:32:14,309 --> 02:32:11,600
the document that came out before it

3911
02:32:15,510 --> 02:32:14,319
even started that implemented bill

3912
02:32:17,190 --> 02:32:15,520
clinton

3913
02:32:21,429 --> 02:32:17,200
jay-z

3914
02:32:22,710 --> 02:32:21,439
epstein trump biden all in one document

3915
02:32:25,510 --> 02:32:22,720
all with

3916
02:32:27,670 --> 02:32:25,520
we will here's the freaking price we'll

3917
02:32:31,030 --> 02:32:27,680
pay for a six-year-old

3918
02:32:33,590 --> 02:32:31,040
yeah like if people really

3919
02:32:35,429 --> 02:32:33,600
don't get too afraid of the shadow and

3920
02:32:37,830 --> 02:32:35,439
are willing to really look at this and

3921
02:32:39,590 --> 02:32:37,840
go no this is [\h__\h] real it's going to

3922
02:32:42,389 --> 02:32:39,600
break society

3923
02:32:45,349 --> 02:32:42,399
yeah dude yeah i hope and and we and we

3924
02:32:47,670 --> 02:32:45,359
have to find a way like if this comes

3925
02:32:50,710 --> 02:32:47,680
out to be

3926
02:32:54,389 --> 02:32:50,720
what we kind of all think it is right

3927
02:32:55,990 --> 02:32:54,399
we're going gonna have to combat that uh

3928
02:33:00,230 --> 02:32:56,000
the uh the

3929
02:33:02,630 --> 02:33:00,240
you know like oh it's just such a

3930
02:33:05,270 --> 02:33:02,640
conspiracy and it's like dude like

3931
02:33:08,070 --> 02:33:05,280
they're [\h__\h] little kids can we hop

3932
02:33:11,270 --> 02:33:08,080
on the same train for this bro please if

3933
02:33:12,630 --> 02:33:11,280
anyone moves on the reason we can all

3934
02:33:16,309 --> 02:33:12,640
join together

3935
02:33:21,349 --> 02:33:18,950
that's why that's why this is becoming

3936
02:33:23,349 --> 02:33:21,359
such a thing and that's why there's

3937
02:33:25,349 --> 02:33:23,359
gonna be money thrown at and that's what

3938
02:33:27,110 --> 02:33:25,359
i really mean i've been looking at this

3939
02:33:29,670 --> 02:33:27,120
and i've had talks with friends i've

3940
02:33:31,990 --> 02:33:29,680
talked to my oracle about it like all

3941
02:33:34,230 --> 02:33:32,000
these kinds of from the most practical

3942
02:33:36,469 --> 02:33:34,240
to the most spiritual people i've all

3943
02:33:39,590 --> 02:33:36,479
talked to about it and like we've been

3944
02:33:41,750 --> 02:33:39,600
whispering about this since like

3945
02:33:44,870 --> 02:33:41,760
early to mid july

3946
02:33:50,469 --> 02:33:44,880
that the this notion of

3947
02:33:54,389 --> 02:33:50,479
if it really really comes out that how

3948
02:33:57,030 --> 02:33:54,399
in steeped hollywood is into this whole

3949
02:33:59,830 --> 02:33:57,040
ring of pet like

3950
02:34:02,070 --> 02:33:59,840
and that is a real thing right yeah yeah

3951
02:34:04,230 --> 02:34:02,080
exactly it's a real thi which is like

3952
02:34:06,230 --> 02:34:04,240
that's mind-blowing that it's like this

3953
02:34:07,750 --> 02:34:06,240
is real and we can't even really talk

3954
02:34:10,150 --> 02:34:07,760
about it because maybe it sucks that i

3955
02:34:14,230 --> 02:34:10,160
had to even say careful like i can hate

3956
02:34:17,670 --> 02:34:14,240
that dude yeah wild but like we should

3957
02:34:20,389 --> 02:34:17,680
really realize that it's so sketchy and

3958
02:34:22,070 --> 02:34:20,399
dangerous why because we we've got our

3959
02:34:24,070 --> 02:34:22,080
arts like you can't even say that on

3960
02:34:27,750 --> 02:34:24,080
youtube dude people right you can say

3961
02:34:30,710 --> 02:34:27,760
that on youtube on x y and z on this and

3962
02:34:33,349 --> 02:34:30,720
on this and it's like is it

3963
02:34:36,070 --> 02:34:33,359
no way we've created a world where it's

3964
02:34:38,230 --> 02:34:36,080
really all this web of a handful of

3965
02:34:39,030 --> 02:34:38,240
people with a bunch of money she might

3966
02:34:40,710 --> 02:34:39,040
be

3967
02:34:42,870 --> 02:34:40,720
just plucking people out of their

3968
02:34:45,190 --> 02:34:42,880
bedrooms to do whatever and

3969
02:34:48,790 --> 02:34:45,200
yeah no it's it makes you makes you

3970
02:34:51,270 --> 02:34:48,800
wonder wonder who who's really doing

3971
02:34:53,670 --> 02:34:51,280
these abductions i mean i mean if we're

3972
02:34:55,270 --> 02:34:53,680
gonna go that route uh

3973
02:34:56,950 --> 02:34:55,280
if anybody

3974
02:34:59,349 --> 02:34:56,960
that's the most terrifying thing i mean

3975
02:35:02,630 --> 02:34:59,359
if we're talking about like yeah dude

3976
02:35:03,670 --> 02:35:02,640
come on yeah yeah what would if if you

3977
02:35:06,550 --> 02:35:03,680
were if

3978
02:35:09,510 --> 02:35:06,560
if you had the most money in the world

3979
02:35:11,670 --> 02:35:09,520
and your name wasn't on that list

3980
02:35:13,510 --> 02:35:11,680
because there are there's people that

3981
02:35:15,590 --> 02:35:13,520
yeah way more money than those guys that

3982
02:35:18,790 --> 02:35:15,600
are on the internet list like oh yeah

3983
02:35:19,670 --> 02:35:18,800
are you kidding me like oh oh yeah no

3984
02:35:28,389 --> 02:35:19,680
i

3985
02:35:29,990 --> 02:35:28,399
[\h__\h] no you're not you're not even

3986
02:35:32,309 --> 02:35:30,000
crazy

3987
02:35:34,389 --> 02:35:32,319
if you look at like the like you know

3988
02:35:35,910 --> 02:35:34,399
forbes the richest man in the world

3989
02:35:37,190 --> 02:35:35,920
you're like that's not the [\h__\h]

3990
02:35:38,790 --> 02:35:37,200
richest man in the world he wouldn't be

3991
02:35:41,349 --> 02:35:38,800
in a magazine

3992
02:35:44,309 --> 02:35:41,359
exactly those are all the richest people

3993
02:35:47,670 --> 02:35:44,319
that are public facing that don't pay

3994
02:35:50,150 --> 02:35:47,680
those are second maybe even third tier

3995
02:35:54,070 --> 02:35:50,160
people and all that yeah every

3996
02:35:57,510 --> 02:35:54,080
whole thing like the the you know

3997
02:35:59,670 --> 02:35:57,520
jeffrey there he was like a play like a

3998
02:36:02,950 --> 02:35:59,680
tiny part player

3999
02:36:05,910 --> 02:36:02,960
yes pawn he was what i equated it to he

4000
02:36:08,630 --> 02:36:05,920
was the concierge at the restaurant

4001
02:36:10,309 --> 02:36:08,640
right at the hotel he was doing nothing

4002
02:36:12,790 --> 02:36:10,319
more than greeting people at the front

4003
02:36:15,190 --> 02:36:12,800
door and walking them to the room

4004
02:36:16,710 --> 02:36:15,200
yeah what was what's really going on

4005
02:36:18,710 --> 02:36:16,720
back there you're not even talking

4006
02:36:21,110 --> 02:36:18,720
that's the main restaurant what's going

4007
02:36:24,389 --> 02:36:21,120
on then in the vip rooms in the back of

4008
02:36:27,830 --> 02:36:24,399
the building like yeah it's not a con

4009
02:36:30,870 --> 02:36:27,840
it's not it's just that like

4010
02:36:32,070 --> 02:36:30,880
the world has been

4011
02:36:33,670 --> 02:36:32,080
um

4012
02:36:37,349 --> 02:36:33,680
sorry culture has been built on

4013
02:36:40,150 --> 02:36:37,359
occultism that's it it goes back

4014
02:36:43,270 --> 02:36:40,160
thousands of years but we built the holy

4015
02:36:45,190 --> 02:36:43,280
roman empire was a cult and it just

4016
02:36:48,309 --> 02:36:45,200
built on mass

4017
02:36:51,270 --> 02:36:48,319
mass ceremonies that have actually taken

4018
02:36:53,349 --> 02:36:51,280
root on our world and it's problematic

4019
02:36:55,510 --> 02:36:53,359
not because that like that something

4020
02:36:59,349 --> 02:36:55,520
like that was always gonna happen

4021
02:37:00,389 --> 02:36:59,359
but inside of their philosophy is the

4022
02:37:07,110 --> 02:37:00,399
truth

4023
02:37:10,230 --> 02:37:07,120
of expansion of this idea of each person

4024
02:37:13,830 --> 02:37:10,240
being a trinity of themself of part of

4025
02:37:16,790 --> 02:37:13,840
the whole part of an individual and also

4026
02:37:19,270 --> 02:37:16,800
the ability to connect to those things

4027
02:37:20,150 --> 02:37:19,280
is essentially the holy trinity right

4028
02:37:20,870 --> 02:37:20,160
yeah

4029
02:37:25,110 --> 02:37:20,880
like

4030
02:37:27,190 --> 02:37:25,120
we're all that so we we weave the truth

4031
02:37:29,750 --> 02:37:27,200
of reality and other consciousness and

4032
02:37:32,790 --> 02:37:29,760
existence and of like the second coming

4033
02:37:35,510 --> 02:37:32,800
which is just collective awakening and

4034
02:37:38,389 --> 02:37:35,520
collective consciousness evolution like

4035
02:37:42,070 --> 02:37:38,399
is woven into a thing

4036
02:37:43,110 --> 02:37:42,080
a concept that's also specifically being

4037
02:37:43,910 --> 02:37:43,120
used

4038
02:37:46,550 --> 02:37:43,920
to

4039
02:37:50,070 --> 02:37:46,560
mass manipulate and control

4040
02:37:52,710 --> 02:37:50,080
the population of like half the world

4041
02:37:53,910 --> 02:37:52,720
yeah that's an insane it's the same

4042
02:37:56,389 --> 02:37:53,920
thing as like

4043
02:37:59,110 --> 02:37:56,399
weaving in conspiracy theories into

4044
02:38:01,110 --> 02:37:59,120
cartoons but they're actually true yeah

4045
02:38:02,469 --> 02:38:01,120
and you know but people see him and then

4046
02:38:04,870 --> 02:38:02,479
they're like oh it's fiction because

4047
02:38:07,990 --> 02:38:04,880
it's on scooby-doo and and we have to we

4048
02:38:10,150 --> 02:38:08,000
have to also like we have to break this

4049
02:38:11,270 --> 02:38:10,160
cycle of like

4050
02:38:12,950 --> 02:38:11,280
you know

4051
02:38:16,389 --> 02:38:12,960
i'm just throwing out examples right you

4052
02:38:19,429 --> 02:38:16,399
know like we all

4053
02:38:22,710 --> 02:38:19,439
we all kind of have a part in in this

4054
02:38:24,710 --> 02:38:22,720
evil and don't even realize it right and

4055
02:38:27,830 --> 02:38:24,720
as like the uh

4056
02:38:29,750 --> 02:38:27,840
average uh consumer person who's just

4057
02:38:31,030 --> 02:38:29,760
trying to live their day-to-day life

4058
02:38:32,950 --> 02:38:31,040
right

4059
02:38:34,070 --> 02:38:32,960
you know like

4060
02:38:36,230 --> 02:38:34,080
you don't want to believe michael

4061
02:38:38,630 --> 02:38:36,240
jackson touched a kid right because you

4062
02:38:41,349 --> 02:38:38,640
you love his music through it wasn't a

4063
02:38:43,510 --> 02:38:41,359
hit album you had a red jacket and some

4064
02:38:44,950 --> 02:38:43,520
white gloves and you [\h__\h] jam that

4065
02:38:46,550 --> 02:38:44,960
album all the time you don't want to

4066
02:38:48,870 --> 02:38:46,560
believe that you know you don't want to

4067
02:38:50,469 --> 02:38:48,880
believe jay-z is a part of that you know

4068
02:38:53,030 --> 02:38:50,479
what i'm saying like everybody wants to

4069
02:38:54,469 --> 02:38:53,040
be big pimpin like jay-z

4070
02:38:56,790 --> 02:38:54,479
you know and so there's so many things

4071
02:38:59,190 --> 02:38:56,800
that like you're attached to like i wear

4072
02:39:01,750 --> 02:38:59,200
nikes all the time like there's certain

4073
02:39:03,910 --> 02:39:01,760
things you know that you like you know

4074
02:39:05,910 --> 02:39:03,920
attach yourself to that kind of brand

4075
02:39:08,230 --> 02:39:05,920
you the way that you are like on the

4076
02:39:10,070 --> 02:39:08,240
outside you know but then you realize

4077
02:39:12,150 --> 02:39:10,080
that damn there's a lot of stuff that

4078
02:39:13,750 --> 02:39:12,160
you like that's that's like

4079
02:39:16,230 --> 02:39:13,760
created by like

4080
02:39:18,870 --> 02:39:16,240
some [\h__\h] up people and then you have

4081
02:39:21,190 --> 02:39:18,880
to step back and be like

4082
02:39:22,870 --> 02:39:21,200
well i mean if a michael jackson song

4083
02:39:25,349 --> 02:39:22,880
comes on i'm still gonna listen to it

4084
02:39:27,190 --> 02:39:25,359
right and you're like oh

4085
02:39:28,070 --> 02:39:27,200
yeah you are bad

4086
02:39:31,270 --> 02:39:28,080
you know

4087
02:39:33,670 --> 02:39:31,280
it's nice dude part of that

4088
02:39:37,030 --> 02:39:33,680
part of this like eventually will come

4089
02:39:38,950 --> 02:39:37,040
full circle where really the key of it

4090
02:39:41,429 --> 02:39:38,960
we gotta learn how to show compassion

4091
02:39:43,830 --> 02:39:41,439
all around right to that same degree

4092
02:39:47,110 --> 02:39:43,840
when i think of like maybe one day i can

4093
02:39:49,429 --> 02:39:47,120
buy a nice fancy car i don't put myself

4094
02:39:51,670 --> 02:39:49,439
in a mercedes because i know that they

4095
02:39:54,389 --> 02:39:51,680
built cars for hitler and i don't really

4096
02:39:56,710 --> 02:39:54,399
like that right yeah so i'm like maybe

4097
02:39:59,110 --> 02:39:56,720
i'm willing to come ball around and be

4098
02:40:03,190 --> 02:39:59,120
compassionate about that but like maybe

4099
02:40:06,230 --> 02:40:03,200
i just don't want that symbolism carried

4100
02:40:08,469 --> 02:40:06,240
with me forward right so it's like we

4101
02:40:10,790 --> 02:40:08,479
got to find the balance and all that in

4102
02:40:13,590 --> 02:40:10,800
the right way you know to go about those

4103
02:40:15,990 --> 02:40:13,600
things i i think i think part of it is

4104
02:40:18,830 --> 02:40:16,000
is just realizing that

4105
02:40:24,630 --> 02:40:22,550
great i guess progress there's always

4106
02:40:26,870 --> 02:40:24,640
gonna be something evil attached to it

4107
02:40:28,469 --> 02:40:26,880
right and i think that's just the the

4108
02:40:31,030 --> 02:40:28,479
trend and we just gotta accept that

4109
02:40:33,030 --> 02:40:31,040
that's a thing like nobody's like hey

4110
02:40:36,230 --> 02:40:33,040
dude great job you're doing so great and

4111
02:40:39,190 --> 02:40:36,240
and that person comes out to be like

4112
02:40:40,790 --> 02:40:39,200
oh i've gotten all this like

4113
02:40:42,950 --> 02:40:40,800
great uh uh

4114
02:40:44,150 --> 02:40:42,960
support from everybody around me i'm

4115
02:40:45,269 --> 02:40:44,160
actually

4116
02:40:47,750 --> 02:40:45,279
[\h__\h]

4117
02:40:49,750 --> 02:40:47,760
i'm gonna give up i got it i'm good

4118
02:40:53,110 --> 02:40:49,760
i'm good i got it all

4119
02:40:54,550 --> 02:40:53,120
and and if if that person you know

4120
02:40:56,230 --> 02:40:54,560
the

4121
02:40:58,630 --> 02:40:56,240
michael jackson did those things because

4122
02:41:00,790 --> 02:40:58,640
he was hurt you know he was wounded

4123
02:41:03,110 --> 02:41:00,800
himself and when you

4124
02:41:05,269 --> 02:41:03,120
understand that that's when we can look

4125
02:41:06,950 --> 02:41:05,279
back at being like the and have the

4126
02:41:09,190 --> 02:41:06,960
compassion for those things we can look

4127
02:41:11,910 --> 02:41:09,200
at a person like r kelly and be like

4128
02:41:14,550 --> 02:41:11,920
holy [\h__\h] that level of abuse is it

4129
02:41:18,070 --> 02:41:14,560
crazy the level of abuse he received

4130
02:41:20,710 --> 02:41:18,080
yeah he was so hurt so it's like doesn't

4131
02:41:22,870 --> 02:41:20,720
does it like make the things he did okay

4132
02:41:25,349 --> 02:41:22,880
no but we're just we're breaking down

4133
02:41:27,469 --> 02:41:25,359
like why right it's like this is

4134
02:41:29,750 --> 02:41:27,479
what's like

4135
02:41:31,269 --> 02:41:29,760
self-individual response like it comes

4136
02:41:33,030 --> 02:41:31,279
back to that same thing where it's like

4137
02:41:35,510 --> 02:41:33,040
you guys know i'm talking about

4138
02:41:37,190 --> 02:41:35,520
polyamory in this okay okay but it comes

4139
02:41:39,349 --> 02:41:37,200
back to this what is traditionally a

4140
02:41:42,070 --> 02:41:39,359
very conservative idea

4141
02:41:44,790 --> 02:41:42,080
of individual responsibility it's that

4142
02:41:47,510 --> 02:41:44,800
yes everybody abused you and you were

4143
02:41:48,550 --> 02:41:47,520
hurt and you don't know any better

4144
02:41:53,590 --> 02:41:48,560
yep

4145
02:41:57,030 --> 02:41:53,600
at some point you do need to grow up

4146
02:42:00,710 --> 02:41:57,040
and that growing up means being your own

4147
02:42:03,190 --> 02:42:00,720
parent regardless of the level of abuse

4148
02:42:07,030 --> 02:42:03,200
you've taken on and that

4149
02:42:09,510 --> 02:42:07,040
isn't fair to some people it's genuinely

4150
02:42:12,710 --> 02:42:09,520
not fair and this is

4151
02:42:15,670 --> 02:42:12,720
karma and it's cold and sorry kid life's

4152
02:42:18,389 --> 02:42:15,680
not fair that's a cold cold called

4153
02:42:21,349 --> 02:42:18,399
statement and it comes from the root of

4154
02:42:25,349 --> 02:42:21,359
that statement is karma where it's just

4155
02:42:28,710 --> 02:42:25,359
like it is what it is dude it's the

4156
02:42:32,309 --> 02:42:28,720
the the mechanisms of the universe don't

4157
02:42:35,910 --> 02:42:32,319
care that you're a good person they care

4158
02:42:39,349 --> 02:42:35,920
that you put in inputs x y and z

4159
02:42:42,150 --> 02:42:39,359
junk food and high sugar soda and never

4160
02:42:45,269 --> 02:42:42,160
exercised and then you got output

4161
02:42:48,150 --> 02:42:45,279
overweight like it doesn't care that you

4162
02:42:50,550 --> 02:42:48,160
were kind the whole time yeah

4163
02:42:52,630 --> 02:42:50,560
yeah there's a level and like we hear

4164
02:42:54,630 --> 02:42:52,640
that and we're like well that's not nice

4165
02:42:57,910 --> 02:42:54,640
and we're like yeah i know

4166
02:43:00,950 --> 02:42:57,920
but both use both to your benefit use

4167
02:43:03,190 --> 02:43:00,960
the i can be nice but also i can put the

4168
02:43:04,710 --> 02:43:03,200
good inputs in and get the good output i

4169
02:43:08,550 --> 02:43:04,720
can do both

4170
02:43:11,830 --> 02:43:08,560
things we have to all do the both things

4171
02:43:14,150 --> 02:43:11,840
yes so yes yeah when we can do that we

4172
02:43:15,750 --> 02:43:14,160
can look back and we can have compassion

4173
02:43:18,230 --> 02:43:15,760
for a person that's

4174
02:43:19,670 --> 02:43:18,240
been abused and then abused

4175
02:43:23,349 --> 02:43:19,680
themselves

4176
02:43:25,510 --> 02:43:23,359
but we also don't have to like

4177
02:43:27,910 --> 02:43:25,520
carry it for we can and we can still

4178
02:43:30,309 --> 02:43:27,920
celebrate what it is

4179
02:43:31,349 --> 02:43:30,319
from an informed point of view where we

4180
02:43:33,910 --> 02:43:31,359
don't go

4181
02:43:35,590 --> 02:43:33,920
man they were really great when we we go

4182
02:43:37,830 --> 02:43:35,600
whoo that song's gonna a guilty little

4183
02:43:39,990 --> 02:43:37,840
player or what it's good that he did

4184
02:43:42,230 --> 02:43:40,000
have some gems come out of all that

4185
02:43:44,230 --> 02:43:42,240
stupid things right yeah

4186
02:43:46,710 --> 02:43:44,240
that sounds silly but it's like that's

4187
02:43:49,510 --> 02:43:46,720
no it's we get to that

4188
02:43:51,110 --> 02:43:49,520
out of necessity when we truly

4189
02:43:54,550 --> 02:43:51,120
understand

4190
02:43:56,550 --> 02:43:54,560
what darkness and what evil is

4191
02:43:58,070 --> 02:43:56,560
yeah when you really understand what

4192
02:44:00,710 --> 02:43:58,080
evil is

4193
02:44:03,190 --> 02:44:00,720
i mean i this comes from i see that i

4194
02:44:05,190 --> 02:44:03,200
say that word it's a weird word to me

4195
02:44:07,269 --> 02:44:05,200
like evil really

4196
02:44:09,030 --> 02:44:07,279
and i say that and i'm a person who if

4197
02:44:11,750 --> 02:44:09,040
you would have talked to me about this

4198
02:44:14,630 --> 02:44:11,760
two years ago i would have said evil's a

4199
02:44:17,269 --> 02:44:14,640
concept and it's not real and it's a

4200
02:44:20,950 --> 02:44:17,279
make-believe concept in our minds

4201
02:44:23,990 --> 02:44:20,960
it's [\h__\h] realer than real

4202
02:44:26,150 --> 02:44:24,000
yeah and what the part of it that is

4203
02:44:27,750 --> 02:44:26,160
related to our minds

4204
02:44:29,349 --> 02:44:27,760
is that just like we said before you

4205
02:44:32,550 --> 02:44:29,359
know energy can't

4206
02:44:35,429 --> 02:44:32,560
be created or destroyed when we have

4207
02:44:36,389 --> 02:44:35,439
these weird dark thoughts like everybody

4208
02:44:38,950 --> 02:44:36,399
does

4209
02:44:40,630 --> 02:44:38,960
that energy goes to a place

4210
02:44:44,070 --> 02:44:40,640
and it's mostly just

4211
02:44:46,630 --> 02:44:44,080
thought form and it just compiles in a

4212
02:44:50,389 --> 02:44:46,640
dark messy

4213
02:44:53,910 --> 02:44:50,399
amalgamation of dark thought form and

4214
02:44:55,750 --> 02:44:53,920
that you can generally call evil it's

4215
02:44:59,269 --> 02:44:55,760
just like a sludge

4216
02:45:02,550 --> 02:44:59,279
that exists inside of our universe

4217
02:45:05,830 --> 02:45:02,560
unlike the ethereal level because

4218
02:45:07,830 --> 02:45:05,840
disconnected parts of the universe us

4219
02:45:10,150 --> 02:45:07,840
have dark thoughts and we don't know

4220
02:45:13,030 --> 02:45:10,160
what it is and it it produces like a

4221
02:45:16,469 --> 02:45:13,040
bile and that bile then

4222
02:45:19,750 --> 02:45:16,479
contaminates the water and causes a

4223
02:45:22,309 --> 02:45:19,760
blackness over our third eye which then

4224
02:45:25,750 --> 02:45:22,319
we lose sight of our real connection and

4225
02:45:27,349 --> 02:45:25,760
we end up taking like criminal actions

4226
02:45:31,110 --> 02:45:27,359
which yeah

4227
02:45:33,110 --> 02:45:31,120
i think a term that that most people

4228
02:45:36,710 --> 02:45:33,120
are starting to understand what you're

4229
02:45:37,510 --> 02:45:36,720
talking about joe is is the zeitgeist

4230
02:45:39,910 --> 02:45:37,520
sure

4231
02:45:41,510 --> 02:45:39,920
it's the collective consciousness and it

4232
02:45:42,469 --> 02:45:41,520
can be

4233
02:45:46,950 --> 02:45:42,479
very

4234
02:45:48,950 --> 02:45:46,960
sure

4235
02:45:50,950 --> 02:45:48,960
but here's here's my question to you

4236
02:45:53,510 --> 02:45:50,960
guys and i always like to leave our show

4237
02:45:54,950 --> 02:45:53,520
and we're getting close to the end here

4238
02:45:56,950 --> 02:45:54,960
i've got one more question for you guys

4239
02:45:58,630 --> 02:45:56,960
too before we leave yeah well i just

4240
02:46:02,150 --> 02:45:58,640
want to say this one thing man

4241
02:46:04,950 --> 02:46:02,160
is that there is no good without evil

4242
02:46:08,230 --> 02:46:04,960
binary and there is no evil without god

4243
02:46:11,349 --> 02:46:08,240
right so we have to have our references

4244
02:46:14,150 --> 02:46:11,359
um i'm not saying that we need

4245
02:46:16,870 --> 02:46:14,160
these things that we are appalled by

4246
02:46:17,910 --> 02:46:16,880
it uh it really it really does

4247
02:46:19,670 --> 02:46:17,920
uh

4248
02:46:21,670 --> 02:46:19,680
put things in perspective when you when

4249
02:46:23,190 --> 02:46:21,680
you kind of think like oh [\h__\h]

4250
02:46:26,070 --> 02:46:23,200
do we need this

4251
02:46:28,389 --> 02:46:26,080
right do we really need this dude do we

4252
02:46:31,349 --> 02:46:28,399
do we need this to have the equal and

4253
02:46:32,469 --> 02:46:31,359
opposite amount of good

4254
02:46:34,230 --> 02:46:32,479
i don't know

4255
02:46:36,630 --> 02:46:34,240
i man i

4256
02:46:38,309 --> 02:46:36,640
so this is that kind of leads into kind

4257
02:46:42,309 --> 02:46:38,319
of what i was going to say and i don't

4258
02:46:45,990 --> 02:46:44,150
it sounds it sounds a little [\h__\h] up

4259
02:46:48,150 --> 02:46:46,000
but but there's there's a beautiful part

4260
02:46:50,830 --> 02:46:48,160
to the end of it have y'all ever sat

4261
02:46:53,269 --> 02:46:50,840
there and

4262
02:46:54,309 --> 02:46:53,279
genuinely like

4263
02:46:56,150 --> 02:46:54,319
thought

4264
02:46:57,269 --> 02:46:56,160
of

4265
02:46:59,750 --> 02:46:57,279
the most

4266
02:47:01,830 --> 02:46:59,760
[\h__\h] up [\h__\h] like that you could do

4267
02:47:03,190 --> 02:47:01,840
like not just like a thought coming into

4268
02:47:04,870 --> 02:47:03,200
your head and you're like

4269
02:47:08,309 --> 02:47:04,880
well that was weird you know like but

4270
02:47:10,790 --> 02:47:08,319
like thought of like

4271
02:47:13,429 --> 02:47:10,800
what's the most evil thing

4272
02:47:16,070 --> 02:47:13,439
that i could be capable of and like like

4273
02:47:18,309 --> 02:47:16,080
i i'll do this i've done this like five

4274
02:47:21,750 --> 02:47:18,319
times over like a span of years every

4275
02:47:25,590 --> 02:47:23,590
it's like a 30 minute thing and it's

4276
02:47:26,630 --> 02:47:25,600
almost like a weird form of meditation

4277
02:47:32,230 --> 02:47:26,640
where like

4278
02:47:35,910 --> 02:47:32,240
i i will put myself in a a scary scary

4279
02:47:37,910 --> 02:47:35,920
dark dark frame of mind and think of

4280
02:47:41,590 --> 02:47:37,920
just the most evil [\h__\h]

4281
02:47:46,230 --> 02:47:41,600
and then when i come out of it i'm like

4282
02:47:50,550 --> 02:47:46,240
ah like i i consciously understand

4283
02:47:52,550 --> 02:47:50,560
what evil like i am now capable of

4284
02:47:54,950 --> 02:47:52,560
and it's almost like an awareness where

4285
02:47:55,990 --> 02:47:54,960
i've brought this to the forefront of my

4286
02:47:58,230 --> 02:47:56,000
mind

4287
02:48:01,349 --> 02:47:58,240
and now i'm conscious of it

4288
02:48:02,870 --> 02:48:01,359
and i'm aware so when i start getting a

4289
02:48:04,230 --> 02:48:02,880
vibe of like

4290
02:48:05,590 --> 02:48:04,240
you're just being a dick right now you

4291
02:48:08,870 --> 02:48:05,600
know like you're like oh that's the

4292
02:48:10,389 --> 02:48:08,880
beginning to like this evil evil [\h__\h]

4293
02:48:13,830 --> 02:48:10,399
that i was like

4294
02:48:17,349 --> 02:48:13,840
projecting in my mind and and i i i do

4295
02:48:19,670 --> 02:48:17,359
it i guess to see how far like i can

4296
02:48:20,630 --> 02:48:19,680
actually push to push the boundaries

4297
02:48:22,790 --> 02:48:20,640
because

4298
02:48:25,910 --> 02:48:22,800
you know in the in your mind you know

4299
02:48:29,030 --> 02:48:25,920
it's not a physical thing um

4300
02:48:32,150 --> 02:48:29,040
and and i don't know is it okay to do i

4301
02:48:33,590 --> 02:48:32,160
don't think it's not okay to do but at

4302
02:48:34,550 --> 02:48:33,600
the same time it's it's kind of a

4303
02:48:40,710 --> 02:48:34,560
learning

4304
02:48:42,950 --> 02:48:40,720
yourself and your own capabilities and

4305
02:48:46,469 --> 02:48:42,960
to understand that helps you

4306
02:48:50,230 --> 02:48:46,479
um avoid those those instances and

4307
02:48:52,469 --> 02:48:50,240
become a better person but you know

4308
02:48:55,269 --> 02:48:52,479
from what i like from what you what you

4309
02:48:58,230 --> 02:48:55,279
just described it that's a stoic

4310
02:49:00,550 --> 02:48:58,240
meditation inside the philosophy of

4311
02:49:03,429 --> 02:49:00,560
stoicism you know practiced by you know

4312
02:49:05,349 --> 02:49:03,439
mark uh or marcus aurelius and all of

4313
02:49:06,309 --> 02:49:05,359
these you know roman

4314
02:49:09,110 --> 02:49:06,319
uh

4315
02:49:12,469 --> 02:49:09,120
thought leaders that is a process in

4316
02:49:15,670 --> 02:49:12,479
stoicism it's really war your darkest

4317
02:49:18,230 --> 02:49:15,680
sides yes especially for leaders

4318
02:49:20,790 --> 02:49:18,240
especially for people who are going to

4319
02:49:21,910 --> 02:49:20,800
go into battle in a war for anybody that

4320
02:49:24,070 --> 02:49:21,920
wanted to

4321
02:49:25,670 --> 02:49:24,080
run a business for f people if you

4322
02:49:27,910 --> 02:49:25,680
wanted to run a

4323
02:49:30,469 --> 02:49:27,920
like have a family

4324
02:49:33,429 --> 02:49:30,479
oh my god like every man that has to

4325
02:49:34,950 --> 02:49:33,439
have a family what would you do for your

4326
02:49:38,230 --> 02:49:34,960
child

4327
02:49:41,750 --> 02:49:38,240
who would you rip apart with your bare

4328
02:49:44,230 --> 02:49:41,760
hands for your kid so like that's a very

4329
02:49:45,429 --> 02:49:44,240
intense and aggressive thought and it's

4330
02:49:47,510 --> 02:49:45,439
like

4331
02:49:49,830 --> 02:49:47,520
two things can happen right and we'll

4332
02:49:51,830 --> 02:49:49,840
put play the two extremes one you do

4333
02:49:54,630 --> 02:49:51,840
this as a meditation you spend a half an

4334
02:49:57,750 --> 02:49:54,640
hour going what am i truly capable of

4335
02:50:01,910 --> 02:49:57,760
what could i do what what i'm not a

4336
02:50:05,830 --> 02:50:01,920
harmless individual am i i am a person

4337
02:50:07,510 --> 02:50:05,840
with demons and beasts and dragons and

4338
02:50:09,990 --> 02:50:07,520
things inside of me

4339
02:50:12,150 --> 02:50:10,000
and i could either pretend that that

4340
02:50:14,790 --> 02:50:12,160
doesn't exist and pretend that i have

4341
02:50:17,030 --> 02:50:14,800
and like this is the criticism that the

4342
02:50:19,990 --> 02:50:17,040
right-wing politics has against like the

4343
02:50:23,190 --> 02:50:20,000
left-wing like liberal idea of a man and

4344
02:50:25,750 --> 02:50:23,200
it's like okay well too much whatever

4345
02:50:28,630 --> 02:50:25,760
but like also yeah you're not wrong in

4346
02:50:30,150 --> 02:50:28,640
some of this is that that typical image

4347
02:50:33,429 --> 02:50:30,160
it's like that's a person that doesn't

4348
02:50:36,710 --> 02:50:33,439
want to explore their dark sides they

4349
02:50:39,670 --> 02:50:36,720
want this imagery of like i'm a harmless

4350
02:50:41,110 --> 02:50:39,680
man uh you know the controversial person

4351
02:50:43,349 --> 02:50:41,120
that he is i don't think he's got any

4352
02:50:46,230 --> 02:50:43,359
reason to be controversial

4353
02:50:48,950 --> 02:50:46,240
peterson wright talks about like this

4354
02:50:50,150 --> 02:50:48,960
notion of like being a harmless guy

4355
02:50:52,309 --> 02:50:50,160
right and it's like it's it's a

4356
02:50:54,150 --> 02:50:52,319
dangerous thing because what it really

4357
02:50:57,590 --> 02:50:54,160
is is that you never really understand

4358
02:50:59,990 --> 02:50:57,600
how dangerous you are and so you are by

4359
02:51:03,110 --> 02:51:00,000
accident cause a bunch of damage in your

4360
02:51:06,710 --> 02:51:03,120
life and then when you really go and you

4361
02:51:09,110 --> 02:51:06,720
go wow am i really just like a snap away

4362
02:51:10,710 --> 02:51:09,120
from murdering everybody in this room oh

4363
02:51:12,150 --> 02:51:10,720
yeah dude

4364
02:51:15,830 --> 02:51:12,160
give me the right motivation put the

4365
02:51:18,790 --> 02:51:15,840
right woman the right kid the right

4366
02:51:21,110 --> 02:51:18,800
thing in the right ideal really if i was

4367
02:51:23,510 --> 02:51:21,120
a good man the right deal in this room

4368
02:51:25,590 --> 02:51:23,520
and i'd kill everybody because yeah like

4369
02:51:27,510 --> 02:51:25,600
that's funny the way you're the way

4370
02:51:30,150 --> 02:51:27,520
you're saying it is really funny

4371
02:51:32,150 --> 02:51:30,160
it's real bro like yeah if you bottle

4372
02:51:34,230 --> 02:51:32,160
[\h__\h] up dude like that's why some people

4373
02:51:37,429 --> 02:51:34,240
go [\h__\h] crazy and like

4374
02:51:39,670 --> 02:51:37,439
and like drown people you know like

4375
02:51:41,750 --> 02:51:39,680
i've let's learn from history in that

4376
02:51:45,269 --> 02:51:41,760
that you're speaking truth here

4377
02:51:47,750 --> 02:51:45,279
i've decided i've decided that

4378
02:51:53,269 --> 02:51:47,760
if anybody

4379
02:51:54,550 --> 02:51:53,279
hurt my child in like

4380
02:51:57,670 --> 02:51:54,560
a way

4381
02:52:09,190 --> 02:51:57,680
i will go to prison for the rest of my

4382
02:52:14,389 --> 02:52:11,830
yeah it's gonna hurt it's gonna hurt and

4383
02:52:18,630 --> 02:52:14,399
it's gonna take a long time when we

4384
02:52:21,510 --> 02:52:18,640
really go and we explore that dark cave

4385
02:52:23,030 --> 02:52:21,520
of ourselves we see

4386
02:52:30,870 --> 02:52:23,040
that

4387
02:52:32,950 --> 02:52:30,880
you know being short in public or with a

4388
02:52:36,790 --> 02:52:32,960
stranger or something like that

4389
02:52:38,389 --> 02:52:36,800
is that monster's tail

4390
02:52:39,750 --> 02:52:38,399
i don't want to touch anybody with that

4391
02:52:43,190 --> 02:52:39,760
tail

4392
02:52:44,950 --> 02:52:43,200
i may i feel so bad if i cause i i'm not

4393
02:52:47,670 --> 02:52:44,960
afraid of that beast but i know what

4394
02:52:51,590 --> 02:52:47,680
that beast is capable of yeah because of

4395
02:52:53,269 --> 02:52:51,600
that i if i'm going outside

4396
02:52:56,710 --> 02:52:53,279
please be in the cage please stay in the

4397
02:52:57,910 --> 02:52:56,720
cage please i i am the master here

4398
02:53:00,309 --> 02:52:57,920
versus

4399
02:53:01,670 --> 02:53:00,319
oh no i'm just a harmless guy oh you cut

4400
02:53:04,150 --> 02:53:01,680
me off in traffic and now all of a

4401
02:53:05,429 --> 02:53:04,160
sudden i'm lashing out and having this

4402
02:53:07,670 --> 02:53:05,439
light and thinking about it it's like

4403
02:53:08,710 --> 02:53:07,680
dude no no no truly

4404
02:53:11,190 --> 02:53:08,720
truly

4405
02:53:12,150 --> 02:53:11,200
self-real and this is like this call of

4406
02:53:14,710 --> 02:53:12,160
like

4407
02:53:18,070 --> 02:53:14,720
be a man and realize who you are and

4408
02:53:20,950 --> 02:53:18,080
that being a man makes you never want to

4409
02:53:23,349 --> 02:53:20,960
prove your manhood in front of because

4410
02:53:26,070 --> 02:53:23,359
you know it's not worth it there's a

4411
02:53:28,469 --> 02:53:26,080
handful of things worth dying for and

4412
02:53:31,349 --> 02:53:28,479
it's never because some guy was rude to

4413
02:53:35,830 --> 02:53:31,359
me in public yeah you know if you listen

4414
02:53:38,469 --> 02:53:35,840
ideals women principles my community fam

4415
02:53:41,030 --> 02:53:38,479
that's it that's it if you listen to any

4416
02:53:42,710 --> 02:53:41,040
any professional

4417
02:53:45,110 --> 02:53:42,720
fighter

4418
02:53:47,590 --> 02:53:45,120
yeah they always say i

4419
02:53:50,230 --> 02:53:47,600
i pray to god i never get into an

4420
02:53:52,070 --> 02:53:50,240
argument where i have to get physical

4421
02:53:53,590 --> 02:53:52,080
right yeah could you imagine somebody

4422
02:53:55,670 --> 02:53:53,600
like that or

4423
02:53:58,389 --> 02:53:55,680
whatever yeah but i feel like you don't

4424
02:54:01,670 --> 02:53:58,399
have to be on paul jones and pushes him

4425
02:54:04,309 --> 02:54:01,680
and like yeah but like you i don't feel

4426
02:54:06,790 --> 02:54:04,319
like i think that isn't that thought

4427
02:54:08,550 --> 02:54:06,800
that train of thought i don't know i'm

4428
02:54:10,150 --> 02:54:08,560
sure other people have talked about the

4429
02:54:12,550 --> 02:54:10,160
same exact thing i'm not coming up with

4430
02:54:15,510 --> 02:54:12,560
anything new man i'm just like just

4431
02:54:16,469 --> 02:54:15,520
riffing off what you're saying but like

4432
02:54:19,750 --> 02:54:16,479
that

4433
02:54:21,590 --> 02:54:19,760
type of of of thinking doesn't need to

4434
02:54:24,710 --> 02:54:21,600
be somebody who knows what they're doing

4435
02:54:27,910 --> 02:54:24,720
i think it it should apply to every dude

4436
02:54:30,790 --> 02:54:27,920
dude like if you're in traffic man and

4437
02:54:31,590 --> 02:54:30,800
some money wrong quote-unquote wrongs

4438
02:54:38,389 --> 02:54:31,600
you

4439
02:54:40,630 --> 02:54:38,399
book dude and i think in all of our

4440
02:54:42,790 --> 02:54:40,640
books if you're a man

4441
02:54:45,190 --> 02:54:42,800
you don't go looking for a fight no

4442
02:54:47,269 --> 02:54:45,200
never never look for a fight dude

4443
02:54:49,750 --> 02:54:47,279
that is a true man you protect your

4444
02:54:51,910 --> 02:54:49,760
family you prevent you prevent harm you

4445
02:54:53,830 --> 02:54:51,920
don't you don't cause harm

4446
02:54:55,349 --> 02:54:53,840
i like this and maybe this is a good

4447
02:54:57,429 --> 02:54:55,359
place to leave it is sort of like we

4448
02:55:00,150 --> 02:54:57,439
started with like my own path into

4449
02:55:02,230 --> 02:55:00,160
aliens became this indigenous you know

4450
02:55:05,030 --> 02:55:02,240
thing and i was talking with a friend

4451
02:55:08,309 --> 02:55:05,040
about this like manhood and

4452
02:55:11,030 --> 02:55:08,319
it's it's a little idealistic of me but

4453
02:55:13,910 --> 02:55:11,040
i've sort of come to this conclusion

4454
02:55:17,790 --> 02:55:13,920
about what i believe

4455
02:55:20,150 --> 02:55:17,800
this culture was um before like

4456
02:55:22,150 --> 02:55:20,160
colonialization hit it it's like because

4457
02:55:25,030 --> 02:55:22,160
we know there were obviously like still

4458
02:55:27,910 --> 02:55:25,040
fighting and wars happening here right

4459
02:55:29,110 --> 02:55:27,920
but we also know that like the big

4460
02:55:33,110 --> 02:55:29,120
sort of

4461
02:55:35,030 --> 02:55:33,120
like we took tenants for our like um

4462
02:55:38,230 --> 02:55:35,040
constitution and the way that we set up

4463
02:55:40,630 --> 02:55:38,240
our political system from what largely

4464
02:55:43,190 --> 02:55:40,640
like the cherokee nation and collective

4465
02:55:45,349 --> 02:55:43,200
was doing when we got here they had this

4466
02:55:46,870 --> 02:55:45,359
whole system of three

4467
02:55:50,070 --> 02:55:46,880
basically like

4468
02:55:52,309 --> 02:55:50,080
three-pronged system um and that was all

4469
02:55:55,269 --> 02:55:52,319
checking running checks and balances on

4470
02:55:56,790 --> 02:55:55,279
each other and behind that in addition

4471
02:55:59,349 --> 02:55:56,800
we never put made it part of the

4472
02:56:02,550 --> 02:55:59,359
american political system were like

4473
02:56:05,510 --> 02:56:02,560
female elders that all kept things in

4474
02:56:08,469 --> 02:56:05,520
check right so that a very sophisticated

4475
02:56:10,710 --> 02:56:08,479
very intuitive and grounded system of

4476
02:56:12,309 --> 02:56:10,720
this but they still had wars and

4477
02:56:14,950 --> 02:56:12,319
fighting and like you know things like

4478
02:56:16,870 --> 02:56:14,960
this and i i went well

4479
02:56:18,070 --> 02:56:16,880
from what i understand and there were

4480
02:56:19,510 --> 02:56:18,080
like

4481
02:56:20,550 --> 02:56:19,520
uh

4482
02:56:23,750 --> 02:56:20,560
maybe

4483
02:56:26,630 --> 02:56:23,760
like tibetan monk kind of things that

4484
02:56:28,469 --> 02:56:26,640
were in some sort of astral contact or

4485
02:56:30,710 --> 02:56:28,479
something like this and

4486
02:56:32,389 --> 02:56:30,720
the they themselves were maybe in

4487
02:56:33,990 --> 02:56:32,399
contact with stars or whatever there was

4488
02:56:35,830 --> 02:56:34,000
some sort of enlightenment happening

4489
02:56:38,150 --> 02:56:35,840
here in a really collective scale but

4490
02:56:39,750 --> 02:56:38,160
why was there still fighting

4491
02:56:41,750 --> 02:56:39,760
and this brought in this conversation i

4492
02:56:43,590 --> 02:56:41,760
was having with this friend about like

4493
02:56:47,030 --> 02:56:43,600
what it means to be a man and what it

4494
02:56:49,030 --> 02:56:47,040
means to fight for and i hypothesize

4495
02:56:51,349 --> 02:56:49,040
that these indigenous cultures were

4496
02:56:53,990 --> 02:56:51,359
fighting over ideals

4497
02:56:57,190 --> 02:56:54,000
and it would get to a point in their

4498
02:56:59,429 --> 02:56:57,200
progression or whatever their society

4499
02:57:02,950 --> 02:56:59,439
where they would just get to a

4500
02:57:04,389 --> 02:57:02,960
disagreement about how to handle a big

4501
02:57:06,790 --> 02:57:04,399
idea

4502
02:57:08,710 --> 02:57:06,800
what do we do with children what do we

4503
02:57:11,349 --> 02:57:08,720
do about where you know how do we handle

4504
02:57:13,269 --> 02:57:11,359
this and then they started to separate

4505
02:57:15,510 --> 02:57:13,279
well we think this and then they

4506
02:57:17,990 --> 02:57:15,520
discussed and then they negotiated and

4507
02:57:20,070 --> 02:57:18,000
then they diploma diplomacized or

4508
02:57:23,030 --> 02:57:20,080
whatever and then it got to a point

4509
02:57:25,429 --> 02:57:23,040
where we say hey the implications of

4510
02:57:27,349 --> 02:57:25,439
what we're talking about affect

4511
02:57:29,670 --> 02:57:27,359
generations

4512
02:57:33,190 --> 02:57:29,680
and i believe this

4513
02:57:35,349 --> 02:57:33,200
and i understand that you believe that

4514
02:57:37,830 --> 02:57:35,359
but i'm not willing to budge any further

4515
02:57:41,670 --> 02:57:37,840
than i've already budged we've come to a

4516
02:57:45,830 --> 02:57:41,680
head and we can't compromise any longer

4517
02:57:49,030 --> 02:57:45,840
i believe me as this man of the tribe i

4518
02:57:50,630 --> 02:57:49,040
believe in this ideal and as this leader

4519
02:57:52,230 --> 02:57:50,640
of the tribe specifically i've already

4520
02:57:55,910 --> 02:57:52,240
gone on my journey

4521
02:57:59,190 --> 02:57:55,920
lost myself come back i'm i'm living my

4522
02:58:02,230 --> 02:57:59,200
life for the tribe i believe in this

4523
02:58:03,510 --> 02:58:02,240
ideal so much that i'm willing to die

4524
02:58:06,630 --> 02:58:03,520
for it

4525
02:58:10,389 --> 02:58:06,640
and i'm willing to ask the gods and the

4526
02:58:12,469 --> 02:58:10,399
ancestors if they believe

4527
02:58:15,990 --> 02:58:12,479
that i'm correct if they're supporting

4528
02:58:19,190 --> 02:58:16,000
this idea back me in this tribe

4529
02:58:22,070 --> 02:58:19,200
and then you you support a different

4530
02:58:25,750 --> 02:58:22,080
thought in a different ideal we fight

4531
02:58:28,630 --> 02:58:25,760
for it and the winners of that fight say

4532
02:58:30,950 --> 02:58:28,640
then this must be the proper idea and

4533
02:58:33,670 --> 02:58:30,960
this is the idea that we should all

4534
02:58:36,230 --> 02:58:33,680
collectively move forward on

4535
02:58:38,790 --> 02:58:36,240
and then before we start the battle we

4536
02:58:41,750 --> 02:58:38,800
check in with the women hey

4537
02:58:43,510 --> 02:58:41,760
is this worth dying over and they go i

4538
02:58:45,510 --> 02:58:43,520
don't know let's come back to the hut

4539
02:58:48,309 --> 02:58:45,520
for a minute you tell me is this worth

4540
02:58:51,510 --> 02:58:48,319
dying over and then we go

4541
02:58:53,429 --> 02:58:51,520
[\h__\h] i think it's yep that was nice but

4542
02:58:56,309 --> 02:58:53,439
i am worried about my grandson's

4543
02:58:58,389 --> 02:58:56,319
grandson and so i need to get up for

4544
02:59:01,910 --> 02:58:58,399
this idea

4545
02:59:05,590 --> 02:59:01,920
anytime me and joe make plans

4546
02:59:07,030 --> 02:59:05,600
yeah yeah okay we're gonna go to

4547
02:59:09,429 --> 02:59:07,040
like

4548
02:59:11,830 --> 02:59:09,439
we were gonna go to uh uh

4549
02:59:13,750 --> 02:59:11,840
uh new mexico roswell and i was like

4550
02:59:16,630 --> 02:59:13,760
babe i'm talking to my wife we have a

4551
02:59:19,910 --> 02:59:16,640
newborn newborn baby and she was like no

4552
02:59:21,830 --> 02:59:19,920
you can't like it's not worth it not

4553
02:59:23,510 --> 02:59:21,840
she's very

4554
02:59:25,349 --> 02:59:23,520
yeah and then you look at that and you

4555
02:59:27,030 --> 02:59:25,359
can look back a year and you go oh she's

4556
02:59:29,429 --> 02:59:27,040
right yeah she was definitely right yeah

4557
02:59:31,030 --> 02:59:29,439
that's exactly yeah but i was telling

4558
02:59:35,190 --> 02:59:31,040
joe i was like y'all dude i'll [\h__\h]

4559
02:59:39,190 --> 02:59:36,710
yeah and it comes back

4560
02:59:42,070 --> 02:59:39,200
we we are and we're willing to die for

4561
02:59:43,190 --> 02:59:42,080
those ideas up until then you right up

4562
02:59:45,190 --> 02:59:43,200
until you go

4563
02:59:47,190 --> 02:59:45,200
but really would you rather just stay in

4564
02:59:49,190 --> 02:59:47,200
bed and you go yeah you know what i'd

4565
02:59:51,590 --> 02:59:49,200
rather stay in bed it was actually a

4566
02:59:52,790 --> 02:59:51,600
great weekend

4567
02:59:55,590 --> 02:59:52,800
joe i'm sorry

4568
02:59:56,469 --> 02:59:55,600
you and nico worked very hard brother

4569
02:59:58,150 --> 02:59:56,479
we did

4570
03:00:01,030 --> 02:59:58,160
very hard

4571
03:00:03,269 --> 03:00:01,040
and he party hard hit yeah yeah

4572
03:00:05,590 --> 03:00:03,279
it's it's it's weird because in my tribe

4573
03:00:08,150 --> 03:00:05,600
i'm i'm kind of like uh

4574
03:00:09,030 --> 03:00:08,160
i'm kind of like the uh the explorer you

4575
03:00:11,429 --> 03:00:09,040
know

4576
03:00:13,590 --> 03:00:11,439
like my wife understands what i do and

4577
03:00:16,230 --> 03:00:13,600
that there's there's occasionally times

4578
03:00:17,030 --> 03:00:16,240
where i won't be around but

4579
03:00:19,670 --> 03:00:17,040
you know

4580
03:00:21,990 --> 03:00:19,680
our our tribe has decided

4581
03:00:24,550 --> 03:00:22,000
go explore you might find some really

4582
03:00:26,870 --> 03:00:24,560
beneficial awesome things yeah

4583
03:00:29,990 --> 03:00:26,880
you can come back and everybody reaps

4584
03:00:32,550 --> 03:00:30,000
the benefits of that yeah and that he's

4585
03:00:34,550 --> 03:00:32,560
that's i mean i'm not saying i by no

4586
03:00:37,590 --> 03:00:34,560
means am i locked into

4587
03:00:40,630 --> 03:00:37,600
like obviously like the need for like a

4588
03:00:43,750 --> 03:00:40,640
nuclear family or things yeah i don't

4589
03:00:46,230 --> 03:00:43,760
think that that's necessary but

4590
03:00:49,830 --> 03:00:46,240
it's the same idea of like

4591
03:00:53,269 --> 03:00:49,840
we why do we create mythology we create

4592
03:00:55,269 --> 03:00:53,279
mythology to make a structure that we

4593
03:00:57,590 --> 03:00:55,279
know will work

4594
03:00:59,590 --> 03:00:57,600
so we've created the concept of a

4595
03:01:02,230 --> 03:00:59,600
nuclear family to just create a

4596
03:01:06,469 --> 03:01:02,240
structure that we know will work if a

4597
03:01:08,790 --> 03:01:06,479
kid if if a singular child is getting a

4598
03:01:11,110 --> 03:01:08,800
balanced expression

4599
03:01:12,950 --> 03:01:11,120
of masculine and feminine energy from

4600
03:01:14,870 --> 03:01:12,960
good role models it doesn't really

4601
03:01:16,389 --> 03:01:14,880
matter what else is going on they'll be

4602
03:01:17,910 --> 03:01:16,399
okay

4603
03:01:20,389 --> 03:01:17,920
i just love the way you said the

4604
03:01:22,230 --> 03:01:20,399
balanced expression of masculinity

4605
03:01:23,590 --> 03:01:22,240
that's what it is right

4606
03:01:25,510 --> 03:01:23,600
that can come from two women that can

4607
03:01:28,230 --> 03:01:25,520
come from two men that can come from six

4608
03:01:32,150 --> 03:01:28,240
different people in a weird commune

4609
03:01:35,670 --> 03:01:32,160
commune it's just easy

4610
03:01:38,389 --> 03:01:35,680
to do when it's

4611
03:01:39,750 --> 03:01:38,399
the and really like this not like that's

4612
03:01:41,110 --> 03:01:39,760
a whole wormhole but it's like this

4613
03:01:43,030 --> 03:01:41,120
concept that's been thrown around of

4614
03:01:44,550 --> 03:01:43,040
like a divine union or a divine

4615
03:01:46,630 --> 03:01:44,560
partnership it's like

4616
03:01:48,630 --> 03:01:46,640
it's just the idea of like

4617
03:01:50,389 --> 03:01:48,640
a man really truly in love with a woman

4618
03:01:53,030 --> 03:01:50,399
a woman truly in love with a man it's

4619
03:01:54,950 --> 03:01:53,040
balances there's a good balanced express

4620
03:01:57,349 --> 03:01:54,960
like the kids get like oh mom's

4621
03:01:59,830 --> 03:01:57,359
important and dad's important got it men

4622
03:02:02,230 --> 03:01:59,840
and women both beneficial maybe even

4623
03:02:04,950 --> 03:02:02,240
everything is equal but right it creates

4624
03:02:06,790 --> 03:02:04,960
a whole healthy structure for us but

4625
03:02:08,309 --> 03:02:06,800
it's just simple we'll we'll see what

4626
03:02:09,670 --> 03:02:08,319
happens i mean that's that's kind of a

4627
03:02:13,030 --> 03:02:09,680
new

4628
03:02:15,670 --> 03:02:13,040
what happens

4629
03:02:18,469 --> 03:02:15,680
yeah that's that's gonna be fun i mean

4630
03:02:20,710 --> 03:02:18,479
uh as far as like psychology in in our

4631
03:02:22,950 --> 03:02:20,720
community like dude there's a lot of

4632
03:02:25,590 --> 03:02:22,960
precipices that we're reclaiming i'm in

4633
03:02:27,429 --> 03:02:25,600
that mountain man and uh we'll see what

4634
03:02:29,429 --> 03:02:27,439
happens in [\h__\h]

4635
03:02:31,590 --> 03:02:29,439
when they're

4636
03:02:33,910 --> 03:02:31,600
what's the what's the benchmark like 18

4637
03:02:35,190 --> 03:02:33,920
years old uh i don't know

4638
03:02:37,910 --> 03:02:35,200
i i don't know

4639
03:02:41,429 --> 03:02:37,920
we'll see i i do feel like the babies

4640
03:02:44,870 --> 03:02:41,439
like dude joe's uh baby baby girl like

4641
03:02:46,150 --> 03:02:44,880
she's like a genius uh my i just had a

4642
03:02:51,030 --> 03:02:46,160
uh

4643
03:02:53,750 --> 03:02:51,040
wife and our daughter

4644
03:02:56,070 --> 03:02:53,760
jesus my wife and i had a daughter she

4645
03:02:58,309 --> 03:02:56,080
like holds her head head up like

4646
03:02:59,910 --> 03:02:58,319
immediately like just [\h__\h] strong i

4647
03:03:01,750 --> 03:02:59,920
think these copic babies i don't know

4648
03:03:03,110 --> 03:03:01,760
man i think they're going to be yeah

4649
03:03:04,230 --> 03:03:03,120
they're going to change the world man

4650
03:03:06,950 --> 03:03:04,240
there's something about the

4651
03:03:08,950 --> 03:03:06,960
consciousness it's not again the the

4652
03:03:10,790 --> 03:03:08,960
reason that those kids and there's no

4653
03:03:13,269 --> 03:03:10,800
science that i know that would support

4654
03:03:15,349 --> 03:03:13,279
this i'm speaking out of how i see the

4655
03:03:17,110 --> 03:03:15,359
world out of my ass the reason that

4656
03:03:19,510 --> 03:03:17,120
these kids because this is you're not

4657
03:03:21,590 --> 03:03:19,520
the first kid that's a whole string of

4658
03:03:23,429 --> 03:03:21,600
like for some reason babies that are one

4659
03:03:25,110 --> 03:03:23,439
month or two month old right now are

4660
03:03:26,950 --> 03:03:25,120
holding their heads up better than

4661
03:03:29,030 --> 03:03:26,960
they've ever had and like record it

4662
03:03:30,550 --> 03:03:29,040
right that's a whole she's rolling she's

4663
03:03:32,950 --> 03:03:30,560
rolling over at

4664
03:03:35,910 --> 03:03:32,960
serotonin two months older opponent

4665
03:03:38,550 --> 03:03:35,920
she's got more serotonin in her than

4666
03:03:41,030 --> 03:03:38,560
what babies have had previously had at

4667
03:03:43,590 --> 03:03:41,040
that same rate she's she's smiling she's

4668
03:03:46,630 --> 03:03:43,600
laughing dude it's crazy we created a

4669
03:03:48,070 --> 03:03:46,640
little pocket in our culture

4670
03:03:51,590 --> 03:03:48,080
that wasn't

4671
03:03:53,429 --> 03:03:51,600
sheer [\h__\h] chaos it was actually a

4672
03:03:55,030 --> 03:03:53,439
little bit of like chill and relax and

4673
03:03:57,590 --> 03:03:55,040
it was only on the individual level

4674
03:04:00,790 --> 03:03:57,600
right your life kind of chilled and

4675
03:04:03,269 --> 03:04:00,800
quieted and then a consciousness that

4676
03:04:06,070 --> 03:04:03,279
was like a little higher than average

4677
03:04:09,030 --> 03:04:06,080
was able to come in with a little bit

4678
03:04:12,150 --> 03:04:09,040
better of a functioning neural chemistry

4679
03:04:14,630 --> 03:04:12,160
that created more of the natural

4680
03:04:16,469 --> 03:04:14,640
chemicals that we need so they're able

4681
03:04:18,790 --> 03:04:16,479
to [\h__\h] keep their structure up

4682
03:04:20,710 --> 03:04:18,800
higher it's literally it comes back to

4683
03:04:23,590 --> 03:04:20,720
these base based

4684
03:04:25,590 --> 03:04:23,600
physical practical things that's nuts

4685
03:04:27,510 --> 03:04:25,600
get your nutrients so you can have

4686
03:04:30,150 --> 03:04:27,520
better energy

4687
03:04:31,269 --> 03:04:30,160
that's it i mean uh hendrix joe you i

4688
03:04:32,710 --> 03:04:31,279
mean

4689
03:04:34,309 --> 03:04:32,720
the first time i met hendrix was like

4690
03:04:37,349 --> 03:04:34,319
how old is she jesus like she's

4691
03:04:40,389 --> 03:04:37,359
literally talking six months old yeah

4692
03:04:43,750 --> 03:04:40,399
dude yeah oh wow running around climbing

4693
03:04:45,670 --> 03:04:43,760
up stairs talking it's freaking weird so

4694
03:04:47,670 --> 03:04:45,680
crazy were the kids not even so the

4695
03:04:49,670 --> 03:04:47,680
kid's not even like one and a half and

4696
03:04:52,309 --> 03:04:49,680
she's already taking her shoes off and

4697
03:04:54,550 --> 03:04:52,319
putting them on by herself and like yeah

4698
03:04:56,550 --> 03:04:54,560
showing up fully clothed like what the

4699
03:04:58,630 --> 03:04:56,560
hell like

4700
03:05:01,510 --> 03:04:58,640
yeah like waiting for like a bucket

4701
03:05:04,070 --> 03:05:01,520
yeah she's asking questions about my

4702
03:05:07,110 --> 03:05:04,080
concepts what are you where did you even

4703
03:05:09,750 --> 03:05:07,120
learn about it i know we're not even

4704
03:05:11,830 --> 03:05:09,760
sure i was like why do we need shoes man

4705
03:05:13,030 --> 03:05:11,840
i was like playing with gak as a

4706
03:05:15,830 --> 03:05:13,040
six-year-old

4707
03:05:18,469 --> 03:05:15,840
well you know the 90s were a real simple

4708
03:05:20,870 --> 03:05:18,479
time i loved it

4709
03:05:23,349 --> 03:05:20,880
it's just tactile and colors remember

4710
03:05:25,910 --> 03:05:23,359
what the all the nickelodeon building

4711
03:05:28,469 --> 03:05:25,920
used to look like yeah

4712
03:05:30,150 --> 03:05:28,479
p.o box something something uh yeah that

4713
03:05:31,429 --> 03:05:30,160
was awesome

4714
03:05:33,030 --> 03:05:31,439
color

4715
03:05:35,429 --> 03:05:33,040
vomit yeah

4716
03:05:37,349 --> 03:05:35,439
just a regular building

4717
03:05:40,870 --> 03:05:37,359
dude the 90s was my own personal

4718
03:05:43,190 --> 03:05:40,880
renaissance yeah right that was awesome

4719
03:05:46,309 --> 03:05:43,200
we needed it was all of like it was just

4720
03:05:48,070 --> 03:05:46,319
there was a bunch of undiagnosed adhd so

4721
03:05:50,630 --> 03:05:48,080
it was all just like let's put colors

4722
03:05:52,630 --> 03:05:50,640
and everything and like sounds seriously

4723
03:05:54,950 --> 03:05:52,640
everywhere i i think

4724
03:05:56,550 --> 03:05:54,960
for 12 hours i think everything we're

4725
03:05:57,670 --> 03:05:56,560
talking about right now is gonna

4726
03:05:59,990 --> 03:05:57,680
culminate

4727
03:06:01,349 --> 03:06:00,000
into a realization later where like

4728
03:06:04,469 --> 03:06:01,359
historians are going to look back at

4729
03:06:07,110 --> 03:06:04,479
like the early 2000s it could be like

4730
03:06:08,469 --> 03:06:07,120
okay so the trauma of the

4731
03:06:11,429 --> 03:06:08,479
the

4732
03:06:13,190 --> 03:06:11,439
9 11 events and and all this stuff and

4733
03:06:15,190 --> 03:06:13,200
but in reality we're going to look back

4734
03:06:17,670 --> 03:06:15,200
and say no dude like nickelodeon was

4735
03:06:19,190 --> 03:06:17,680
just dope like that's it like we that's

4736
03:06:23,510 --> 03:06:19,200
why we're cool because nickelodeon

4737
03:06:29,030 --> 03:06:26,870
climbing up a a plastic mountain

4738
03:06:31,349 --> 03:06:29,040
and being like little getting a piece of

4739
03:06:33,830 --> 03:06:31,359
the rock off the aggro crag i mean yeah

4740
03:06:35,429 --> 03:06:33,840
yeah we live we live on the mall with

4741
03:06:38,389 --> 03:06:35,439
the results mo

4742
03:06:41,590 --> 03:06:38,399
we live in a reality where like a a

4743
03:06:42,790 --> 03:06:41,600
comedy tv show the intro was done by

4744
03:06:45,670 --> 03:06:42,800
coolio

4745
03:06:47,670 --> 03:06:45,680
and somehow he was involved with gak and

4746
03:06:50,630 --> 03:06:47,680
like there was this show where like you

4747
03:06:51,750 --> 03:06:50,640
have to guess what a kid did

4748
03:06:54,790 --> 03:06:51,760
for fun

4749
03:07:05,990 --> 03:06:54,800
yeah what do you do hosted by a

4750
03:07:10,710 --> 03:07:09,510
she was a gold medalist swimmer

4751
03:07:12,790 --> 03:07:10,720
are you sorry

4752
03:07:16,309 --> 03:07:12,800
for real though yeah she was she

4753
03:07:18,469 --> 03:07:16,319
she had a gold medal yeah dude

4754
03:07:21,670 --> 03:07:18,479
i'm like i've never been more attracted

4755
03:07:23,990 --> 03:07:21,680
to summer sanders i i always was i still

4756
03:07:25,830 --> 03:07:24,000
i am oh she's she bought i think it was

4757
03:07:26,870 --> 03:07:25,840
atlanta right there or something yeah

4758
03:07:29,750 --> 03:07:26,880
good luck

4759
03:07:32,630 --> 03:07:29,760
no i will bri i will buy a property in

4760
03:07:34,950 --> 03:07:32,640
denver california with denver colorado

4761
03:07:36,469 --> 03:07:34,960
and uh

4762
03:07:38,870 --> 03:07:36,479
i don't know where i was going

4763
03:07:40,630 --> 03:07:38,880
dude sorry anyway

4764
03:07:42,710 --> 03:07:40,640
dude uh the

4765
03:07:45,590 --> 03:07:42,720
so we've talked about

4766
03:07:47,510 --> 03:07:45,600
a spectrum guys oh yeah i feel like we

4767
03:07:49,269 --> 03:07:47,520
have covered a lot of [\h__\h] but there's a

4768
03:07:52,230 --> 03:07:49,279
lot of stuff that i

4769
03:07:55,190 --> 03:07:52,240
man we gotta have you back on because

4770
03:07:58,389 --> 03:07:55,200
we'd love to i wrote down some notes

4771
03:08:01,190 --> 03:07:58,399
that i wanna i mean i i'd love to go in

4772
03:08:03,590 --> 03:08:01,200
uh in detail with a couple of things but

4773
03:08:05,830 --> 03:08:03,600
for our for our audience i mean we like

4774
03:08:07,590 --> 03:08:05,840
i was telling you over email joe like we

4775
03:08:09,269 --> 03:08:07,600
we've got a great group of people that

4776
03:08:10,870 --> 03:08:09,279
are we're just here

4777
03:08:11,750 --> 03:08:10,880
having fun trying to figure out the

4778
03:08:12,950 --> 03:08:11,760
truth

4779
03:08:14,469 --> 03:08:12,960
sure

4780
03:08:17,429 --> 03:08:14,479
and i know a lot of what you said

4781
03:08:19,670 --> 03:08:17,439
tonight spoke to our audience

4782
03:08:24,070 --> 03:08:19,680
and uh dude we're just along for the

4783
03:08:25,590 --> 03:08:24,080
ride so you are welcome back anytime so

4784
03:08:27,429 --> 03:08:25,600
yeah i'll let you know

4785
03:08:29,510 --> 03:08:27,439
[\h__\h] i mean maybe

4786
03:08:32,070 --> 03:08:29,520
maybe we'll hit you up next month maybe

4787
03:08:34,870 --> 03:08:32,080
we'll do this like a you know hey what's

4788
03:08:36,309 --> 03:08:34,880
joe up to this month sure yeah sure so

4789
03:08:39,030 --> 03:08:36,319
yeah yeah man

4790
03:08:41,269 --> 03:08:39,040
i'm trying myself to like put more out

4791
03:08:43,349 --> 03:08:41,279
there and talk more and you know make

4792
03:08:45,429 --> 03:08:43,359
sense of a lot more so i yeah i wouldn't

4793
03:08:48,230 --> 03:08:45,439
mind that uh

4794
03:08:50,790 --> 03:08:48,240
it's it's you know it's it's tough to

4795
03:08:53,349 --> 03:08:50,800
consistently create i'm i i have

4796
03:08:55,349 --> 03:08:53,359
problems with being consistent about

4797
03:08:57,830 --> 03:08:55,359
output you know

4798
03:08:59,990 --> 03:08:57,840
yeah it's the nature of life yeah well

4799
03:09:02,469 --> 03:09:00,000
you do it like every day we joe and i

4800
03:09:03,269 --> 03:09:02,479
have a luxury of doing it like once a

4801
03:09:05,349 --> 03:09:03,279
week

4802
03:09:07,750 --> 03:09:05,359
um yeah

4803
03:09:09,429 --> 03:09:07,760
and still we we uh we're like [\h__\h] what

4804
03:09:11,190 --> 03:09:09,439
the [\h__\h] do we we always find something

4805
03:09:13,030 --> 03:09:11,200
to talk about though

4806
03:09:14,389 --> 03:09:13,040
because of this community though like

4807
03:09:16,309 --> 03:09:14,399
because of our listeners because of the

4808
03:09:17,990 --> 03:09:16,319
awesome people that that i mean it's not

4809
03:09:19,830 --> 03:09:18,000
just me and joe man like it started out

4810
03:09:22,469 --> 03:09:19,840
as me and joe but it's

4811
03:09:23,670 --> 03:09:22,479
way bigger like everybody

4812
03:09:26,550 --> 03:09:23,680
is

4813
03:09:29,269 --> 03:09:26,560
as an equal contributor it's so fun dude

4814
03:09:31,349 --> 03:09:29,279
so dude you're welcome back anytime well

4815
03:09:34,150 --> 03:09:31,359
great thanks guys

4816
03:09:36,630 --> 03:09:34,160
yeah man well have a great night joe it

4817
03:09:38,389 --> 03:09:36,640
was great getting to talk to you man uh

4818
03:09:40,550 --> 03:09:38,399
and absolutely we're definitely going to

4819
03:09:42,710 --> 03:09:40,560
do this again so you have a great year

4820
03:09:45,269 --> 03:09:42,720
thanks yeah yeah have a great rest of

4821
03:09:47,910 --> 03:09:45,279
your evening man yeah you too guys

4822
03:09:49,429 --> 03:09:47,920
all right man talk to you later brother

4823
03:09:50,950 --> 03:09:49,439
peace bye

4824
03:09:52,790 --> 03:09:50,960
i love it

4825
03:09:55,190 --> 03:09:52,800
love it and

4826
03:09:57,910 --> 03:09:55,200
if you guys are just listening uh we

4827
03:10:00,870 --> 03:09:57,920
will put uh the links in the description

4828
03:10:03,030 --> 03:10:00,880
of the podcast episode for for joe

4829
03:10:05,670 --> 03:10:03,040
malloy's uh tick tock

4830
03:10:07,830 --> 03:10:05,680
i mean dude that's how i found the guy

4831
03:10:09,590 --> 03:10:07,840
and dude

4832
03:10:11,590 --> 03:10:09,600
i mean it

4833
03:10:14,150 --> 03:10:11,600
the stuff that he was saying was was so

4834
03:10:15,349 --> 03:10:14,160
in line with what we've our journey this

4835
03:10:16,870 --> 03:10:15,359
past

4836
03:10:19,110 --> 03:10:16,880
i mean we started two years two and a

4837
03:10:21,030 --> 03:10:19,120
half years ago but this spirituality

4838
03:10:23,510 --> 03:10:21,040
stuff and like this like psychological

4839
03:10:25,910 --> 03:10:23,520
stuff like yeah

4840
03:10:28,630 --> 03:10:25,920
recently like a last year and a half

4841
03:10:30,710 --> 03:10:28,640
kind of breached into and uh

4842
03:10:33,429 --> 03:10:30,720
he spoke a lot to it i i think that

4843
03:10:35,990 --> 03:10:33,439
became apparent pretty pretty quick

4844
03:10:38,389 --> 03:10:36,000
yeah for sure yeah i feel like like you

4845
03:10:40,630 --> 03:10:38,399
get it now like why i reached out to him

4846
03:10:43,110 --> 03:10:40,640
oh yeah yeah i get it yeah it was

4847
03:10:45,349 --> 03:10:43,120
awesome that was awesome i loved it this

4848
03:10:47,750 --> 03:10:45,359
is one of my favorite guests so far for

4849
03:10:49,990 --> 03:10:47,760
real dude i say that after every

4850
03:10:52,630 --> 03:10:50,000
freaking episode i know i just love all

4851
03:10:55,590 --> 03:10:52,640
of our guests i know it's almost like

4852
03:10:57,910 --> 03:10:55,600
anybody we that

4853
03:11:00,229 --> 03:10:57,920
like if you're on some like super famous

4854
03:11:02,710 --> 03:11:00,239
show everybody reaches out to you

4855
03:11:04,950 --> 03:11:02,720
yeah but if on you're not like we're

4856
03:11:07,190 --> 03:11:04,960
small potatoes dude we're small peanuts

4857
03:11:08,870 --> 03:11:07,200
and like it's a very specific

4858
03:11:10,389 --> 03:11:08,880
audience like

4859
03:11:12,630 --> 03:11:10,399
yeah

4860
03:11:13,510 --> 03:11:12,640
the people that do reach out to us

4861
03:11:15,429 --> 03:11:13,520
like

4862
03:11:17,830 --> 03:11:15,439
we just hit it off dude it's pretty

4863
03:11:19,990 --> 03:11:17,840
[\h__\h] cool i like it dude i like it a

4864
03:11:21,349 --> 03:11:20,000
lot man yeah

4865
03:11:23,830 --> 03:11:21,359
oh yeah

4866
03:11:25,429 --> 03:11:23,840
heck yeah guys this was uh this was an

4867
03:11:26,790 --> 03:11:25,439
awesome one and don't forget to check us

4868
03:11:29,110 --> 03:11:26,800
out man like you said if you if you

4869
03:11:31,349 --> 03:11:29,120
don't live uh you know anywhere in texas

4870
03:11:33,830 --> 03:11:31,359
or locally you can always check us out

4871
03:11:36,630 --> 03:11:33,840
live we're gonna be doing uh a live

4872
03:11:38,229 --> 03:11:36,640
event with terry loveless um it's gonna

4873
03:11:41,590 --> 03:11:38,239
be this saturday we're gonna be at the

4874
03:11:44,229 --> 03:11:41,600
black sparrow it's gonna be a great time

4875
03:11:46,550 --> 03:11:44,239
uh i'm pretty excited about it so we

4876
03:11:49,190 --> 03:11:46,560
will be streaming it live all you guys

4877
03:11:51,830 --> 03:11:49,200
can come hang out check in we're to be

4878
03:11:53,670 --> 03:11:51,840
doing a a q a so if any of you guys have

4879
03:11:57,670 --> 03:11:53,680
a question for terry

4880
03:11:59,030 --> 03:11:57,680
um you know uh put it up and and we'll

4881
03:12:00,550 --> 03:11:59,040
you know we'll pull some questions we're

4882
03:12:02,950 --> 03:12:00,560
going to take some audience questions

4883
03:12:05,750 --> 03:12:02,960
and we'll also take some questions uh

4884
03:12:07,750 --> 03:12:05,760
from the chat so y'all come in uh and be

4885
03:12:10,229 --> 03:12:07,760
a part of it man it's gonna be a it's

4886
03:12:13,510 --> 03:12:10,239
gonna be a real good evening i'm excited

4887
03:12:15,269 --> 03:12:13,520
for it hell yeah dude yeah as we're

4888
03:12:16,790 --> 03:12:15,279
getting closer to the event we're like

4889
03:12:18,870 --> 03:12:16,800
trying to figure out like

4890
03:12:21,269 --> 03:12:18,880
specifics and uh

4891
03:12:23,349 --> 03:12:21,279
i mean we've never done anything live

4892
03:12:25,670 --> 03:12:23,359
like this like we've played music before

4893
03:12:28,550 --> 03:12:25,680
but yeah not just you you and me known

4894
03:12:33,030 --> 03:12:31,349
talking about microphones yeah yeah it's

4895
03:12:34,550 --> 03:12:33,040
gonna be an interesting night for sure

4896
03:12:37,110 --> 03:12:34,560
it's

4897
03:12:39,429 --> 03:12:37,120
it it may be terrible

4898
03:12:41,190 --> 03:12:39,439
but it may be kind of fun

4899
03:12:42,950 --> 03:12:41,200
it's gonna be awesome i think it's gonna

4900
03:12:44,950 --> 03:12:42,960
be awesome we're gonna be awesome we'll

4901
03:12:48,150 --> 03:12:44,960
stream it live hopefully you guys show

4902
03:12:51,670 --> 03:12:48,160
up go live we're gonna do questions too

4903
03:12:54,950 --> 03:12:51,680
so you guys same as always except we're

4904
03:12:58,469 --> 03:12:54,960
not in our own rooms we're in a [\h__\h]

4905
03:12:59,590 --> 03:12:58,479
bar that's that's the only difference

4906
03:13:02,710 --> 03:12:59,600
heck yeah

4907
03:13:04,790 --> 03:13:02,720
yeah yeah yeah all right man well

4908
03:13:06,229 --> 03:13:04,800
i'm calling it a night let's do it dude

4909
03:13:07,269 --> 03:13:06,239
hell yeah

4910
03:13:09,190 --> 03:13:07,279
hey

4911
03:13:11,350 --> 03:13:09,200
i'll see you on saturday dude we'll see

4912
03:13:12,710 --> 03:13:11,360
you on saturday dude

4913
03:13:15,670 --> 03:13:12,720
[Music]

4914
03:13:17,190 --> 03:13:15,680
hey this has been another episode of ufo

4915
03:13:18,389 --> 03:13:17,200
garage

4916
03:13:21,190 --> 03:13:18,399
yeah yeah

4917
03:13:22,630 --> 03:13:21,200
yeah we'll talk to y'all saturday hey

4918
03:13:25,429 --> 03:13:22,640
we'll talk to you today and then again

4919
03:13:27,190 --> 03:13:25,439
thursday so we will see you all a lot

4920
03:13:29,750 --> 03:13:27,200
this week

4921
03:13:31,830 --> 03:13:29,760
love you guys man uh y'all have a great

4922
03:13:33,030 --> 03:13:31,840
evening we'll talk to y'all later